This is a TRIBUTE TO THE NICE GUYS.The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.

This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.

This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that.

The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.

So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, and your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.













it’s the worst feeling in the world, to love and hate someone at the same time.it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same.
when you want everything and nothing at the same time.
when you want to let go but you keep holding on.
when you want to move on but your stuck right where you started.
when feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want.
it’s so hard when you want to see that one person everyday and when you do,
you don’t know what to say. when you know they are right beside you, but
you don’t know how to react. When you want them in your life so bad but all
you can do is push them further and further away, it’s so hard to think back on how
things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they will neverbe the same.you tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it, right? It’s hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen, but it’s even harder to give up when you know it’s everything you want









And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am (break and solo) And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am


Stones taught me to fly
Love, it taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
so it's not hard to fall
when you float like a cannon..
Stones taught me to fly
and love taught me to cry
So come on courage
teach me to be shy
'cause it's not hard to fall
and I don't wanna scare you
It's not hard to fall
and I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow





So call it quits or get a grip.
Say you wanted a solution.
You just wanted to be missed
when you know that you just don't know.



I would be lying if I said that things would never get rough
and all this cliche motivation, it could never be enough
I could stand here all night trying to convince you
but what good would that do? my offer wont always stand so you must choose



its never quite how you wanted it to be...
but you have to make the most of it
cuz thats life...
and you never know whats right around the corner

hey yeah so its al Oh bee vee, but yeah so i havent been up to much really..my friends wanted me to go to the gym or w.e and thats just like totaly not my kinda thing so i was like " k you know what whatever, im outtie.."
and then they were all like " yeah bye.. " those bitches...you know u just never know who ur friends are, but yeah i know jess is always there, shes the best i think were going shopping soon which is exciting! yay! oh and umm yeah watchout at starbucks there is like this manstalker but dont get me wrong hes not like fugly or whatever hes like got that whole
Heath Ledger, brokeback mountain thing goin on, yeah you catch the drift, but wow thankyou for all the beautiful and mindboglling messages
ive been busy reading them, special shout out too gayguy77 your too cute for words, you have to send me that song " its rainging men" when u get back from the parade maybe il see you there.
anywho back to moi im thinking of getting highlights?
so message me with a Yes or No
thanks and ciao for now
love always xox Al* ELL

this picture gives me goosebumbs



-From jess-

hey so my names alex aka al you can call me little rascal.. hehe
but hmm i deffinitly love alot of things, where to start.. where to start
well Nexopia ofcourse its so thrilling, new messages and comments
are truly the highlight of my day, i also like meeting new people so go ahead and send me a message darlin or dude? hehe so anywho what else do i love, well i love my school fine arts, i mean where would i be without it, i currently take dance and band, dance is such an amazing art, its a moving painting.. and band well i have my own band acutally its called pinkstars, we havent really recorded any songs but im quite excited. so yeah i love that and i also love pomagranit fraps, yum there are so good, just every sip is wonderful. I love osoyoos i just was currently there, i mean i just didnt want to leave, everyday i made sure i got my tanning time in after cooling off in the glistening lake surrounding me.. can u say Gorgeous.. mhm, so yah that just some of my major loves but hey message me if ud like to find out more
bye for now
forever you Nexopia friend
AL*ELL
:bdate:

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I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think,
all the walks I want to take,
all the books I want to read,
and all the friends I want to see.
[John Burroughs]

You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of.
You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.
[Albert Camus]

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life:
it goes on.
[Robert Frost]

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does.
Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up.
[James A. Baldwin]

Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without
and know we cannot live within.
[James A. Baldwin]


























Got a picture of you I carry in my heart
Close my eyes to see it when the world gets dark
Got a memory of you I carry in my soul
I wrap it close around me when the nights get cold
If you asked me how I'm doin' I'd say just fine
But the truth is baby, if you could read my mind

Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
After all this time you're still with me it's true
Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by

I still wait for the phone in the middle of the night
Thinkin' you might call me if your dreams don't turn out right
And it still amazes me that I lie here in the dark
Wishin' you were next to me, with your head against my heart
If you asked me how I'm doing I'd say just fine
But the truth is baby, if you could read my mind

Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
After all this time you're still with me it's true
Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by

Minutes turn to hours, and the hours to days
Seems it's been forever that I've felt this way

Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
After all this time you're still with me it's true
Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by



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I would rather wait a lifetime to get something I really wanted,then to wait a day and get something I wouldn't mind giving away.


it's hard to wait around for something
that you know might never happen,
but it`s even harder to give up
when you know it`s everything you want.



more than anything i wish you were here
more than anything to be with you my dear
more than anything i need for you to know me
more than anything to feel the smile when you show me
more than anything i need to hold your hand
just a little while until i think that i can stand
i need only you to say that its okay, darling
you're the only thing i can't do without today.


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What can I say
To convince you to change your mind?
Her


everytime i hear her voice
everytime i see her face
everytime i look into those eyes of hers
i melt away slowly a little inside
because she has the power to do that to me
i would melt my mind and soul for her
and she doesnt even need her powers for that



"as we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. you'll have your heart broken & you'll break other's hearts. you'll fight with your bestfriend or maybe even fall in love with them, & you'll cry because time is flying by. so take too many pictures, laugh too much, & love like you've never been hurt. life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you & tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt & smile until your face hurts. don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love & most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back."
"Because In A Moment It Could All Be Gone."




Ride Of Your Life - John Gregory

Wishing on a shooting star
But dreams alone won't get you far
Can’t deny your feelings anymore
The world is waiting right outside your door
What are you waiting for?

Come on, here’s your chance
Don’t let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready for the ride of your life?
Your dreams are riding on the wind
Just reach out and pull them in and
Get ready for the ride of your life
The ride of your life

In your heart, you know what you must do
You've only got yourself to answer to
Don’t let fear of fallen hold you down
Your spirit's flying high above the clouds
You're glory bound

Come on here’s your chance
Don’t let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready, for the ride of your life
Your dreams are riding on the wind
Just reach out and pull them in and
Get ready for the ride of your life

You are on your way no looking back
There’s no future living in the past
You’re free at last yeah
You’re free at last

Come on here’s your chance
Don’t let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready for the ride of your life yea
Your dreams are riding on the wind
Just reach out and pull them in and
Get ready for the ride of your life
Ride of your life.




Honey why are you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it so hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late





Sex is a Sensation
Caused by Temptation
To cause Penatration
When a guy sticks his Location
Into a gurlz Destination
To increase the Population
For the next Generation
Do u get my Explanation
Or do u need a Demonstration?





And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time...





And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky.


I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes...





From the moment that we met
My world was turned around
Upside down
To some degree I still regret
My memory for keeping you around
Girl I thought that you were mine
But my broken hearts been shattered
One too many times
And I don't want to see you anymore
I'm just not that strong
I love it when you're here,
But I'm better when you're gone
I'm certain that I've given and oh how you can take
There's no use in you looking
There's nothing left for you to break
Baby please release me
Let my heart rest in pieces
Someone let you down again
So you turn to me
Your convenient friend
Oh but I know what you're doing
And what you hope to find
I've seen it a thousand times
Oh the fire we had before
Are now just bitter ashes
Left scattered on the floor




I never had no one that I could count on
I've been let down so many times
I was tired of hurtin'
So tired of searchin'
Til you walked into my life

It was a feelin' I'd never known
And for the first time, I didn't feel alone

I don't know where I'd be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You're my best friend


I could not recall
A more perfect fall
Cause when I looked up into your eyes
It didn't hurt at all...



All Over Again - Justin Timberlake
Boston - Augustana
Where'd You Go - Ashley Parker Angel
One Call Away - Chingy
Fast Cars and Freedom - Rascal Flatts
Hemmorage - Fuel
I'll Be - Edwin McCain
Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
Let Me Love You - Mario
Lips of an Angel - Hinder



Eagles - Spirit In The Sky
Rev Run - Mind On The Road
Dr.Dre - Whats The Difference
Nappy Roots - Aww Naww
Dem Hoodstarz - Bullshit
Dolla - Feelin Myself
Yung Wun - Tear It Up
Memphis Bleek - Like That
Lil' Wayne - Fireman
Chingy - Holidae Inn


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walkin' through the wind with a cup full of gin
thinkin' about things that coulda, woulda, shoulda been







I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind



Life’s not what you take, it’s not about the promises you make
It’s not about the friends you might have made or love that is gone
Life is what you give, it’s not about the stupid things you did
Its not about the way things could have been, it’s about moving on





I would rather wait a lifetime to get something I really wanted,
then to wait a day and get something I wouldn't mind giving away.








Assuming that this planet rotates
I'll just procrastinate until the day I bump into my soulmate





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Desperate desires and unadmirable plans