sometimes you wonder if reality is actually what it seems.
Everyone puts up a face. Mine is fake confidence
apparently confidence was never "in" and im always called
"too cocky" or "full of her self." If you actually know me..
you could never say that about me.. There has been so many
times in my life where I have considered myself to be the lowest of lows
and the most hated of all. I use to be suicidal. I use to pop pills. I use to
like to watch myself bleed. It has taken me 3 years to get to the point I
am at now.. and people still continue to tear down the walls i have
learned to build.
All i can say is Don't judge me, until you know me. You really think tearing
down another person is going to make you that much happier? that much
more of a better person then them? Thats one thing i loath doing. i dont
verbally assault someone until they decide that im their target. I realize
that the most cocky people are the ones whos insults that are direct at
other people, actually are completely about themselves. they wallow so
deeply into their own bullshit that they end up eating it themselves. I hate
people who talk shit. Give me proof. Give me a reason. Give me
something that i wont laugh at.

I am who I am.. if you don't like it, then fucking say it to my face