I think that homosexual and bisexual people should have the ability to
do anything heterosexual people can do.
last night was an eye opener and i think that was crap....
dont think this world is meant for me.

Dear Tina
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it When you put cuffs on me in women's clothing and I saw you Ignore my best friend.

I'm sure you're senile enough to understand that I did a sex-change.

I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your photo as a memory.
You should also know that I was interviewed by the Times about to hate the Boston Celtics.

Your everlasting enemy,
Alexander

so yesterday I fell but it was near the end
speed skating here is great I wish Icouod do this
once a month. Can't wait for next year or to be back home

so it did snow today so we did 6 hours of dry land stuff. At least it dried up and we were able to get in 3hours on the track. Legs hurt and don't really want to do school work. Need to stretch still. This place is great. I would do so much to be able to live here

so I'm in Colorado and this place is great. Haven't really skated yet but the food is great. You can eat whatever you want whenever you want. I'm rooming with Brett so its not bad at all. They say it might snow tomorrow... Speed skating is doing great but I still desire to find one woman that loves me
for being me.
This is something I fear will never happen.

i couldnt imagine you not being part of my life in some way and i dont know what i would do if i were to lose you. i feel like im ready to move on even though it has just been a few days. maybe this is because she has moved on or more likely cause of who you are. i really want to be with you to the point that i have thought about not speed skating just so that me and you would have more time together. you are one of the most important things in my life and i just wanted you to know that. <3

Well i couldnt see this coming but i guess it has.
me and steph are over she said that there is no spark anymore.
its so hard...

i feel great im starting to get more friends like scott, brandy and heather.
and this means that i trust more. im the best that ive been in months.
and this is strange cause i have 2 unit test tomorrow and a unit of work to
do. most of the time im worried by now but im not. i still feel sleepy. but not stressed. i want to buy another ipod, buy steph a sweet one year gift, buy new speakers, and not have this eat into my savings, but i dont have the money and yet still not stressed. i still try to make money but im not stressed about it. i love what has changed me into this new being

i am in need of money and im going to be selling the following. if you want anything then message me.

Walkman that plays Mp3s and has an anti skip and can be programmed to play in any order.
A stereo that holds 3 cds, 2 tapes, has an alarm, has a clock, and plays radio. Comes with speakers.
Some ice blades with boots size 9.
Some keys (study books for grades 10-12)

just saw that i havent posted in a long time...
speed skating is doing great. lots of fun and work.
pumped for otc and really cant wait to kick ass at nationals.
(even if it is the track that still has half my ass on it)
lloyds is still just work but i am more easy going now and a bunch of new workers have maded me happy. have calculated how much i am going to be making from now to the end of school and its only about 2500 so i wont be buying a truck till a few months after school. i really want to be a dj even if it is just for little kids. its the feeling i get when i know i made a kids day by the look in there eyes just by playing a song. feel like im getting old. i remember when i first started speed skating on my roller skates just for fun. unlike the time from then to now i want to really make these next few years feel productive. to look back and see all the things ive done. still not sure about life but finding more about it as i go along.

came in last in almost every race.
extremely pissed with my races.
at least this is an eye opener to how much i need to train.

Colombia owns ass.
you do what you want here and things cost nothing.
its sweet.

Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the "next" button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

-IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
The Sounds Of San Francisco - Global Deejays

-WHAT WOULD DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
House - Cosmic Gate

-WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Zombie Nation - Kernkraft 400

-HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
How You Remind Me - Nickelback

-WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Rapture - Iio

-WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
California Dreaming - Benni Benassi

-WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Adagio For Strings - DJ Tiesto

-WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Pumpin The Bass - Sunflowers

-WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Down Down Down - Xite

-HOW IS YOUR LOVE LIFE?
Everybody's Fool - Evanescence

-WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Just About Enough - Sarina Paris

-WHAT IS 2+2?
Ride - Kim Sanders

-WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
In Your Life - La Bouche

-WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Shut Up And Sleep With Me - Sibastion

-WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Supa Dupa Fly - 666

-WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
This Is Entertianment - Voodoo & Serano

-WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Alarma - 666

-WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Rhythm Is a Dancer - System Drivers

-WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Blow Ya Mind - Lock N Load

-WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Journey Into Sound - Stereophonic Sound

-WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Right Type Of Mood - Herbie

-WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Were Not Gonna Take It - Twisted Sister

-WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Dreamland - DJ Ross

-WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
The Logical Song - Scooter

WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOST?
Love Generation - Bob Sinclair

My Beautiful - Cynthia
My Loser - Tanya
My Bestfriend - Brandy Sobey
My Babe - Kelsie
My Partner In Crime - Kevin Read
My Doll - Heather Sobey
My Superman -
My Girl - Danyela
My Always -
My Bitch -
My Gangster - Mike Hill
My Buddie - Eric
My Monster -
My Hero - Jay
My Retard -
My Love - Samantha
My Shining Star - Marianna
My Smile - Stephanie Gaudreau
My Ballar - Tina Crowhurst
My Everything -
My Life - Alyssa Duke
My Savior -
My Influence -
My Emo - Taylor Jones
My Inspiration - Paul
My Sex God - Ashlee
My Druggie - David Andrews
My Secret - Paige Underhill

Live for today or in the moment because you only live once...


And you get to die for it tomorrow