AdoredOne - 21, Male, Edmonton
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*sighs*
 

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Leave me a sign..
If you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by

if you be my boat
I'll be your sea
a depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity
ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze
I live to make you free
I live to make you free

but you can set sail to the west if you want to
and past the horizon till I can't even see you
far from here where the beaches are wide
just leave me your wake to remember you by

if you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by
stardust to remember you by
 

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I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
 

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I sit up here and wonder,
Under the stars of thunder.
If me and you are a possibility,
Or is it just my stupidity?

You looked like you cared.
For the thoughts that we shared,
Even my feelings that I hid,
Well at least I thought I did.

My head burn and aches,
For this reality I can not shake.
Why do I do,
What I do?

I think about you every moment,
About every comment.
I wish I could say to you,
"I love you"

My heart is full of darkness,
As I think of myself of so less.
You show me the way,
And guide me with light that day.

But is it really true,
When you say " I love you?"
As I feel so alone, so shunned,
While in reality I'm broken.

As you cry,
Water fills my eye's.
To know your hurt,
And treated as dirt.

I wish I could stop them,
With vengeance to get em.
But I do know,
That's not what you want now.

As I still lay here and wonder,
About you under the thunder.
To come to think of it,
As the stars lit.

Would you so the same?
And free me from all the shame.
All the mizery and doubt.
Even a whisper to shout.

Or will you be,
The one to watch me.
Sit all alone,
And broken.

I'll wait for you,
As I hope you will to.
Come to realize that I...
Really...... Love you...

By:Brandon Ernst
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Second heartbeat
We keep writing, talking and planning, but everything's changing,
We all know what to do but no one does it,
Now this time has passed and full of regret,
Two in my heart have left me a while, I stand alone,
When they get back, it won't be the same,
never be the same,
My life, you've always been there,
Now you're gone and my heads spinning,
Left the childhood, left the memories, left the good times in the past,
Moving on your time has run out,
Wishing the clock would stand still, the world can wait,
Wasting away once again, once lived as friends,

As time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life,
The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night,

Never will I forget you, and all the memories past,
So rarely I get to see your face,
Growing I looked to you in guidance.
We knew that time would kill us, but you're still so close to me,

To me you were my life,
To me you were my soul companion,
Now you are so far away,
Nothing can take away the time and the memories we had,
Come back - to the days when we were young
Come back - to the days when nothing mattered
to the days when nothing mattered

And I feel time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life,
The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night

As time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life,
The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night.