Kso , I don't get chuu
first youu tell OH i love you ,
youur my all , now look what happeneed
Youu have me upp all night thinnking abouut youu .
I meaaan ,youur a fuckiing truee frieeend ,
i loove youu ,
but noow youur just messingg withh my head .
Soo , i really wanna know whaats goingg on !
But thee thing is i dont wanna know at the same time ,
youur bestfriends !!!
annd youur making this SO hard on mme ,
Youu guys are 2 different people wheen youur not with each other .
so i dont get what im spossed to do ,
I mean Kisha hun , i know i should just drop the one ,
but its not as easy as it sounds ,
I lovee youu babby , but youur making my life so much hardier
thenn whaat it shouldd be !
Soo whaat do i do , when the 2 people i turn to .
I can'tt turn to no more ?
So i gueess ima have to figure it out on my own ,
or see what the weekend brings ?

how could you do this to me ?
I'm the one that was mad but yet it turns to be my fault ,
well you know what no !
you broke my heart you honestly don't relize it ,
because look once again you go and say how your done with me ,
how many times have you said that ?
how many times have a cried over you cause you said you want nothing to do
with me ?
just like my dad , good job your know your a bad friend when..
your just like her drunk dad !
well guess what NO !
im not crying this time , no i'm not because everytime . I'm mad
you don't care .
everytime i say sorry for being mad at you ...
you don't take it you make me feel bad for it .
everytime i stayed up talking to with your problems , that's gone .
because i can't do this ,
fuck
you say how you have all this problems
well yeah i bet you do ,
BUT what about me ?
what about my problems
the things the make me cry
the things that make me stay up all night thinking
what about the things that make me want to kill myself ?
you never really truelly cared !
because i always cared about yours , but when it comes to me
NOPE , you got enough problems
well so do i .
so stop this shiet got me !
im tired of you acting like this
i aint no ones bitch
not yours not no ones !
because bitch im the boss .
and get used to it

kay , listin up , this is what i fcuking have to say ,
stop fcking judging my friends fcuk . you don't know them
you don't know how they treat me or how they make me feel .
So fcuk you don't like emo's i don't like pegenant bitches , but fcuk man .
I fcuking keep my mouth shut the fcuk up. there will always be people
in this world that you fcuking hate , & ya I'm not saying you have
to friends with them fcuk go ahead & judge & bitch . but fcuk .
atleast get to know them first . i got to know your friends man there okay
but then again there not , & you bitch & black out at me because
i don't like one of your fcuking friends well you wanna know somthing
I don;t give a shit just suck my fcuking dick ! Because you don't listin , it's my turn
to tell you somthing , somthing that is not perfect about you , you point it out in me ,
what the hell is the difference . ntohing exacly ! & i know that i shouldn't have
went with him in the car . but what the fcuk do you want me to do , stand out side
& hope that you guys don't ditch us . fcuk that i did that to many fcuking times .
but you know what take this in to concideration we could have got 2 free packs ,
but loook who we turned around for look who we went to go see . & then
i come back & you have the fcuking nerve to say go witht them , well NO
fcuk , if i wanted to go with don't you fcuking think i would have stayed in
the car , but i didn't i picked you because i love you , & I know he lies & shit
but you know what fcuk , I may be a the little girl of the family but Im pretty
good at taking care of myself . there is times when i do need you
but fcuk you just don't understand how you boss me around & controll me
about who i can hang out with & who i can't . But yet again you can go out
& partty with as many girls as you want , & i don't give a fcuk . it's called TRUST !
get some , I know you hear shit , but don't always fcuking believe it , that's fcuking
grade 3 shit . but fcuk how would you know . you don't fcuking go to skool !
but w.e i don't give a shit , cause you don't controll me , & you know what
if you want let me choose who i ahng out with , my dear i think I'll hang out
with them behind your back ! , Because you don't listin to problems it's always
somthing else . so fcuk you , even though i love you .