I'm home!
I'm very excited, I got in today. I missed my family so much! My sister grew so much while I was gone, and she even started crawling. My room got repainted, so I no longer have a black, Africa themed bedroom. I loved being on vacation, I had an amazing time but I'm glad to be home.


I also don't work until Friday night so someone should hang out with me soon, wink wink.

So, I am currently debating walking from Calgary, Alberta to Welwyn, Saskatchewan. It does not sound like a very smart idea because it was a 16 hour bus ride, so can you imagine the walk, i would never get there. But i really feel the need to go at the moment and i am broke so i do not have to funds to buy another bus ticket all the way there and back in thime for my plane ride home on the 14th.
GRRRRR!!!!

MY SUMMER SO FAR:
- flew to Manitoba to see my family there
- Partied it up at grad
- hung out with all my old friends
- went to birtle beach
- met mike <3 (again)
- bus to calgary
- missed you like crazy
- saw "ghosts of girlfriends past"
- hung out with nicole

it was all amazing until yesterday, i wish i could be there when you woke up today baby. get better fast!
i love you

SUMMER BUCKET LIST


-Don't get lost in WPG airport (or lose my luggage)
-Part hard with Dani and Missy
-Catch up with all my old friends
-Climb that old tree again
-Don't get decapitated while on the bus
-Meet up with Vicky in Calgary
-See Bif Naked, Marianas Trench and Seventh Rain for shure
-Attempt to quit smoking
-Get an amazing tan
-Get a new laptop

July 2, 2009
Marianas Trench
Seventh Rain

July 3, 2009
Hinder

July 4, 2009
Saving Abel

July 5, 2009
Eva Avila
Divine Brown

July 6, 2009
Serena Ryder
Carly Rae Jepsen
Simple Plan
The New Cities

July 7, 2009
The Trews
Inward Eye

July 8, 2009
Thornley
The Ending

July 9, 2009
Terri Clark

July 10, 2009
Kreesha Turner
Karl Wolf
Elise Estrada

July 11, 2009
Bif Naked
Daniel Wesley

July 12, 2009
Johnny Reid

those are high on my list but i want to see them all!!!!

Pumped as hell
I leave so soon
I can`t wait to see the girls who held me together through all the shit back in Manitoba
Even though they were only my family by marriage
and they aren`t even that anymore
they are my sisters and brother and mom away from home
hell i wish they were that now
it`s going to be great
even wearing a dress will be worth this
I will wear a dress any day of the year for you guys
you make it all worth while
LOVE YOU
Take off in t-minus: 4 days 8 hours and 25 minutes

"i may not remember you as the one i fell "in love" with
you may not be remembered as the girl who always turned my head
you may not be the girl I always wanted to be with
I may not remember you as the girl who was the most popular
you may not be the girl who always looked good no matter what
but i will tell you why i will remember you
You were never high maintanence and never afraid to get down and dirty
No matter how sick you were if i needed you you were there
Even if you felt like falling apart you could put a smile on my face
You are the only girl I know who can look beautiful covered in mud and sand
I will remember you as the girl who would dance in the rain every chance you got,
and not care how your hair looked
you were never afraid to tell me when i was being a dick
You were you and proud of who you are"

AT LAST THEY FOUND SOMETHING!
i had my scope today,
it went all good
they found that my bleeding was from like a fissule at the beginning of my small intesting, but it will heal all one its own.
and my stomach always hurts because it has bile in it,
so basically instead of my liver pumping bile into my small intestine to help me digest food
it is sitting in my stomach, so after they pumped it all out they found that part of my stomach is inflamed and swollen
and another part has these weird spots on it
they took biopsys and are hoping they are only an infection
will have results in a month
I can still go on my trip which is awesome
I leave in just over a week!
so they gave me anestetic to put me asleep during the procedure and when i woke up i thought pancakes was a funny word.
apparently i was quite funny seeing as i also yelled at the sideview mirror on the jeep because it hit me.

1. My scope is on monday and it just hit me how scared i am.
there is so much that could go wrong,
they said that the scope and gloves and shit they will be using
will contain latex so i could have a serious allergic reaction
if there is any food or anything in my system and they do the scope
it could go up in my lungs and i could drown
or they could not find anything and i will have to go in for surgury
2. i think i like you,
well i suppose i always have
3. I wish you weren't such a dick all the time lately
and stop yelling at lily
she is just a baby and didn't do anything wrong
if you are going to yell at someone because you want to be a dick
yell at me, not her, i can at least defend myself you prick
4. you really aren't that great a friend
i have realised that everything is always one way with you,
you only want to talk to me if you need something
and you are unreliable if we make plans you constantly bail
but if i did the same thing
you know you wold be pissed

BAHAHA I just found this poem i wrote early in the semester. I love it.


Family Chipits

By Allison Stewart



The family of Chipits
A family of five
All sat on a table
Trying to survive

Oh they smelled so good
Their scent so strong
How that minty scent could
Travel far and long

They knew things would change
Never again be the same
When out of the blue
That hand had came

The family of Chipits
A family of four
All sat on a table
Hoping for no more

How they sat so still
Making no sound
All quivering in fear
Each a separate mound

With doom approaching
For one of their own
That hand reappeared
With an accompanied moan

The family of Chipits
A family of three
All sat on a table
Too frightened to flee

Mmm, they look so good
Almost good enough to eat
They’ll make your mouth water
All chocolatey sweet

Now with two down
And three more to go
They shivered and shook
As the enemy’s shadow did grow

The family of Chipits
A family of two
Sat on a table
Scared through and through

I bet they are real soft
And would melt in your hand
Leaving brown smudges
In a big round band

Making a sneak attack
The hand struck from above
And popped one more
Of the chocolates he did love

The family of Chipits
A family no more
A single one left
To settle the score

As the hand made his move
The last Chipit tried to relax
The moral of the story
Is watch for the ones laced with Ex-Lax

No matter how many times i fall
I will keep trying to fly
Because even if i fall
It means i have tried
And trying and failing
Is better than not trying in the first place
I will beat the odds

Hurry up SUMMER!
I hope you will be a great as the last...

If we cut out the bad
Well then we'd have nothing left

You are so amazing to me,
you make me feel great
and i know it is because you think you feel something for me,
Im just sorry i don't feel the same way