Drinking has a me problem

I'm sorry, was I ignoring you cause your stupid again?

Sometimes I like to go the the school down the block and watch the kids scream and run around, but they don't know I'm using blanks

I drink in Moderation (Moderation is the name of my happy place that's everywhere I go)

I like the idea of a children's museum, but I think it would be hard for them to breath in those small glass containers.

I never said I was smart, besides, when does anything I ever do make sense?

I've never seen a good looking homeless person, or one with a bottle of Gatorade

"Is Jack a sadist?" "Beats me."

If you can't say anything nice about someone, go right the fuck ahead

How can you tell if someone dies prematurely?

I gave up sports to take up drugs.... and alchohol

I would get high on life, but drugs work so much faster

A friend will pick you up from the security office, only my brother will help tape me streak a mall

Two soldiers get in a fight. Two other soldiers pull them apart and tell them not to fight. Then they pick up their guns and go kill people.

What seperates the men from the boys? The sodomy laws

A friend will go with you on vacation, only my brother will help me beat the shit out of Mickey Mouse

The best part of visiting a hospital is seeing all the people sicker then you, It kinda makes me feel better

Life is simple: It all comes down to luck and genetics, and hell, even your genetics is luck

Alchohol isn't really viewed as a drug problem, more of a driving problem

I'm kinda like the sun, a warm and conforting presence that will one day explode and kill us all

Did you bring enough bitch for the rest of the class?

I know violence isn't the right answer, I got it wrong on purpose


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Name: Scotty
Nick Names: Scottathon, Scottacus, Shadow, Bastard, That guy you want, Scotto Roboto, Scotty2Hottie, Tripshow, Angel
Fav Song: Freedom Run - Kyuss
Song That Best Describes Me: Replica - Fear Factory
Fav Movie(s): Fight Club, South Park Movie, Clockwork Orange
Hair: Blackish brownish looking and kinda longish
Eyes: Brownish, somedays they look kinda pink or blue
Fav Tv Show(s): Robot Chicken, Boondocks, Kenny Vs. Spenny, Venture Bros.
Fav Band(s): Fear Factory, Kyuss, Our Lady Peace, The Clash
Turn-Ons: Try something and see
Turn-Offs: Whores, Loose people
Fav Book(s): The Wheel of Time
Quote: "Bloody frozen tampon popscicles!!" or growlin'
Talent(s): Singing, writing, playing music, cooking
Fav Colour(s): Don't matter, any will do
Religion: Pagan
Sexual Orientation: Lesbian
Tattoo(s): Chest x2, forearm x1
Piercing(s): Lip x2, ear x1
Want To Do Before I Die: Make it to radio
Want To See Happen: Kyuss get back together... oh, and world peace (damned Bush)
Will Never Do: Pay for rap, or go to a rap concert
School: Way too long
If I had One Wish: More wishes
Personal Motto: I'm insane in a good way
Regrets: Nothing
Fears: Pretty ladies
Weakness: Pretty ladies
Fav Alcoholic Drink: Ale, has to be ale, or rye, I like rye
Fav Non-Alcoholic Drink: Coke, Chocolate Milk
One Thing I Need In Life: Music, definately music
Can't Go Without: My guitar
Birthplace: I dunno
Current location: In my van down your street
Overused Phrase: score, sweet, dude, crap, 'growl'
Right handed or left handed: Righty
Your weakness: Food, free food, and pretty ladies
Thoughts first waking up: I need a shower, and some food
Best phisical feature: I dunno, I was told my lips are really soft, is that a good thing?
Most missed memory: When I had a family
Messed Up Crap With Me: OCD, ADHD, TSS, Pyrophelia (Basically, I'm insane)
Pepsi or coke: Coke all the way
Lipton ice tea, or nestea: Which one tastes better with rye? 'Cause I choose that one
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: Coffee
Do you smoke: Fuck yeah
Do you swear? What the fuck do you think?
Do you sing? Constantly, its what I do
Do you want to get married? Eventually
Do you get along with your parents? Don't have any
Do you like thunderstorms? Great to drive/walk/screw in
Ever do illegal drugs? Quit a while ago
In the past month have you been drunk? Damned straight
In the past month have you gone to the mall? I think so, yeah, I think I remember doin that
In the past month have you been skinny dipping? Yeah, but its really cold out there this time of year
How do you want to die? On stage with thousands in attendance
Ever want to travel? Of course, I need to escape every once in a while
If so where? Anywhere but here
If you could pick any profession what would it be? Musician
Favorite candy: Don't like candy too much, but if I hafta, umm... Reese's Pieces
Favorite number: The hell? umm, negative 6
Strawberry or watermelon? Neither, go with raisins, easier to throw at people without getting caught
Hug or kiss: Do I have to choose? Fine, kiss, cause its rarer then a hug
Summer or winter: Summer, skatin' season
Scary movies or funny movies: Scary movies are funny
Love or money: Love, has to be love
Do you think you're attractive? I was told I was, but I don't believe everything I hear
Want kids? I'll make a horrible parent
Age you want to lose your virginity: Already done, sorry
Sworn enemy: Saran wrap, and mayonaise (I'll get you yet)
Hate anyone? Hate? Not really, I kinda dislike people, but not hate them (except saran wrap, you bastard)
Wierd obsessions: Fire
Do you eat meat? Steak all the way, and veal, I like veal
Do you believe in monogamy? Damned straight, cheating sucks balls
Day or night? Night, gotta be night
Celebrity that Bests Describes You: Mikey from TMNT
Dream Car: My car when its all done up right and finished
Dogs or Cats: Cats, protectors of the spirit realm
Favorite fruit? Tomatoes
Favorite Month: April, the snows melting and I can skate again
Favorite Flower: Black roses, or that one that eats bugs
What are you listening to right now? Some wierdass cover of Africa
Longest Car Ride: Umm, 17 hours straight, longest trip would be about a week and a half
Number of Siblings: None that I know of
Pet Peeves: People who are way to nice and friendly, you know they're faking it, or they're just stupid
Shoes: I wear them, yes
Underwear right now? I hope so
Worst Habits: Swearing uncontrollably
Goals: I never had a good home, so I hope to have a house where people can feel safe in
What Year it is now: 2009 you dumbass
Yellow: A song by coldplay




If you actually read all of that, I'm surprised. Toss me a line if you feel, I'm open to new people. (Otherwise I wouldn't be on Nex, now would I?)







The Music Is...

Kyuss, Fear Factory, Meat Loaf, Rage Against the Machine, Our Lady Peace, White/Rob Zombie, Ima Robot, The Clash, The Sex Pistols, The Ramones, Megadeth, Killswitch Engage, Tea Party, The Offspring, 3 Inches of Blood, Rammstein, Tool, Desert Sessions, Wierd Al, Twisted Sister, Poison, Britny Fox, John Coltrane, Eagles of Death Metal, Bloodsimple, Korn, Limp Bizkit, Lullacry, Kittie, Prodigy, Prozzak, Roadrunner United, The Misfits, The Chemical Brothers, Yanni, Hot Hot Heat, The A.G.'s, The Beatles, The Dickies, Throwdown, Lacuna Coil, Iggy Pop, Beethoven, The Stooges, Hatebreed, Fatboy Slim, Boston, REO Speedwagon, The Ronettes, Finger Eleven, P.O.D, The Bad Brains, Talking Heads, Anal Cunt, Spinaltap, Gwar, Anthrax, Bobaflex, Devildriver, Coal Chamber, The Beach Boys, Creed, Evanessance, Disturbed, Serial Joe, Smash Mouth, The Unseen, Dillinger Four, Anti-Flag, Black Flag, Extreme, Hole, Marylin Manson, Turbonegro, Aerosmith, Motly Crue, Coldplay, U2, Fountains of Wayne, David Usher, Depoche Mode, Default, I Mother Earth, Edwin, Eric Clapton, Garbage, Pink Floyd, Kid Rock, Metallica, Slipknot, Murderdolls, Stone Sour, Roxette, ZZ Top, Insiderz, Toby Mac, Audioslave, Matthew Good Band, Dead Kennedys, God Forbid, The End, Flyleaf... and I can't think of any more right now.

Music is life, every living thing has its own symphony, from concertos, to beleros, even minuets. Listen to the music of those around you, for understanding their music is understanding them, and we need more understanding in this world. Movements in a symphony are like the stages of our lives, some are dark and hollowed, and some are light and airy. What stage are you in? What movement are you listening to?


I play guitar and I sing, alot. I sing my prayers and I pray my songs. I write lyrics of personal experiences, some are from a stage I've already lived through, and some are of today's. Even the music I wrote a few years ago are pertinent to listen to today, for all experience is good experience. We make mistakes, and we learn. We move on and we write a new song.

I play many instruments, mainly guitar and bass though. My music is a sort of jazzy metal (I know it sounds wierd, but it's true), and most people like my style, but I know theres always gonna be someone who hates it. I don't mind, my music is my music, and everyone is entitled to their opinion. Same with skateboarding, I have a wierd style that can never be fully duplicated, but again, some people hate it. I've always been the one to do my own thing, no matter what I'm doing.

I'm pagan, and my brother is wiccan, so we kinda toss ideas around with each other and started to create a wierd cross of the two. We believe in magick and we do practice it. I happen to be a ritual magician, and that doesn't mean I sacrifice babies or anything, Basically theres about 70% of your mind that you may never use, I merely use meditation to attempt to open up that 70% to myself. If you have any questions or crap, just ask.

I grew up homeless in Calgary and winnipeg, so i learned a lot of life's lessons the hard way. I learned to defend myself, I learned that respect is earned, not given, that the man who feeds you may be the man that kills you. I learned that I am a street rat, never will be anything more then that, and that because of it, I slip between the cracks. I learned that people don't care, if you want to get anywhere, you gotta do it yourself. I have more scars then you can count, I earned most of them, others I didnt, but life goes on. I'm not gonna cry about what I went through, I learned I have no regrets, Everything I had to live through taught me something, and its those lessons that I live by today. I've been in 4 foster homes, 2 adoptive families, and now I'm on my own again (except I brought along my foster brother) I learned that trust, love, and respect are all earned and should only be given to those who earn it. My respect is fairly easy to earn, fairly easy to lose, and impossible to get back. My trust is hard to earn, hard to lose, and impossible to get back. I found that if I don't get involved, I can't be blamed, or hurt, so I don't bother.

What I need...

A pet (preferably a bird)

Some Company

A new tattoo

A few new piercings

A place to drink and hang out at

What I want...

New music

A band to play with

A new place to see

Somewhere to skate

What I have...

A wicked assed job

A family to look for

Time to waste (obviously)

A guilty conscience

These slits on my wrists
Creating the chains that imprison me
These scars of past wars
Remembering a part of me
The way I end my days
Hurts those who care for me
But the slits on my wrists
They create the arms that embrace me

May the pain walk with me
May the blood wash over me
Let the light recede
And the path grows dark for me

Those who cared won't be there
Tonight to comfort me
Destroy the lies the day I die
So I can make you see
See with your eyes, open your mind
So you can believe in me
These slits in my wrists
Create the blanket that warms me

May the pain walk with me
May the blood wash over me
Let the light recede
And the darkness embraces me
Let the sun give over
To the night that surrounds me
The path grows dark for me...



I lived a life of regret
I won't ever forget
Give it back if I could
Never even asked for it
From a dark womb to my dark room
(I can't forgive)
Father's lies and broken ties
(I'll never forgive)
Don't you even know who the fuck I am?

Raised in a life of sorrow
Broken and borrowed
Took everything they could
And left me hallowed
See my eyes, the tears they've cried
(I can't forgive)
You call me emo, but you don't know
(I'll never forgive)
You don't even know who the fuck I am

Take a good look at me
Tell me what you see
Am I the enemy?
Friends have died
Tears I've cried
But still I try

I'm tired and jaded
Washed out and faded
Give you all if I could
And leave me abated
I've seen the ends of good friends
(I can't forgive)
Final breaths and hard deaths
(I'll never forgive)
Do you want to know who the fuck I am?

Take a good look at me
What do you see?
Am I the enemy?



I woke up today in sorrow
From a beautiful dream
And I'll wake up the same way tomorrow
From a wonderful dream
A dream that may never be true
Another dream of you

I woke up awash in my fears
From a beautiful dream
And I'll wake tasting the salt of my tears
From a wonderful dream
I cry for it may never be true
Another dream of you

This dream leaves me cold and incomplete
And I can hardly wait
Just to go to sleep at night
And see you in my dreams
I could see you tonight
So we could laugh away the night
And make everything alright
I just want it to be true
Another dream of you

I woke up in hell today
From a beautiful dream
I'll wake up depressed and strained
From a wonderful dream
My dreams I pray to be true
Another dream of you