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so.bored.
Bold what happened in 2007 so far

- lost a friend
- stayed single the whole year
- kissed someone new
- made out in a car
- kissed in the snow
- kissed in the rain
- fell in love(with nature and Across the Universe)
- had your heart broken
- broke someone else's heart
- had a stalker
- questioned your sexual orientation
- came out of the closet
- got married
- had a divorce
- had a gay marriage
- dated someone you'll never forget
- done something you've regretted
- lost your true love
- lost faith in love
- kissed under mistletoe
- shoplifted
- caught a shoplifter
- been caught shoplifting
- got a promotion
- got a pay raise
- changed jobs
- lost your job
- quit your job -
- applied for a job
- dated a co-worker
- dated your boss
- dated your boss' daughter/son
- got fired from your job
- did something you were proud of
- discovered a new talent
- were involved in something you'll never forget
- painted a picture
- wrote a poem
- ran a mile
- listened to music you couldn't stand
- double-dipped
- skinny-dipped
- went to a sleepover
- went camping
-threw surprise party
- had a party thrown for you
- laughed till you cried
- laughed till you peed in your pants
- slept the whole day
- flirted with a boy/girl/boyfriend/girlfriend
-visited a different country
- cooked a disasterous meal
- lost something important to you
- got a gift you adore
- realized something new about yourself
- went on a diet
- tried to gain weight
- tripped over a coffee table
-dyed your hair
- came close to losing your life
- someone close to you died
- went to a party
- drank alcohol
- drank alcohol underage
- did drug(s)
- got drunk
- got arrested
- read a great book
-saw a great movie
- pretended to like someone
- saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
- saw one of your favorite band/artist live
- saw someone famous in person
- did something you want to tell everyone

- enjoyed this year overall
 

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i am/i am just...
i am just an experience for you to wonder at.

i am just your shelved food. take me down when everything else runs out.

i am just doing what i am told.



i am a force.

i exist.

so put that in your basket.
 

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i actually kind of wish
i actually kind of wish i was a lesbian. don't get me wrong i love my boyfriend but how much cooler would it be to just be with chicks? and to fight for our rights. hahahaha. wicked.
 

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i want to break something
I can feel my patience wearing thin, small threads of caring and kindness and forgiveness flaying off like threads of a rope that's been sawed at by the dull blade of monotony.
Apathy of my strongly defended and preached beliefs will be my downfall.
Damn you.
 

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0.
Run your car off the side of the road
Get stuck in a ditch way out in the middle of nowhere
Get yourself in a bind lose the shirt off your back
Need a floor need a couch need a bus fare

You find out who you're friends are
Somebody's gonna drop everything
Run out and crank up their car
Hit the gas get there fast
Never stop to think 'what's in it for me' or 'it's way too far'
They just show on up with their big old heart
You find out who you're friends are


Everybody wants to slap your back
wants to shake your hand
when you're up on top of that mountain
But let one of those rocks give way then you slide back down look up
and see who's around then

This ain't where the road comes to an end
This ain't where the bandwagon stops
This is just one of those times when
A lot of folks jump off
 

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It won't actually go away.
Every step of your life you think to yourself, NOW I will be grown up. NOW I won't have to deal with the drama of teenage life anymore.

The truth is, it never ends. Our nature, all of us, is to create or partake in the drama. So get used to it.
 

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peace




peace <3
 

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Oh My God...
So, I decided a little while ago that I would never gamble again. Not that I'm a big gambler anyways, just a little poker here and there and betting on the Triple Crown (which is three horse races including the Kentucky Derby, The Preakness and The Belmont, it's the big thing in horse racing.) I just decided that I have enough addictions as it is and hopefully if I stopped now I would never get addicted. Thing is, for four years or so I have won at betting on the Triple Crown, a few dollars on whichever race I bet on, except last year I only got like ten bucks, I told my boyfriend (who knew nothing about it) who to bet on and he won. So still. The Kentucky Derby was today and I held true, I didn't bet. I didn't even look at the horses or odds until pre-race. I sat there watching them warm up and I said to myself... I pick Street Sense, Hard Spun and Curlin to win, place and show. And they did. And I didn't bet. And now I doubt anyone will even believe me that I called it because I was alone and told no one of what I thought would happen. But I SWEAR.

Oh my god.
 

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the passage of time...
So, it's odd how at one point, about a year ago, I decided to stop taking shit from everyone. I finally turned around and looked at myself and I said, "Hey, what do I want in life? What would make ME happy for once?" And consequently lost a bunch of friends. Only months later, I decided that friendship doesn't have to be a two-way street. That it isn't always 50-50. That there are people in my life who aren't always the greatest to me, who don't reciprocate friendship, who aren't there for me when I need them. However, I have chosen regardless of a person's level of friendship, I will always be there for them. People who have called me names, told lies about me, broken my heart even, for months now I have not only forgiven but extended my love. Because one day, those people will have lost alot of friends, and need someone to go to, and I will always be that person. For everyone, no matter what.

Yet I still have no friends.
 

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it was awesome.
social d was awesome. we got to watch from the sound booth area. and go to their dressing room. and steal red bull and their set list. and go inside their tour bus! so nice. we're going again tomorrow night to pick up our merchandise that is all signed and whatnot. hells yes.
 

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i am going
to social d tonight. super excited. backstage passes... all for free... the drummer is so totally going to come to my house for a bbq lol wow i'm excited. i'll be super lame and shy and scared when i meet any of them. that's what i do. but still. i'll explain how that went as a continuation of my "Hell Hath No Fury" weekend.

Friday night i drank myself completely retarded. For anyone who endured me that night, my apologies.

Slept all day Saturday. Went out, stayed up til four or later. Got woken up by angry baby. Went to work, didn't eat all day and here i am. Waiting to go to concert.

Now for all who know me well, this is nothing. This is a lame excuse for a party weekend. However i'm not the same as i was oh way back when in high school lol. I feel like i'm ninety years old. A super excited ninety year old. Muahaha. concert time.
 

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you know how....
...sometimes you have these weird dreams all night and then all day you can't shake them. Like you will think of something like it really happened, then realize it happened in your dream instead. As if your dreams and reality are melting together and at certain points you can't remember the difference.... then sometimes, those dreams manage to stick with you and a long ways down the road you will be like I SWEAR we had that conversation.... or was i dreaming?

Anyways, point being, i've had nights like those for four nights in and row now. I'm seriously starting to lose my mind because I just woke up and I still can't tell what has been real over the past little while and what little pieces of dreams aren't......
 

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Hey hun you are totally sexy. My gf (balu on nex) and I want another girl to play with us... You should message us if you're into that.
 

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yay i got spotlight!
I have had plus since... hmmm september or something i think??? and i just got spotlight for the first time. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU GUYS GOTTEN IT?!

(lots i know. i just want to see)
 

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---------------LAST PERSON WHO--------------
Slept in your bed: adam
Saw you cry: adam
Made you cry: finn i know thats lame. unless tv counts. then it would be this little boy of extreme makeover home edition.
You shared a drink with: adam
You went to the mall with: jackie
Yelled at you: my mom
Sent you an email: Lyndon
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER---------------
Have you ever liked someone who hadn't like you?: no...weird.
Said "I Love You" and meant it?: it's hard to be sure but i think so.
Gotten in a fight with your pet: YES! and i'm still mad.
Been to California: yes
Been to Hawaii: yes
Been to China: no
Been to Canada: Haha. yes
Danced naked: completely... no.
Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: no
Do you have a crush on someone: no.
What book are you reading now: Effigy
Worst feeling in the world: knowing that everything you think about yourself is really only an illusion and everyone else has been right all along when you though they were being mean.
Future son's name: Tybalt, Horatio, Mercutio, Dmytrios.... it goes on.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: No. I would. but my dog eats them. that's why we fight.
What's under your bed: NOTHING AHAHAHAHA
Favorite sport to watch: Horse racing, show jumping
Siblings: One sister.
Location: Edmonton
College plans: STUFF IT ACADEMIA HAHAHA I choose to rob educated society of a mind of mine's magnitude. BASTARDS.
------------------------EXTRA STUFF----------------------
Do you do drugs: Cigarettes/Booze hells yea.. and i wear deoderant.
What are you most scared of: Airplanes, elevators, deep water, vaseline, car crashes, guns..... mostly people though.
Where do you want to get married: Anywhere that's not a city.
Who do you really hate: Nobody anymore.
Been in Love: most likely
Do you drive: yeah but i hate doing it.
Do you have a job: sure do.
Do you like being around people: sometimes.
----------------------------STUFF----------------- ----
Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: who hasn't?
Do you have a "type" of person you always go for? yuuuup dark hair with lighter eyes (as in not brown) generally tall or well built.
Want someone you don't have right now: Aside from inner peace, no.
Are you lonely right now: no
Song thats sticks in your head a lot: Love don't leave me-David Guettata
Do you want to get married: not by the "standards" of the insitution. DAMN YOU
Do you want kids: at the moment no. these things change though. mainly i don't want a BABY. i wouldn't mind having a kid though.
----------------FAVORITE---------------------
Room in house: my bedroom
Color: dark red and blue (the darkest)
Perfume or cologne?: amor amor
Month: july
Stone: sapphire
--------------IN THE LAST WEEK, HAVE YOU---------------
Cried: yes
Bought something: yes
Gotten sick: nope
Sang: probably
Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yesh
Met someone new?: i don't know. not meet and like... know. but i work in retail so yeah i guess.
Missed someone: yes
Hugged someone: Yes
Kissed someone: yes
----------- I N F O R M A T I O N ------------
Name: Kelly
Status: swallowed whole.
Sex: Female
Birthday: none of your business. damn the man.
Sign: pisces
Hair color: dark red
Eye color: grey/green/blue
Height: almost 5'6
----------- F A S H I O N | S T U F F --------------
Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes?: garage... used to be. i think they are getting all funky now. i used to love them for their plainness.
Favorite designer?: uhhhh
What is your sexiest outfit?: don't have one i burned everything the minute i took out my belly button ring and decided to live the rest of my years as a fat recluse. (jk im not that wasteful someone who shops at goodwill has got some sexy outfits now though)
What is your most comfortable outfit?: pj's
-------------- S P E C I F I C S -------------------
What kind of shampoo do you use?: john fria radiant red. because my sister is lame. otherwise, pantene 2-1 hells yea!
What are you listening to right now?: Fun Factory-Dance Misx '95-Close to You
Who is the last person that called you?: jackieeee crackieee
------------- F A V O R I T E S -----------------
Foods: pasta and potatoes.
Boys names: Tybalt
Girls names: uhhhhh... i don't know.
Subjects in school: nooo clue.
Animals: kitties and birds
---------------- H A V E | Y O U | E V E R -------------
Smoked?: Yes
Bungee jumped?: no
Ever been in love?: yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yes
Cried when someone died?: yes
Fallen for your best friend?: yes
Done something you regret?: no
--------------- A R E | Y O U ---------------------
Understanding: yes
Open-minded: Yes
Arrogant: yes
Insecure: yes
Random: yes
Hungry: yes
Smart: yes
Organized: definately no.
Shy: sometimes. most of the time.
Difficult: yes
Bored easily: no
Obsessed: yes
Angry: sometimes
Sad: sometimes
Happy: sometimes
Hyper: sometimes
Trusting: where need be.
--------- W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A --------
Kill?: nobody.
Slap?: every peson responsible for turning the most powerful nation on earth into backwards racist assfaces who don't care to know anything. so i guess thats alot of people all leading back to god. so i guess god. fucka!
Sex it up with: errr
------------------ R A N D O M ---------------------
In the morning I: roll over and have a cigarette. usually before i even go pee. or fully open my eyes. yeah thats right. i don't care how sick you think it is. i LIKE it.
All you need is: i wish it wasn't, but money.
Love is: beautiful
What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: nothing, apparently i'm completely oblivious to the looks of people. that sounds cool but people are starting to make fun of me cuz a hot guy will come into the vicinity and i will keep rambling like a moron and apparently make us all look stupid.
--------- W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R ---------------
Coke or Pepsi: coke
Flowers or candy: Flowers
Tall or short: Tall
--------------- W H O ---------------
Makes you laugh the most: tonya lol fuckin funny.
Makes you smile: everyone and everything.
-------------- D O | Y O U | E V E R -----------------
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: i used to. not anymore because my "special someone" never leaves my damn house.
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: often.
Wish you were younger: all the time. but at the same time i don't want to take back everything i've done.. so i'd like to be a younger someone else, not a younger me.
Cried because someone said something to you?: yes
----------------- N U M B E R --------------
Of times I have had my heart broken: my heart breaks everyday... or atleast almost everyday and i mean it. Today i saw a guy kick his dog. and my heart broke. really broke.
Of CD's I own: no clue but not that many
Of scars on my body: lots
----------RANDOM-----------
Would you rather have ppl call you or would you rather call them?: people call me