im not crazy
but i think you didnt mean to be rude
im not amazing
as if you could have the passion i feel for you
ive lost all ambition
to pursue all attraction
you know youv taken my last faith in love
its been a long hard lession
this long lasting impression
i guess you were only high and just getting off

please please stay
i want to stair at you all day
no please dont go away
i swear i was thinking of to say
well its almost to easy mention
you only see the distraction
yes its full force criticism
fashion? no were a slave to expression
but im not destroyed
but too easily annoyed
so sigman floyd
tell me why this we enjoy

i never wanted to see the sight
of the end to that beautiful night
it doesnt matter if its wrong or right
for this is how it gos
ive never felt farther from who ive ever met
or who i ever known
sounds silly but the best part was holding hands
it was the best
my best
memories of us together

would not be suprized if a friend
asked what the fuck happened
this is fucked and we need alot
more than therapy did you forget
what ever i guess turn on the tv
some peace is nice fuck im
easy to get along just dont beleive it
im just here to get down
now i've spoiled my dinner
why couldnt i wait
keep the memories alive
well its killing me
its not the adventure that went wrong
it was key to keep it going

well if there was no meaning for the existing
we would never tell
we cant tell what were with out
or like with out imagination
you cant imagine what your with out
you would have no were to search
there would be no were to look
was your life story like out of a book
nothing you could sell
but good enough to tell
stretching your arms like the trees
to the floor as you pray to these
hands that might provide another good day
feel your self
i am not horny
i am just polight
would like the delight
to meet your acquaintance tonight
fuck this right to store
these feelings to ignore
the right to explain
i cant take to pain any more
i like this unspoken agreement
we have that if i dont let you know
it does not exzist

this is for the nondeserving
the needy not worth perserving
stop from witch you desieve
takeing all you can recieve
be worried i want to beleive
you can do good but please
you gotta wake up and leave
fuck that
to witch his own
im in the zone
mix my drinks
with down town
smoke hip hop
with my friend down
its the best time
that i have found
expand your mind
with the right sound

we control all
that you see
too high too low
from here were to go
i dont know

stop asking just shut up

got to go or i will be late
i dont want to debate
thinkin about thinkin about
thats not all true
everythings not cool
it was just like a dream
feelings so pure
you couldnt be sure
anything was what it seemed
something sounds so good has to be lie
cause what you say and what you do
is always being defined
life is takeing off with out me and you
reaching in and takeing my insides
no heart no soal no pain no religion
a new game to me
and then i met them
hard core it did seem to be
they showed me carry to pass
on that game when i was gone
reject all doubt and i was lost
dance on till all was gone
we said lets play
that dangerous game together
and all was gone

Walking on a dream
How can I explain
Talking to myself
Will I see again

We are always running for the thrill of it thrill of it
Always pushing up the hill searching for the thrill of it
On and on and on we are calling out and out again
Never looking down I’m just in awe of what’s in front of me

Thought I’d never see
The love you found in me
Now it’s changing all the time
Living in a rhythm where the minutes working overtime

Catch me I’m falling down
Catch me I’m falling down

Don’t stop just keep going on
I’m your shoulder lean upon
So come on deliver from inside
All we got is tonight that is right till first light

Is it real now
When two people become one
I can feel it
When two people become one

Max condescending doesn’t matter its painless
It’s not like you can’t change it can’t blame us
So what nothings forever here take it in the anus
Feel the hold feel special feel wanted feel famous
Cigarettes are as good as it gets? What with all the
Bad sex
Regrets
Cigarettes
Make sense
Bad bets
Ignored pets
The cigarettes is as good as it gets
Blood stains
Ass whole pains
Always complains
Why should I change?
It’s so old
It’s for told
To have a bold soul
You must start to take care of your self
Before you can take care of anyone elts
This simple mistake is easy to get started
Starts with so much fun just getting retarded

lets meet up
who says we realy will
lets get up get out
who will i see today
maby some one i havent seen
maby some one i just havent seen lately
lately been thinking what could have been
and wether or not to make another friend
let me know
when we should go out like we use to
or are we realy too bissy im not are you
theres a science to this art of disconnection
miss your message and didnt mention
please dont talk to me i have my head phones on
would you like to see my drawing i finished at dawn
ill see you on the down side
best of the best freinds of mine
whats to suck is what i descide
did i at least have a good time
weather i did or not
back to life i go buy
all the places we began
the rest of our lives

i been told if you know things wont change
get out
leaving responsibilities to be happy is what
its all about
waking up today i should expect it to be the same
feeling bad leaves me with no body but me to blame
cleaning up others mess is the best why would i complain
telling my self i dont want fun i want to be happy is insane
i would have things i need to buy
but i rather these feelings go hide
thanx for support and you wonder why
i cant suck it up deal with how i feel inside
i cant either thats why i want to be on drugs
smiles and hugs
after one more effort of trying
theres no more reason denying
thats its not my choice when its over
laughed out of being happy to be sober
ive made my self in to a bitter tool
why ever stop you guys look way cool

oh yabba dabba do
ok all says
we got some risky behavour
walk in the place the bass
fucks you in the face
you get that synthy flavour
go go get get a life
im a legion in my spare time
go go keep up the pace
scratchs tables all night
got the transitions just right
got all night to dance trance free
never turn up the temp
dont turn down the temp
shouldnt fuck with the temp
just keep it around garage speed


i

never have a gottten this far
from were i was
it was if im at war
and i know the cause
time is always ahead of me
i know so
ive seen what happens we
always let go
and working rewards always with
nothing for certain
certainly not always a rewarding gift
and your for certain
there is absolutely nothing wrong
live today die tomorow its
always the same song
its appealing to me i gess
i just might come along
i been hopeing life wil get better will see
been worried about starveing lately
little bit to low with noney
about to ask for something free
in life
in my opinion
nover was
an clear option
just beacause
cause i dont know son
got that loss
and fustration
i never thought it would end
the spark was there then never again
its gone and pepes kept trying to burn
good times left us wtih everything we earn
something counts for nothig well youll see
a job well dione still none know your story
but theyll get there chances to get to be
a fuck up that fucked up there family
try
in your time
to come buy
it was be so kind
i think you and i
could try to find
were we left off tomorows just another excuse
wy

go get fuck from both sides
no body says no to rough guys
especaily after one dies
it seems to help the slip go slide
ill go deep ill go rub your spine
just thrust to end with paste inside

what is the charge's ive been arrested
that statement from the girl molested
got me locked up and so she got tested
with a gun next time ill kill some one and wont be detected
funny is it to see the struggle to survive
i think they could use assistance its my drive
to hold them down well they fight for there lives
i got a bet that yet theyll loose to my knives
bleeding there mouths are speaking
they choke for lies a price that fits the size
there pleading for no deleting
this is were they realize
my hands are from witch they die

and i punch your frame
punch i do again
punch punch punch
with a constricted vein
and i take my aim
take you do again
take take take
my pleasured pain
and i punch
and you take the pain
punchpunchpunch
anus bleeds again
then you take and i gain
fist you be on your range
fist fist fist
skull fuck your brain

if you were to see me
ago 7 weeks
it would be me struggling
with the same stradigy
and theres no time to say no
when your running and trying to let go
hanging on get over that
never ever turn to look back
its now or when ever
tomorrows not tomorrow forever

exchange of words can end so quickly
theres no time to be late when your in the city
though we may never meet still we will say
ill give you a call we should hang out some day

were should we go were should we meet
can we still hold hands to cross the street
you should let me hang out the window
then drive the car as fast as you can go

who cares were we will arrive
i mostly enjoy you being on the ride
i dont want this to end tomorow
tell me we all still have so far to go

its midnight but you should still stay up to play
please dont let what time will take away
and dont be upset we can start a new life
bring a new dog home like a good new wife
though you miss what life was you got to let go
if your checking up sooke for people it would be a no
your a going to make it harder on your self if your alone
shut that voice up in your head and pick up the phone