All.Around.Me - 19, Female, Edmonton
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lately shit has been fucking up badly. i am really a bad person and dont see it
i moved to edmonton to try and get stuff straightened out to try and let some
of the things i left behind stay behind me. But everytime i try and do something
for myself people start hating me and i do nothing. My boyfriend of two years
broke up with me..... and i dont know why. Four people i cared about want nothing
to do with me anymore, i just dont get it.
I move to the city... get outta drugs... starting feeling good again, and all this has
to happen. Am i just not suppose to be happy.
I am starting to think i am the bad person and it would just be better off if i
was gone.
 

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Please answer
What would you do if i hugged you?
What would you do if i kissed you?
What would you do if i told you i liked you?
What would you do if i pushed you against a wall and started to make out with you?
What would you do if i held your hand and didnt let go?
 

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Yay
Kaydence Ella-Shawn Fritz

Born May 22, 2008
At 9:08pm
7pounds 10ounces
Grey Nuns Hospital
Edmonton, AB
My Little Angels
Kaydence and Shawna
 

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need to remeber
Declan Galbraith
 

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Me likes
 

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Deep.
I dont think what we do each day determines our future, or who we turn out to be
Its what we think and who we are that tells us if were going to live the next sunrise
Were the ones who cause ourselves so much misery and pain.
or other wise happiness and glory of love and mistakes.

Im a deep thinker as they say, who they are doesnt matter.
People lie people cheat they just do it all for the sake of torture or protection
True friends Stay and fade its the impression they leave that matters
cause truely you can live withyourself and with no one else
as long as you got yourself thats all that counts if you dont even trust yourself
then how can you go on with the next person beside you.

It seems no matter what you do someone is going to hate you the whole world cant love you or life would just be a simplicity. boring at the fact
To fall in love and get torn apart just to five in again moments later is a miracle.
to feel emotions is a gift beyond any delicate touch no matter how invonveneit the price you pay.
To bleed inside our bodies inside our veins is an incridibility a suprise that we dont die......
death and life is a try a chance to end and begin any where fresh and all to return to a specific time in your thoughts life to create birth and death to destroy but only to restart everything we have is a gift is just luck maybe not at the moment and how we react just to pass it and end at a blink of an eye gone and restarted if you think the same if not ignore my words i wirte for now.. no one thinks alike just close enough to be the same. and do not let what i say bother you at all, i mean after all im just another human all like the rest, trying to make myself... different.
 

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Intense
In this City, there are no people
the lights are on in all the houses
but there is nobody on the streets
are there people inside? I peek in a window to find out
I look in other houses
These people are with 'them' too
This city is just like all the rest
Being with 'them' is fun
More fun than being with people
NObody comes outside anymore
There are no people in this city
I will leave this city & go to another one
I hope that i will meet someone
Someone just for me
But if that special someone falls inlove with me
I will have to leave that someone
Even so i want meet that special someone
This is what i think as i leave the city with no people........
just as i feared
there's is none here either
everyone is inside with them
being with them is like living a beautiful dream
a beautiful dream
that no one wants to wake up from
they will grant your deepest wishes
they will do whatever you ask
they will be watever you want
they can do things that you cannot
but... there is one thing... they cannot do
they can never become people
they might look like people
but they are only substitutes
i know this very well because i am one of them
today i look for someone just for me
someone who has love for me alone
someone who will love me even if i cant fulfill their wishes
but there is another me
the other me ask, does such a person exist
i need .. someone whose love for me is true
i want... someone who loves me without asking anything in exchange
i hope...unless the someone loves me for being me
they're not someone just for me
is this so, it is, the someone exists, he does
if so... then where?
my someone is nearby. i think perhaps i already know him
but.. what if that person does not love you back.
what if that person likes someone other than you?
people arent like them, you can't erase their feelings.
People aren't easy to change, i know.
But people do change, their feelings are dynamic
feeling of love are more resistant than others
What if he never loves you,
then ill have to decide
decide.. and then do what must be done
me and the other me.
are you the someone for me?
or is it someone else you like?
which is it?
 

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awh
You, do you remember me?,
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?,
Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that,
I really fell, and I'm going through hell.
Thinking about you with somebody else.

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. yeaa...

How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now it's gone,
And I pray at night, that our path's soon will cross.
What we had, isn't lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.


Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that someday you will see,
That somebody's me. Oh yeah...

You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life.
Cause you're in my memory...

You, when you remember me?...
And before you set me free, oh listen please...


Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that someday you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me.
Somebody's me...
That somebody's me...
That somebody's me...
Oh yeah...
 

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I feel like a Hero and you are my herion,
Do you know that your love is the sweet sin
I love you
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Calgary
It's sad seeing an RIP sign on everybody's page,
We need to all realize we live in Calgary
not compton
stop the beef
save a life
re-post, if your from calgary
 

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Haha Good poem sarah
god dame it mr. murphy
god bless ur heart and soul
i tried to fuck ur daughter
but i could not find her hole
when i finally found her hole
beneth her flurry flock
god dame it mr. murphy i could not find my cock
when i finally found my cock all expained out like a pin
god dame it mr. murphy i could not get it in
when i finally got it in and wiggled it about
god dame it mr. murphy i could not get it out
when i finally got it out all black and sore
god dame it mr. murphy the hore asked for more


Sarah wrote that
 

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Something i wrote
love is more than a word
love is life
love is something that you have to work for
love is something you fight to keep
love is something that most of the time only comes
but the lucky ones it can happen twice
love is something that you cant search for
it comes to you
love is always there,
noone can unlove someone
but it is so easy to fall inlove with someone
we try and protect ourself from love
but no matter what it sneeks in and hides the key on you
 

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guess who!
I love you kitty !!
SFEAEA!!!!!! <3
 

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Sweet Shit
IM IN A MUSIC VIDEO
check it out comes out in about 2 weeks
Ten Second Epics new music video
AVENUE DAYS
spent saturday trying to find my way back home from west ed
took me 4 hours so i was sore as fuck and then
spent sunday shooting a music video and then hung out with the band
check out the pics soon
p.S SORE AS A FUCK
 

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hmm
R.I.P
ALEX
NANA
TRACEY
GUS
KENNY
GRANDPA
AND THE REST OF THE MANY PEOPLE THAT DIED THIS YEAR
 

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