lately shit has been fucking up badly. i am really a bad person and dont see it
i moved to edmonton to try and get stuff straightened out to try and let some
of the things i left behind stay behind me. But everytime i try and do something
for myself people start hating me and i do nothing. My boyfriend of two years
broke up with me..... and i dont know why. Four people i cared about want nothing
to do with me anymore, i just dont get it.
I move to the city... get outta drugs... starting feeling good again, and all this has
to happen. Am i just not suppose to be happy.
I am starting to think i am the bad person and it would just be better off if i
was gone.