I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
BASICS
Height:
169 cm - 173 cm (5'7" - 5'8")
Weight:
51 Kg - 55 Kg (111 lbs - 120 lbs)
Birthday:
March 15, 1989
Sexual Orientation:
Heterosexual
Dating:
Single
Living Situation:
Living with parents/relatives
Location:
British Columbia, Canada
Join Date:
12:52am | Jul 22, '05
Profile Updated:
02:30pm | Dec 19, '09
Last Active:
06:37pm | Feb 07, '09
INTERESTS
Movies:
Action, Comedy, Horror, Teen
Art:
Knitting
Video Games:
First person shooter, Sports, Strategy
Cars:
Classics
Music:
Emo
Sports:
Body Building, Fishing, Soccer, Tennis, Wrestling
Activities:
Clubbing, Drinking, Driving, Listening to music, Partying, Poker, Pool/Billiards
Outdoor:
Camping, Fishing, Going to the beach, Hunting, Backpacking, Exploring
Computers:
Gaming, Instant Messaging, Surfing the net
ABOUT ME
LIKES
HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD
I look alive, I'm dead inside. My heart has holes and black blood flows.
We'll do some drugs, well fall in love and get fucked up while the world
just shrugs. With no thought Logically. Were wondering the streets so
aimlessly. I hate to see these kids just being put down so painlessly.
And people say you Dye your hair and wear tight jeans, that
doesn’t mean. That you can’t scream, or like loud noise, you got a choice,
you have a voice. And just because you showed no love and hate on us
you fucked our trust. Now watch we thrust this Knife Called Lust into
my Chest until it Bust.
This love , This Hate
Is burning me away
It's hard to face that we're all the same
This love, This Hate
Is Burning me away
It's harder times like these that never change
mad at the fact your dad is an addict, your friend takes pills he thinks it cures sadness,
I'm not here to attack or make you kids panic,
but i just think it's tragic the way these kids have it.
and everybody sins and it all begins, it goes back around, nobody ever wins.
and you stab yourself in the back, EVERYBODY JUST RELAX! it all just hits so close to home,
we all got friends but we stand alone, and your on your own from a broken home,
you keep the truth inside and it stays unknown. Nostalgia hit and its time to quit,
and everybody acts like it don't mean shit. a
and your friend will stab you just to fuck some girl,
put your hands in the air and scream FUCK THE WORLD!!!
I loved you, you made me, hate me. You gave me, hate, see?. It saved me and these tears are deadly.
You feel that? I rip back, every time you tried to steal that. You feel bad? you feel sad? I’m sorry,
hell no fuck that! It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife. This strife
it dies, this life and these lies. And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I
hurt too, remember I loved you!
(Chorus) Tha Producer aka Da Seducer:
I've , Lost it all, fell today, It’s all the same
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
J-Dog aka The Flat Iron Chef:
I wish I could I could have quit you. I wish I never missed you, And told you that I loved you, every
time I Fucked you. The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through. Obsessed with the
thought of you, the pain just grew and grew! How could you do this to me? Look at what I made for you,
it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you. I used to be love struck; now I'm just fucked
up. Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts! Seems like all we had is over now you left to rest.
And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound.
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest.
And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down
DISLIKES
I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far
I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind shows me that
You are "just another girl"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you'd know how I feel
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far
I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin
I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin
I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about this constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
All hail the heartbreaker
Would a noose replace her lips
time favors no one
and if we wait
we can fall in love
a second too late
Wake me when it's over,
I don't feel much like crying tonight.
Please tell me that you're leaving.
I don't feel much like holding you tight.
I love you even though I hate this thing that we've become.
I need you even though I can live without this.
I know that I should probably hurt so bad but I can't feel a thing.
I know that I should probably say something but I can barely breathe.
And I'm sorry if I'm giving up too easy
I just don't have the strength to fight no more.
My throat is sore from pleading.
I don't feel much like singing tonight.
If I can stop the bleeding I know that I will be alright.
I'll forget your bitter taste when you pull your lips away.
I'll forget the way you feel and the chill of your embrace.
I'll forget the way you look.
Don't wanna remember your face.
Let's just cut this clean tonight and maybe I'll cry tomorrow.
Explain the way you feel, you said to me.
I simply feel nothing and honestly I'd like to leave.
Make sure the noose is tight
make sure this feels right
make sure that its over a girl
make sure she knows she was your world
Make sure to leave her a letter
so when she reads it she'll feel better
be sure to mention the stars
and be sure to say "together they were ours"
but it doesnt matter what was ours
together we shared the same scars
i know my feelings are getting pretty cliché
but there staying the same in the worst kind of way
i tied the rope to the ceiling
its to bad my life lost all meaning
i hung the rope up there
now all i have to do is kick out the chair
running out of air
my lungs are starting to tear
well i guess this is the end
good-bye to you my special friend
hanging from the rope, i kicked out the chair
my parents rushed into my room and all they could do was stare
my face was blue, i was out of air
for once in my life i was going somewhere
i didnt want it to end like this
and i want you to know im still pissed
all the dreams we had that we never reached
like romantic dinners and walks on the beach
never forgot the time you made me feel alive
when death was on my mind
or when you held onto me
when the world let me fallbehinda friend was all you were
and it changed my heart
stood next to me through the storm
felt the wounds and kept me warm
something i had never seen before
and i thank you
you were love to me rather than just a word
bands
HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD
hawthore heights
a static lullaby
underoath
atreyu
my chem
the used
senses fail
fall out boy