arghh!
i duno wut to do anymore

i feel so dead inside every time i lk at my baby girl i tink about her daddy and it likes rips me up into a million pieces over and over again..i duno if i even wana be alive anymore im just done wit everything.. im tired of the fukking lks i get from ppl and im tired of lking at my baby n crying n im just fukking done wit the screaming n yelling all around me!!
arggg n sum friends i got they tell me im FATT i mean i had my baby a wk ago let at least give me a month b4 u call me FATT geeeez! but im losing the weight soo fast so yayy

1 good thing going down u cant even tell i had a kid no more.
ARGGGG im going INSANE i just wana fukking fall over dead.... mabe i shud?