Pick A Guy.
If you're gonna lie, don't do this.

1.) Would you say he is good looking? Definetly.
2.) Does he go to your school? No.
3.) Do you like him? Just a Little.
4.) How long have you liked him for? Decent amount of Time.
5.) Ever Dated Him? No.
6.) Ever cry over him? Once...
7.) What songs remind you of him? Pretty much anything I don't Like.
8.) Do you know his middle name? Yes.
9.) How old is he? FIFteen.
10.) Last time you talked to him? Today.
11.) Does he know how you feel? Yes.
12.) Think about him a lot? Decently.
13.) Ever kiss him before? Yes.
14.) Is he older than you? No.
15.) Does he have a girlfriend? Don't think So.
16.) Would you date him? Probably. =[
17.) Ever see him cry before? No. Hes to Brutal to Cry..
18.) How often do you talk about him? A bit..
19.) Anyone know you like him? Yeah.. haha.
20.) Whens his birthday? First.
21.) Ever hang out with this person, just the two of you? Only like Once.
22.) Have his phone number? Yeah.
23.) Are you gonna call him anytime son? Haha fer sure... NOT.
24.) Do you think he'll read this? Probably Not.
25.) Are you in his group of friends? One of the Groups.
26.) Has he ever given you anything? Idkk....
27.) Have any pictures of him? A couple.
28.) Anyone else like him? Oh Fer Sure.
29.) Do you think you have a chance? Probbly not... But I'm wayy too Stuborn
30.) Last time you saw him? Like two hours ago.
31.) Brave enough to name him? Robin.

you don't deserve my tears.

i tried so hard to keep them from falling with the thoughts of you.

but tonight was just to much.

stop with the mind fucking

if you like me, then lt me know and fucking act like it.

if you don't, please stay away from me so that i can please get over you.

this is getting way to difficult.

you're so not worth this

Pick A Guy.
If you're gonna lie, don't do this.

1.) Would you say he is good looking? yes.
2.) Does he go to your school? no.
3.) Do you like him? yes.
4.) How long have you liked him for? a while.
5.) Ever Dated Him? yes.
6.) Ever cry over him? yes.
7.) What songs remind you of him? addicted-saving abel;love story-taylor swift;.
8.) Do you know his middle name? yes.
9.) How old is he? 16.
10.) Last time you talked to him? none.
11.) Does he know how you feel? yes.
12.) Think about him a lot? yes.
13.) Ever kiss him before? yes.
14.) Is he older than you? yes.
15.) Does he have a girlfriend? yes.
16.) Would you date him? I don't Know.
17.) Ever see him cry before? yes.
18.) How often do you talk about him? never.
19.) Anyone know you like him? yes.
20.) Whens his birthday? none.
21.) Ever hang out with this person, just the two of you? yes.
22.) Have his phone number? no.
23.) Are you gonna call him anytime son? no.
24.) Do you think he'll read this? no.
25.) Are you in his group of friends? no.
26.) Has he ever given you anything? yes.
27.) Have any pictures of him? yes.
28.) Anyone else like him? yes.
29.) Do you think you have a chance? no.
30.) Last time you saw him? on the street.
31.) Brave enough to name him? no....

cause we're so epic that we message each other via nexx while sitting right next to each other in life =D

<3 you (scretly) KAALS!!

time started: 12:20 PM
full name : Chelsea Marie Watkin<3
nickname(s) : Chels

FAVORITE
color : Purple
food : rice.
candy : charleston chews.
type of cheese : havarti.
pizza topping : cheese.
salad dressing : thousand island.
sandwich : I donèt eat sanwiches.
cereal : Nesquik.
fruit : Ièm a sucker for a good necterine.
vegetable : tomatoes; shut up.
berry : i hate berries.
cake : my cake.
book : most things by tamora peirce.
movie : moulin rouge; romeo + juliet.
magazine : theres lots.
newspaper : none.
tv show : instant star.
website : facebook; bitch.
day of the week : thursday.
month : september.
season : autumn.
holiday : none.
shampoo : w.e
conditioner : w.e its pretty much which ever one smells good at the moment.
weather : sunny =)
sport to watch : No. just no.
sport to play : Volleyball.
animal : Giant Panda.

HAVE YOU EVER
been on a train : No.
been on a plane : Yes.
ran into a wall : Yes.
smoked : Yes.
been drunk : Sorta.
broken the law : Obviously.
burned a cd : Yes.
kissed someone of the opposite sex : Yes.
kissed someone of the same sex : Yes.
gotten engaged: No.
had an online relationship : No.
been rejected by a crush : ...I dont know..
loved : I dont know.
made yourself cry to get out of trouble : Yes.
cried in public : Yes.
cried over a movie : Omg yes. Yesterday actually.
fallen asleep in a movie theater : When I was little.
gotten a cavity : Yeah..
shopped at abercrombie & fitch : Yes.
made a prank call : Yes.
skipped school : DUH.
faked sick to get out of school : Obviously.
climbed a tree : Yes.
fallen from a tree : No.
made a model volcano (working model) : No.
made a clover leaf with your tounge : No.

PAST
what did you do yesterday : Went shopping; went to the movies; came over to sams.
memory you miss the most : My grandma.
memory you want to forget : Everything that ever went wrong.
something you regretted after it was done : Going out with mat kearney.

THE LAST
song you heard : Love Lockdown - Kanye West.
cd you bought : The Blck Eyed Peas - The E.N.D
thing you said : Hello
time you cried : Yesterday; hey you go see my sisters keeper and tell me you dididnt cry.
movie seen in a theater : My sisters keeper.
thing you ate : A quesedilla.
nail polish shade worn : Clear.
time you showered : Yesterday morning.
person who complimented you : Chris.

AT THIS MOMENT
what are you listening to : Knock Me Down - Keri Hilson
what are you wearing : Guitar Hero Pj Pants; Brown Shorts; Blue Stripe Shirt.
what are you thinking : This song is stupid.
what are you scared of most : Being Alone.

FUTURE
occupation : Whatever I want.
marriage : Maybe.
honeymoon : Probably.
place to live : Germany or Africa.
kids : Zero. Ugh.
what are you doing tomorrow : Academy Drive =)
will there be a wwIII : The world; duh.
will politics ever be truthful : Effing No.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
heaven : No.
hell : No.
angels : No.
devil : No.
god : No.
buddha : No.
aliens : No.
ghosts : No.
spirit (soul) : No.
soulmates : No.
reincarnation : No.
love at first sight : No.
karma : No.
love in general : No.
luck : No.
yourself : No.

CRUSH
who and when was your first crush : Nick Maida.
any now : Yeah.
a celebrity crush : Ick No.
who do you want to be with right now : None.
whos number do you want : I dont do phones.
what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex : WHy they make themselves such a waste of time.
who do you want to kiss : None.
if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be? : You.
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you : Like 2.
first thing noticed about the opposite sex : hair.
what do you look for personality-wise : Interesting.
biggest turn on : Tall.
biggest turn off : People who are not interesting and people who are quiet.
something they wear that turns you off : Whatever I dont like at that point.
the most romantic thing you want to happen to you : None.
the most romantic thing that has happened to you : Someone bought me wooden roses.
what do you wear on a coffee date : Cute tee and a skirt.
is cyber cheating : its stupid.
are eyes the passegeway to the soul : No.
who would you like to take to the prom : I want to be brought to prom.
do you want to hug somebody right now : Yes.
do you know what an aphrodisiac is: Nope.

DESCRIBE
mellow : Quiet and annoying.
melancholy : Emo bitches.
the perfect date : ferris wheel. =)
the perfect mate : None.
why manhole covers are round : So that the cover can never fall in and hurt someone. Yes; I actually knew that.

FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR
yellow : Pee. haha
red lipstick : Marilyn Monroe.
socks : Toes.
cowtipping : Alex.
moulin rouge : Satine and Christian.
greenland : Ice.
iceland : Green.
harry potter : Hermione haha.
red : Roses.
blackberry : Nice phone.
rose : Blushing.
rooster : COCK =)
whipped cream : Ice Cream.
lollipops : Licky Licky.
dreams : The most important thing.
love : Someone.
guys : Dipshit.
south park : GINGERS.
boy bands : OMG GAY.
pengiuns : Slide slide.
girls : Sluts.
thong : Ugh.
spoons : Swings.
dairy : Cows.
your father : None.
pizza : Crust.
britney spears : Poor kids.
vitamin : Ew.

ARE YOU
happy : Mhmm.
sad : Sometimes.
religious : NO.
crazy : Sometimes.
messy : Only my room.
mad : No.
slacker : No.
nerd : A Bit.
bookworm : Yes.
jock : No.
preppy : Sometimes.
selfish : Obviously.
giving : Yeah.
obsessive : A little.
violent : A little.
calm : Sometimes.
caring : More than youll ever know.
loyal : No.
patriotic : No.
coluorful : Somedays.
artistic : A bit.

MISC
do you shave : My Legs? Most of the time.
where : Shower.
what size is your bed : Double.
what color crayon would you be : Purple.
what are the last four digits of you phone number : 5264
feelings on abortion : If its what you really want.
how long does it take you to shower : Avg. 15 Mins.
what does your screenname mean : Dont even know. I was looking at an accordian.
thoughts on blonde pop stars in general : Ditzy.
who do you trust the most : My grandma.
is cussing a necessity in life : Yes.
how about coffee : Ews.
is the world screwed : Terribly.
what something you cant live without : My heart.
can you live without a microwave : I do.
what do think about death : I think it really makes people think.
where and when do you want to be married : Vegas 1975.
do you want to drop out of school : Been there done that.
what do you always think about : Anything.
what is wrong with your school : I dont know.
what is right with your school : I dont know.
how do you react to change : I enjoy change.
do you talk to yourself : Not really.
what color would you dye your hair : Brown.
best thing anyone`s told you : Nothing.
does being psycho appeal to you : No.
if you wrote a book, what would it be about : My life.
what would you change your name to : I wouldnt.
longest crush lasted how long : Too long.
time finished : 1:01 PM

Joanne: "..they are the best granparents ever, besides my mum of course."

You know what? you mum was my grandma. and as far back as I can remember; which is rather far; you were never there. You have no right to be saying what kind of a grandmother you think my grandma would ahve been for your child; speaking of said child. SHE IS NOT MY GRANDMOTHERS RIEN-FUCKING-CARNATION. DROP IT ALREADY. Like holy crap; you think your the only one who was even slightly close to her? you were just there for her death; like period. Oh my god; you came in for like a week every two years holy crap that totally makes you the most important tperson in her whole life; SARCASM. And don't even continue thinking of naming your damn kid after her; like holy shit; you have no right to even think that in the first place.
AGH.
AND YOU WONDER WHY IVE BEEN SO PISSED OFF LATELY?

OH.! While I'm at it.
Thanks mom; you knwo every little girls dream is to be asked what she wants while her sister and mom are in fucking DISNEYLAND without her.

FUCK YOU ALL.







I'm sorry..

MY CURRENT LIFE IN 85 QUESTIONS:

1. What was the highlight of your week?
hanging out downtown and getting my jingly skirt.

2. Who's car were you in last?
grandpa's truck. fuckin' love that thing.

3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
no idea.

4. What color shirt are you wearing?
grey and black stripes.

5. How long is your hair?
long for me. mediumish for normal people.

8. Last movie you watched?
uh... oh yeah; the one that got away.

9. Last thing you ate?
pork roast with cheese sauce.

10. Last thing you drank?
milk.

11. Where did you sleep last night?
in a bed..

13. Are you happy right now?
no.

14. What did you say last?
no idea.

15. Where is your phone?
no idea.

16. What was the last museum you went to?
winnipeg museum.

17. What color are your eyes?
i don't care.

19. Who came over tonight?
english teacher, scary as shit.

20. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
everyday of my life.

21. Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?
dean & jenna. go firgure.

22. What are you listening to?
nothing i have a headache.

23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
cuddle a baby panda bear.

24. What is your favorite store?
whatever one has the cute stuff.

25. Who makes you happiest right now?
john and joey. cause they'll hug me without a reason.

33. What is the last alcoholic beverage you had?
bacardi gold.

34. When is your birthday?
day summer dies.

36. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
alex.

37.When is the last time you were in a swimming pool?
couple weeks ago.

39. Where was the last place you went shopping?
candy store.

40. How do you feel about your hair right now?
i think its getting annoying but it can be super cute

41. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
i guess.

42. AIM or MSN?
neither.

46. Where does most of your family live?
salmo.

47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
sibs.

49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
why teh fuck am i getting up this early.?

50. Do you drink beer?
no.

52. Myspace or Facebook?
niether.

53. Do you have T-Mobile?
no.

54. What was your favorite subject in school?
no idea.

57. Do you have any talents?
no.

58. Have you ever been in a wedding?
yes.

60. Did you take a nap today?
yes.

61. Ever met someone famous?
everyday.

63. Do you want to be famous one day?
i am famous.

65. Are you multitasking right now?
no.

66. Could you handle being in the military?
probably.

67. Do you believe in Karma?
not really.

68. What color are your nails right now?
a couple still ahve a bit of bue.

69. What are your plans for tomorrow?
sleep, study, eat, watch tv.

70. Favorite tv show?
instant star usually, but until the next season comes out, america's next top model.

71. Ever been to another continent?
no.

72. Ever been to Las Vegas?
nope.

74. Have you ever been gambling?
yes.

75. When is the last time you updated your blog?
like along time ago.

76. Have you been to New York City?
no.

78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
no.

82. Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
nothing that fuckign thing just won't die.

83. Last time you were sick?
right now.

84.Do you like anyone right now?
who even cares anymore.

85. Do you think anyone will re post this?
probably, life is fucking boring and the most entertaining thing we have is talking about ourselves. FUCK.

holly shiit.!!
my life is being pretty decent
i have two besties here, alex && john
i can hang out with grade nines and my sister wont scratch my eyes out
school is good, nine days left
going to winnipeg in a month
my grandma's giving me money to buy new clothes in winnipeg
oh i guess you should know im staying here next year
and yadda yadda, i love life.
except, as always, a boy is dampening my mood.
i never met someone as hard to understand as him.
hollyyy craappp.

ohh && new picss.

i'm hopeless.

This is The Guilty Game. Next to the questions, put your answers as either guilty or innocent. Guilty if you have, innocent if you haven't. The number of guilties you have is the number of years in prison you are sentenced to. Re-post with a headline stating how many years in prison you have…

1. Dated outside your race?
guilty.

2. Gotten a hickey?
guilty.

3. Dated your best friend of the opposite sex?
guilty

4. Sung in the shower?
guilty

5. Spit in someone's drink?
innocent

6. Dumped someone?
guilty

7. Opened your Christmas presents early?
guilty

8. Seen "The Notebook" more than 3 times?
guilty

11. Ran through the sprinklers naked?
innocent

12. Ate food that fell on the floor?
innocent

13. Went outside naked?
innocent

14. Made out with a friends boyfriend/girlfriend?
guilty

16. Flashed somebody?
guilty

17. Made someone cry?
guilty

18. Been in a parade?
guilty

19. Been in a school play?
guilty

20. Drank alcohol?
guilty

21. Gotten detention?
innocent

22. Been on a plane?
guilty

23. Been on a cruise?
innocent

24. Broken into a house?
innocent

25. Gotten a tattoo?
guilty

26. Gave money to a stripper?
innocent

27. Cried so hard you started choking?
guilty

28. Gotten into a shouting match?
guilty

29. Spun yourself in circles to get dizzy on purpose?
guilty

30. Laughed so hard it hurt?
guilty

31. Tripped on your own feet?
guilty

32. Cried yourself to sleep?
guilty

33. Cried in public?
guilty

34. Threw up in public?
guilty

35. Lied to your parents?
guilty

36. Skipped class?
guilty

37. Slept in class?
guilty

38. Made out with someone and didn't talk to them the next day?
guilty