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12:19am | Jan 16, '08 | Public

shes just getting by
but thats not what everyone else thinks...

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	12:55am \| Jan 16, '08 Shatter.Proof? I don't know why you think everyone doesn't know I know you are in pain, I can hear it when you talk. you need to cry, its not good bottling it in. things happen for a reason,tears eventually fade and one day everything is exactly how it's supposed to be.moving on is a process and plus you have to promise yourself that your really ready to let go.
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	01:19am \| Jan 16, '08 Amanda*xoxo i know but not everyone knows exactlly how i feel i don't know how i feel and i am trying to figure out how i feel
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	02:56am \| Jan 16, '08 Shatter.Proof? ok
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	03:52am \| Jan 16, '08 Amanda*xoxo everyone is telling me to be happy and ohh its okaii but honestly is it am i okaii i am dealing with so much shit and i don't know how i am supposed to feel or act
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	03:54am \| Jan 16, '08 Shatter.Proof? Well, noone else can tell you what to do or how to feel
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	03:56am \| Jan 16, '08 Amanda*xoxo i know but they are and what am i supposed to do? help me pleasee
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	04:02am \| Jan 16, '08 Shatter.Proof? Tell the they can't tell you how to act and feel, its all of your decisions to make not theirs
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	04:03am \| Jan 16, '08 Amanda*xoxo thank you myles i know that but just don't know what to do about it everyday someone says boy your happy today honestly i am not
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	04:04am \| Jan 16, '08 Shatter.Proof? tell them that, and if they tell you to be happy tell them that they can't tell you how to feel. p.s. im not telling you what to do this is just what i'd do
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	04:05am \| Jan 16, '08 Amanda*xoxo i asked for your help don't worry about it understanding and doing are two very differant things
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	04:09am \| Jan 16, '08 Shatter.Proof? ya but they fall into eachother perfectly if you don't understand you cannot do it if you don't do it there is no point in understanding it
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	04:10am \| Jan 16, '08 Amanda*xoxo thats really good advice but i understand i have to do things for me but when it comes time to do it i don't
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	04:15am \| Jan 16, '08 Shatter.Proof? well, somethings you can ask for help but some stuff you have to do alone
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	04:16am \| Jan 16, '08 Amanda*xoxo i know i know do you understand that sometimes i don't know how to react to this whole mess? i mean sometimes i don't understand it
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	04:23am \| Jan 16, '08 Shatter.Proof? Well, my advice is You have to make the best of what you got, its a tragedy and i know how you feel but you just have to try and get over it never ever forget but try to move on and not dwell on the past
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	04:38am \| Jan 16, '08 Amanda*xoxo thanks do i dwel on it to much?
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	04:40am \| Jan 16, '08 Shatter.Proof? well, in school you'll talk about him then you start thinking about him then you get sad
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	04:44am \| Jan 16, '08 Amanda*xoxo thats not dewiling though i mean yeah i am gonna think about him he was my dad and always will be and of course i will get sad
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	04:46am \| Jan 16, '08 Shatter.Proof? Of course you will think of him but right now its best to think of him less and as you get more used to the fact it be ok cause then you wouldnt be as sad
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	11:39pm \| Jan 16, '08 Amanda*xoxo okaii
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	02:26am \| Jan 17, '08 Shatter.Proof? Ya
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	12:37am \| Jan 19, '08 Amanda*xoxo i dunno i feel so sick
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	02:49am \| Jan 19, '08 Shatter.Proof? Cant help you there
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	03:23am \| Jan 19, '08 Amanda*xoxo i know but i came home from school and slept
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	05:33am \| Jan 19, '08 Shatter.Proof? good
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	05:51am \| Jan 19, '08 Amanda*xoxo no cause i just puked again
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	05:55am \| Jan 19, '08 Shatter.Proof? too much information
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	05:59am \| Jan 19, '08 Amanda*xoxo how is that to much info
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	06:01am \| Jan 19, '08 Shatter.Proof? i didnt need to know your throwing up
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	06:01am \| Jan 19, '08 Amanda*xoxo haha well i will tell you jk i won't
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	06:03am \| Jan 19, '08 Shatter.Proof? You already did
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	06:08am \| Jan 19, '08 Amanda*xoxo it gets worse don't know how but i will find a way
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	06:12am \| Jan 19, '08 Shatter.Proof? Find a way to what?
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	06:13am \| Jan 19, '08 Amanda*xoxo make it worse
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	06:14am \| Jan 19, '08 Shatter.Proof?
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	06:16am \| Jan 19, '08 Amanda*xoxo i won't cause i don't feel like thinking
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	06:16am \| Jan 19, '08 Shatter.Proof? i have no idea what your talking about
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	06:17am \| Jan 19, '08 Amanda*xoxo me either
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	06:18am \| Jan 19, '08 Shatter.Proof? ya you do, because your the one talking bout it duh.
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	06:20am \| Jan 19, '08 Amanda*xoxo i am amanda think about it
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	06:21am \| Jan 19, '08 Shatter.Proof? well, you aren't blonde so you don't really have an exuse
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	06:23am \| Jan 19, '08 Amanda*xoxo i am amanda honestly i forget like evreything
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	06:23am \| Jan 19, '08 Shatter.Proof? short term memory loss?
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	06:25am \| Jan 19, '08 Amanda*xoxo no but a HUGE possibiity
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	06:25am \| Jan 19, '08 Shatter.Proof? Hmmm, amandaitis?
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	06:26am \| Jan 19, '08 Amanda*xoxo thats a large word
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	06:28am \| Jan 19, '08 Shatter.Proof? let me break it up amandaitis a-man-da-it-is aman-da-itis amanda-itis amandaitis
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	06:29am \| Jan 19, '08 Amanda*xoxo still don't knwo
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	06:31am \| Jan 19, '08 Shatter.Proof? amanda=your name itis=some for of desiese amandaitis=your special desiese
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	06:33am \| Jan 19, '08 Amanda*xoxo ohh ahah
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	06:34am \| Jan 19, '08 Shatter.Proof? took you long enough,
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