what i think

Theres really not much to say about me, i really enjoy music, writing poetry (read my blog if you want i have some of my work on there) and boxing ( in and out of school) for music ill listen to anything and everything, i mean everything, everything from slipknot ( hehehe long live joey you true metalheads know who at im sayin') to piano sonatas by beethoven, its kind of sad really, . for movies it varies, i watch horrors mostly, the occasional comedy isn't to bad, and yes the occasonal lil kid movie, dont mind those either I play a shitload of poker, I DO NOT have a gambling problem so if you are here to mention that fuck off because i dont care to hear what you have to say
. Im the kind of guy that sits in the back of the class and keeps to himself most of the time( unless im sitting with friends), decked out in a itallian leather jacket( the sucker cost me plenty) which i bought in florence ,listening to music. Im not a bad person, sure ive made a few bad choices. but in the end i know whats right and what is wrong, and i like to think that im not the only guy out there, that thinks with the head on his shoulders, not the head between his legs, because in my opinion, skinners aren't people, they are users and abusers, who dont deserve my respect, or anybodys for that matter, thats my opinion, take it or leave it

just leave it in one piece

Got a problem with me?SOLVE iT!*
Think im tripping?TiE MY SHOES!*
Can't stand me?SIT DOWN!*
Can't face me?TURN THE FUCK AROUND!*

How i am
When it comes to my friends, its always, under any circumstance, my ass gets busted before theirs, With me there is two kinds of friends, those friends i hang with, and those friends i call family, you know who you are, i dislike when people parade around demanding respect they dont deserve, and idont like it even more when they try to take that respect from you, with how i see it, if i hear something i dont like, im going to call you on it, i dont say shit behind peoples backs, if its just going to get exagerated in translation anyways. I lost care for what other people thought of me a long time ago, the only thing that will get you anywhere with me, is complete and utter honesty. I am who i am , nothing more, i am not racist , because cut me open and you will see that everybodys blood is red.I have been in more fights sticking up for my friends then i have actually sticking up for myself . How i see it is, if you want something go get it, the world meets nobody halfway ,you see something you like, go get it. period


God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference

And in the words of my brother, or may as well should be.
i consider myself very level headed untill im backed up into a corner. i am a lover, but i am also a fighter. when you love to fight, and fight to love, its hard to lose. don't piss me off, cuz fighting just proves who's the bigger asshole. but i warn you now, i am a mighty big asshole in that category



call me what you will, see if you are the only one of us that really gives a fuck

I am who I am, whether you choose to beleive it or not. Its not up to me, but I choose to beleive, It does not matter to me what you think, but what i know is that I beleive that faith keeps me going, through all the pain and bull shit, faith keeps my soul beating

Because my blog is being a fuckin idiot

I write slot of poems that if they dont mean anything to me, they will mean something to somebody else that needs the help if they are going through something

Hold me in your arms
Help me hide the scars
Look me in the eye
And touch me with your heart

Love will always be here
Even when I cease to be there
Light the candle
that burns the fire
Silences the pain
and welcomes the rain

Interlock our fingers
Look through my soul
And let the feeling linger
And know what we both know

The only thing that matters
Is what matters most
Just do what you have to
To hold me close

Hide the scars
Silence the pain
Welcome the rain
Love never fails

This one means alot to me, because I know who I'm with was worth the troubles i went through before I was with her