[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

okay I have ahad enough .. not only do I have enough trouble trying to have a good day .. but I never knew I could make it worse for somone else

I suck... geez... I finally got some sleep last night though.. but my mind is so distorted right now.....

Okay maybe I was bound to have a bad effect on the world...

I woke up this morning.. my mom was yelling again ... what else is new.. so I waited till they left.. my sister already at school...

I am left in this crap big house...

Oh well.. again stuck in my own misery.. EEWWW.. no wonder why people call me emo...

I am so stupid.. I want to cry right now .. not possible.. haven't been able to in the longest time...

they swell up in my eyes.. stuck behind my thoughts.. bad or good...

Maybe I should give up on trying to be what everyone wants.. I can't even please myself...

I am dumb.. and just need some space but ..... then I might breakdown again.. or worse...

Maybe my friends were right when they said I made another mistake...

Like anyone can understand me... when I read this I just want to like rip out my heart ... it is already trying to jump out of the failure of a body it has to live in...

who knows maybe I am just an android.. sent here to see the human behavior ... maybe I am just a mistake of a human perception...

Love life.. what does it all mean??

sure I can feel it but I have never actually FELT it if you know what I mean.......

Maybe I am just meant to be a failure and die a horrible death....

Soon I am guessing... I am not sure...

I should stop thinking like this but it is the only thing that comes to mind when you put me on trial in my mind.... nothing goes on but insults....

I hate myself.. but I should be more kinder to myself... I have always wanted to be the kindest person towards others.. sure I can manage that but I guess I am going to have to learn to be kind to myself.....

I have no idea what goes on with the rest of the world... all I do is sit in my room waiting each day just for my life to end...

Not the greatest thinking there.. but what can I do??

sit here and question myself the whole time or just lay in bed and wait for it all to end...??

The best thing I guess that I can do now is possibly just rant at myself till I understand... haha no wonder why no one else can understand me ... I can't even understand me !!!!!!

Maybe just maybe a little spotlight will come down upon me and teach me many things ... I am not sure if there is a God but if there is he could tell me that I am wrong.. or an angel.. sent to protect me from doing horrible tragic things to myself.. I haven't yet but you never know what might happen


Life should just give me a push back up onto the surace of the world... instead of leaving me in my dump of hell.... a hole covered by lies

That is all I am .. lies nothing but lies....

I can't tell myself the truth because I won't accept it !!!

.... Geez... What a mess.....

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28 ways to make a girl smile.
.|.Tell her she is beautiful.|.
.|.Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second.|.
.|.Kiss her on the forehead.|.
.|.Leave her voice messages to wake up to.|.
.|.Always tell her you love her at any and all times.|.
.|.When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.|.
.|.Recognize the small things . . . they usally mean the most.|.
.|.Call her sweety.|.
.|.Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.|.
.|.Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.|.
.|.Write her notes. [she loves them].|.
.|.Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.|.
.|.Play with her hair.|.
.|.Pick her up and play-wrestle with her.|.
.|.Sit in the park and just talk to her.|.
.|.Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.|.
.|.Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you miss her.|.
.|.Let her fall asleep in your arms.|.
.|.Carve your names into a tree.|.
.|.If she's mad at you, kiss her.|.
.|.Give her piggyback rides.|.
.|.Bring her flowers just because.|.
.|.Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.|.
.|.Gaze into her eyes and smile.|.
.|.Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.|.
.|.Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.|.
.|.Kiss her in the rain.|.
.|.If your in love with her, tell how you feel.|.[/i][/color]

Edward Scissorhands... = The Best movie ever made...
The only movie that has ever made me cry