Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck
My Brother Cody, Whom I Had JUST Met A Month Or So Ago Is Being Sent To Military School In LESS THAN FIVE DAYS. + His Birthday Is The 28 .
His Step Dad Has Grounded Him From The Phone, So I Will Not Be Able To Talk To Him Before He Leaves.
& I Won’t Be Able To See Him Either . What Sucks More Is After He Gets Out Of There ..... He’s Being Sent Straight To The Army.
I’m 14 And I’ve Only Seen Him Twice In My Entire Life .
What’s Worse Is I Won’t Be Able To See Him Until He’s About 27 (If He Lives) . He’s Turning 16 Sunday .
FML . T_T
So pretty, so smart.
Such a waste of a young heart.
What a pity, what a sham.
What's the matter with your man?
Don't you see it's wrong, can't you get it right? Outta mind and outta sight.
Call on all your girls, don't forget the boys. Put a lid on all that noise.
I'm a satellite heart.
Lost in the dark.
I've spun out so far...
- Satellite Heart by Anya Marina
Who has heard of the Occult bullshit?
You know, how all the latest stars are possessed?
Total BS, right?
RIGHT? D;
Oh my agbxienxisnz.
Okay, so maybe Jay Z is definitely an illuminati. I mean in the reversed version of Lucifer you can CLEARLY hear "SIX SIX SIX MURDER MURDER JESUS"
I felt funny typing that xD
Okayyyy. So what? So he said that. But I like his songs. What are reverse lyrics gonna do to us?
Oh nooo I'm subconsciously worshipping Satan now? Oh rly?
:3
Is it normal when you change so frequently, that you can't take responsibility for your emotions?
Over the past year I've changed A LOT.
And my friend is coming to town, and I don't think she wants to hang with me...
Okay, that would sound stupid.
Whatever. Speak your emotions, they'll make more sense lol.
Erase the past.
It's like that moment that's too embarassing to remember.
Omg I misspelled embarassing. I think. :$
It’s like every second that goes by
Goes by to quickly
Will forever be enough
No, I need an eternity
I need more than forever
Because it’s just not enough
The time I spend with you
May be hours of a day
But baby
It’s just not enough
I love being near you
Holding your hand
Being with you is just right
The thought of it is just perfect
I couldn’t imagine loving anyone else
I can’t imagine spending my life with anyone but you
You’re my world
And I’m never ever going to give that up
You’re my everything
And you’re all I need
Omg. I'm Watching Courage The Cowardly Dog..!!
My Favvorritest Cartooon Evaa.
Courage Is PurplePink
OMG.I Wish I Had A Dog Like That
idk. i was bored a few days ago. i think i look a bit icky sometimes. but apparently some people disagree. what do you think.?
Sometimes I wish I could just walk out the door
and not have to worry anymore...
cause all the things that I've been through...
I can't deal with like I used to
and when I'm straight up feeling like shit...
I gotta suck it up and try to deal with it.
***
I've learned a lot these past few years,
through my fake smiles and unseen tears,
that friends sometimes aren't forever,
that true love doesn't always
last and happy memories stay with you
but those happy moments go by fast.
***
Do you worry that your not liked?
How long till you break?
Your happy cause you smile,
but how much can you fake?
An ordinary girl, an ordinary name,
but ordinary's just not good enough today.
********
I don't know what to do anymore,
nothing feels the same,
I never see a smile in the mirror,
I only see pain,
pain beneath my soul,
so deep inside of me
there is no escaping it,
no coming back to a normal state of mind,
there's nothing I can do anymore.
****
I'm the girl who looks so strong
.. the girl who always smiles..
The one who people are always
going to for advice & just to talk to
but they don't know that
giving them advice is the hardest
thing-- ..cause I can't help my self.
***Now
The girl who seemed unbreakable... broke
The girl who seemed strong... crumbled
The girl who always laughed it off... cried
The girl who [never] stopped trying... finally quit
*******
Some people wear their smile like a disguise.
Those who smile a lot, watch their eyes.
I know because I'm like that a lot
You think everything's okay...and it is... 'Til it's not.
*****
I can't do this anymore. I've been strong, now I just can't.
No more calm and cool. I can't lie anymore.
I'm not as strong as you thought I was.
I'm breaking down ... and there's nothing I can do.
******
These bandages cover more then scrapes
Cuts and bruises from regrets and mistakes
scars on her wrists you'd never have thought
it would come to this....
**********
I'm just a typical teenager- angry, insecure, confused.
I wish someone could tell me that it's all going to pass,
but i don't want to be lied to...
*******
I sit and wonder why I'm here. Sometimes I just wanna disappear.
Life has no point. I'm gonna join that joint. No one gets it...
I just wanna quit. So take me away. It'll make everyones day.
Now it seems I'm fading _______*
all my dreams are not worth saving.
I like how people put up pictures of thin girls and edit phrases like "Starve" or "Never Thin Enough"
into the picture.
That's pretty insulting.
Oh and we go around whispering how obese someone is,
yet we can shout out how thin and anorexic someone is?
Because being thin is more glamorous than being big???
You are dead wrong.
