So I haven't blogged in awhile so I thought I'd give everyone an update on the downlow.
So I've split up with my longterm bf (or what I thought was going to be a longer term than what was) and got pretty sad. Though the entire breakup was entirely my fault. But lets not get into that.
So after that little fiasco I had to take some time to regain my confidence and mental stability as to fix my social life again. I was kinda living in my bedroom and drinking myself into oblivion for awhile there. But alas after some time to myself and the help of my bestfriend and little stepbrother I was back to hanging out with my friends. And even managed to still be friends with the now exboyfriend. Which is a good thing because we've been friends since grade 2 so if a breakup ruined that many years of friendship I'd probably kill someone. I'm not joking.
SO, after having some super crazy parties being all single and whatnot, actually having fun in life, I was looking at the brightside of my life. UNTIL! I realized that I was going to have to find a place for me and my little brother. Kailey was in a state of pregnancy, and was hoping to keep the parasite growing in her little belly, but alas, the Lord had other plans for her (bless her little broken heart) and she lost it. And in losing the little thing that was making her so happy, her douchebag boyfriend decided to walk out on her.. again.
And so I did what any bestfriend would do and did whatever I could in my power to make my ginger happy again! And soon we made amazing plans to move to Kelowna for a year or so to save up some cash and get the fuck outta dodge and start a life together in BC's big city! Woohoo!
Which brings me to Kaileys happiness right now. you see, I was always the big drinker in our duo. She was the smoker. But let me tell you, my ginger has some moves when she dances. But none of her stoner friends were big on going out dancing. So I started bringing Kailey out to the clubs with my friends, The Three Muskateers. And these guys are quite the riot. And they love to dance their asses off.
And thats how Kailey met the Man Of Steel.
And believe me, he lives up to his name. Mmm. That boy sure has a rockin body. But so does Kailey. So the two became dancing friends, and then they became bed rockin friends. Pretty good setup if you ask me. No commitment, no feelings, just sex.
And thats when Kailey started to actually like life in Vernon. I mean, you can't blame her for not really wanting to move to Kelowna in the first place. No one wants to move back into their moms house. No matter how good the set up is.
I guess I should also fill you in with whats been going on with me. I finally got to spend some time with the guy I really liked, even got to do the dirty with him, which was awesome, and I was getting out of Vernon FINALLY. And there had been some rumors spreading that I had been sleeping around with a bunch of guys. At first I just ignored them like anyone would do when stupid things were said. But then it got a little carried away. Turns out that I slept with half the town before I left. Not to mention that one of the rumors was about me having sex with my friends boyfriend. Not only did it hurt because I wouldn't do that to her, but it also hurt their relationship. And not only that, but these rumors were spreading to people who aren't even in the same social group. These stories were going everywhere.
I can only imagine what Brett thinks of me. If I didn't know him better I'd be pretty upset by the thought. But Brett isn't a fool. If he does believe the stories about me, he won't judge me too harshly. For the most part, I doubt he even cares. Not saying he doesn't care about me or anything, Brett cares a lot about people.. maybe not Zach though.
But! I am now in Kelowna, I have my new tv, my xbox, and my computer. I only talk to the people I know to be my friends and I'm trying to give Kailey her space so she doesn't get sick and tired of me too soon. And I keep reassuring her that Vernon is just a busride away and that she can go there anytime and we can have our friends come here anytime they want to come. It seems to be working cause she's not so angry about being here. Though she's still not too happy. But I'm working on that.
And while were here we can work out and look smokin hot this summer in bikinis and longboard down to the beach anytime we want.
here I am talking about Kailey again. I'm sure your reading this to hear more about mua.
So besides the heartbreak of my friends thinking I'm an oober slut and spending all my time on my computer and infront of the tv, I'm actually really happy. It's probably because there is so much here that I haven't seen a bazillion times, but I have so much motivation to go for walks. It seems that leaving Vernon has given me a super energy boost. I'm just worried I'm going to get lost if I keep going out on my own. C'mon guys, we all know about my sense of direction.
The only problem I'm finding is that my sleeping pattern is going back to afternoon mornings. But I'm going to work on that when I start job hunting. Wish me luck!
I also have to admit that I sleep like a baby when I'm sharing a room with someone. Though I can't say the same for Kailey. Not gonna lie, but my snoring sounds like a bears roar. Poor girl. I think I'm gonna try to get some of those no-snore-nose-strips. But I guess my snoring won't be so bad when my nostril piercings heal and my nose isn't so stuffed from the cold I'm just getting over. But we will see.
I guess this is a pretty long blog eh? And I think I'm running out of things to tell you. Makes sense though, there's not much else to say.
Oh! I guess I can tell you about how much I miss my little brother. I know it's weird that I enjoy hanging out with teenagers but he was my bestfriend during my time of ache and it turned out awesome for the both of us. He always had a place to stay when he needed it, and I always had someone who didn't act like I was any different than anyone else. Besides, Matt is a freaking awesome kid. Though he does make some really dumb decisions. But he's easy to get along with. Hopefully he will smarten up soon.
but I guess I also need to grow up soon as well. I really need to figure out what I want for the future. I mean, I want to travel, but I don't want a career thats going to send me all over the world for the rest of my life. I mean, I'm going to want to settle somewhere eventually. But I don't even have a clue as to what I want to be in the first place. I love animals, I love writing, I love helping people, but I have no idea how to piece any of that together. Uhg. Hopefully my time in Kelowna will help me figure all this out. Until then, I'm just living in the moment.
That is my story so far. Not very exciting but it's important to me. As are the people in my life. You are the ones who are keeping me going. I hope to do shots with you guys soon. :)
So I've split up with my longterm bf (or what I thought was going to be a longer term than what was) and got pretty sad. Though the entire breakup was entirely my fault. But lets not get into that.
So after that little fiasco I had to take some time to regain my confidence and mental stability as to fix my social life again. I was kinda living in my bedroom and drinking myself into oblivion for awhile there. But alas after some time to myself and the help of my bestfriend and little stepbrother I was back to hanging out with my friends. And even managed to still be friends with the now exboyfriend. Which is a good thing because we've been friends since grade 2 so if a breakup ruined that many years of friendship I'd probably kill someone. I'm not joking.
SO, after having some super crazy parties being all single and whatnot, actually having fun in life, I was looking at the brightside of my life. UNTIL! I realized that I was going to have to find a place for me and my little brother. Kailey was in a state of pregnancy, and was hoping to keep the parasite growing in her little belly, but alas, the Lord had other plans for her (bless her little broken heart) and she lost it. And in losing the little thing that was making her so happy, her douchebag boyfriend decided to walk out on her.. again.
And so I did what any bestfriend would do and did whatever I could in my power to make my ginger happy again! And soon we made amazing plans to move to Kelowna for a year or so to save up some cash and get the fuck outta dodge and start a life together in BC's big city! Woohoo!
Which brings me to Kaileys happiness right now. you see, I was always the big drinker in our duo. She was the smoker. But let me tell you, my ginger has some moves when she dances. But none of her stoner friends were big on going out dancing. So I started bringing Kailey out to the clubs with my friends, The Three Muskateers. And these guys are quite the riot. And they love to dance their asses off.
And thats how Kailey met the Man Of Steel.
And believe me, he lives up to his name. Mmm. That boy sure has a rockin body. But so does Kailey. So the two became dancing friends, and then they became bed rockin friends. Pretty good setup if you ask me. No commitment, no feelings, just sex.
And thats when Kailey started to actually like life in Vernon. I mean, you can't blame her for not really wanting to move to Kelowna in the first place. No one wants to move back into their moms house. No matter how good the set up is.
I guess I should also fill you in with whats been going on with me. I finally got to spend some time with the guy I really liked, even got to do the dirty with him, which was awesome, and I was getting out of Vernon FINALLY. And there had been some rumors spreading that I had been sleeping around with a bunch of guys. At first I just ignored them like anyone would do when stupid things were said. But then it got a little carried away. Turns out that I slept with half the town before I left. Not to mention that one of the rumors was about me having sex with my friends boyfriend. Not only did it hurt because I wouldn't do that to her, but it also hurt their relationship. And not only that, but these rumors were spreading to people who aren't even in the same social group. These stories were going everywhere.
I can only imagine what Brett thinks of me. If I didn't know him better I'd be pretty upset by the thought. But Brett isn't a fool. If he does believe the stories about me, he won't judge me too harshly. For the most part, I doubt he even cares. Not saying he doesn't care about me or anything, Brett cares a lot about people.. maybe not Zach though.
But! I am now in Kelowna, I have my new tv, my xbox, and my computer. I only talk to the people I know to be my friends and I'm trying to give Kailey her space so she doesn't get sick and tired of me too soon. And I keep reassuring her that Vernon is just a busride away and that she can go there anytime and we can have our friends come here anytime they want to come. It seems to be working cause she's not so angry about being here. Though she's still not too happy. But I'm working on that.
And while were here we can work out and look smokin hot this summer in bikinis and longboard down to the beach anytime we want.
here I am talking about Kailey again.
I'm sure your reading this to hear more about mua.
So besides the heartbreak of my friends thinking I'm an oober slut and spending all my time on my computer and infront of the tv, I'm actually really happy. It's probably because there is so much here that I haven't seen a bazillion times, but I have so much motivation to go for walks. It seems that leaving Vernon has given me a super energy boost. I'm just worried I'm going to get lost if I keep going out on my own. C'mon guys, we all know about my sense of direction.
The only problem I'm finding is that my sleeping pattern is going back to afternoon mornings. But I'm going to work on that when I start job hunting. Wish me luck!
I also have to admit that I sleep like a baby when I'm sharing a room with someone. Though I can't say the same for Kailey. Not gonna lie, but my snoring sounds like a bears roar. Poor girl. I think I'm gonna try to get some of those no-snore-nose-strips. But I guess my snoring won't be so bad when my nostril piercings heal and my nose isn't so stuffed from the cold I'm just getting over. But we will see.
I guess this is a pretty long blog eh? And I think I'm running out of things to tell you. Makes sense though, there's not much else to say.
Oh! I guess I can tell you about how much I miss my little brother. I know it's weird that I enjoy hanging out with teenagers but he was my bestfriend during my time of ache and it turned out awesome for the both of us. He always had a place to stay when he needed it, and I always had someone who didn't act like I was any different than anyone else. Besides, Matt is a freaking awesome kid. Though he does make some really dumb decisions. But he's easy to get along with. Hopefully he will smarten up soon.
but I guess I also need to grow up soon as well. I really need to figure out what I want for the future. I mean, I want to travel, but I don't want a career thats going to send me all over the world for the rest of my life. I mean, I'm going to want to settle somewhere eventually. But I don't even have a clue as to what I want to be in the first place. I love animals, I love writing, I love helping people, but I have no idea how to piece any of that together. Uhg. Hopefully my time in Kelowna will help me figure all this out. Until then, I'm just living in the moment.
That is my story so far. Not very exciting but it's important to me. As are the people in my life. You are the ones who are keeping me going. I hope to do shots with you guys soon. :)
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