have you ever noticed how its
those long sleepless nights that get you thinking the most.
questions you'd never ask drift your mind.
all the wonders and unanswered riddles of life.
you are the only person stopping yourself from
acheiving happiness and contentment, so where has time gone ...
& why has it slipped away so fast ? it feels like yesterday we
could play in the park so carefree like nothing in the whole world
mattered, we had no worries or regrets no unsolved
questions that left us unhappy. so where has the time gone
and how can we catch up on lossed memories ?
time eats away your sole and in the next blink your life has
caught up with you and you reminise the past repeating it like
an old movie. dont ever carry regret, because at some point it was
exactly what you wanted & that's bliss.
You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted
there is a sacredness in tears. they are not the mark of weakness
but of power. they speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues.
they are messengers of overwhelming grief ... and unspeakable love.
i can make you feel all better, just take it in
and i can show you all the places you've never been
and i can make you say everything that you've never said
and i will let you do anything again and again.
forgive me if i stutter
from all of the clutter in my head
cause i could fall asleep in those eyes like a water bed
do i seem familiar, i've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
i want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.
in your life time you go through alot of heart ach.
& sometimes it takes a long healing process before
you can smile before you can laugh before you can
be back to your normal fun loving self. you'll never
forget the times you had with him or the way he made
you feel when everything in your world felt like it was ending.
and sometimes you think to yourself am i ever going to get over this ..
am i ever going to move on with my life and find someone new?
and then something amazing happens and you meet someone new
and he makes you feel like you can do anything you set your
heart to. you laugh again, your smiling again and your head is
in a different place & its not focused on that guy who broke your heart.
sometimes you get over heart ach and you learn to move on with your
life and forget about the past and move on with yourself and you
can start over fresh with someone who knows how to hold your heart.
but you'll never forget the times you had with him or the way he
made your heart feel, but you know in the back of your mind he
would want you to be happy, the happy that you felt when you were together.
so you move on.
cause theres beauty in the breakdown.
♥ ♥ ♥
you never really know how incredible your
life is until you really fuck it up.
then your sitting there thinking to yourself
why did i ever do half the shit i did?
why didnt i ever listen to what my parents
had to say to me .. and then your reminising
about past times and how you really wish
you could take time back and go back to the days
when every single moment in your life was care free
and you couldnt make a single mistake.
and now your sitting here thinking what the fuck
am i doing with my life and where has the time gone?
