So i just moved to Mission and i wanna meet some cool ppl
maybe some peeps to jam with party with or smoke with
u know chill and shit like that
Music
im a hip hop head 4 life but i also like lotsa other bands Modest Mouse kicks ass sufjan stevens, mason jennings DJ Shadow is an amazing producer as well as kanye west i like pow wow music, actually to be honest i love all music even if its the noise of my shoes rhythmically scuffing the pavement or me playing the same repetitive catchy 4 bar beat top 40 hit in the bar for all the drunk girls to dance around in their tight jeans maneatin sexybacks got feelin like a promiscuous girls but my hips dont lye oooooSOS some one help me these stupid songs just arnt healthy for the youth of our society

Films
the big lebowski is the best movie of all time city of god billabong odessy almost round 3 the benchwarmers goodfellas fear and loathing in las vegas where the buffalo roam spun ...... i could go on

Sports
biking boarding and balling

Scared Of
the government and fat horny girls when im drunk beyond discretion

Happiest When
surfing the perfect wave or carving the sickest bowl or sittin under the shade of a tree on a sunny day with a beautiful girl resting her head on my chest when im on my flow and ppl stand back and are amazed at the shit i just spit

mentors
hunter s thompson kanye west RZA lao tzu ron jeremy zeus james bond rodney mullen adam sandler Floyd Grinder my mom Ghandi hahahah alex trebek lol

ways to be happy
look str8 ahead and pretend like nothin happened like a bunch of musical hands in ur head r clappin savour the moment and dont look back dont ever let anyone tell u how to act be wonderful be expressive be creative be generous find love within yourself and share it with everything around you even the things that cause you pain break a mirror and stop being so vain so what its only seven years down the drain time is nothin would i lie? ur a fool if u dont think one day we all die but until that day , just remember what i said find beauty in the nastiest piece of 10 month old rained on dog shit u can find and be happy motherfucker!


so this is what i am
take a look and u might figure me out from this foggy reflection i portray for you
but bare in mind that this is not it there are much more reserved reflections which only become unveiled under close speculation
no im fuckin with u im not really that deep but i guess im not shallow so does that make me underground? guess ya gotta be deep to dig this shit i apologize if u read all this and it makes your brain hurt.

i dont understand why ppl need to make websites about themselves and put a bunch of pictures of themselves on the internet regretably i did so myself on a few occasions and i stilll dont quite understand why. you ever smell smoke and think u caugfht something on fire..that shit can scare the hell out of a person it happend today hahahah i thought i burnt a barn down how cliche is that i got this messed up cold right now and my 1 nostril is plugged well i got nothin interesting to say so read on.....

the potential of a human being is measured by how much they believe. some ppl dont beleive much..only what they see so in that they are limiting their potential to whats in front of their eyes. we are all creatures of energy and infinite knowledge..did you know that?well now you do so u can change your world. you see kids, the entire universe operates on the principal of light we are all beings of light in this universal foreground of the cosmos. the body is just a vehicle transporting the soul which has embodied many other various vehicles through out this journey. the things that happen in this vehicle are determined by your navigational skills through your universal life. what u did,didn't or should have done. kamra and kalpa are words ppl ought to familiarize themselves with...the true definition of karma is action in the universe any action. kalpa well i will let u do an independent study on that. what i am saying is that we are all celestial beings and we are responible for everything that happens around us. the st8 of conciousnees the st8 of our plannet right down to all the relationships we encounter everday
walk the path of the red road and u shall be enlightened. im not promising heaven or reincarnation im promising that if u live a life of goodness that when badness befalls u it wont be so bad because u will be able to see the good in it, thats all

ok so we have the human brain. with two funtioning sides the left brain and the right brain the creativity comes from the right brain and the collective memory comes from the left. so lets say there is a little ball of energy inside your brain like the minds magnifying glass, metaphorically. when it is on the extreme right side that is usually when u are dreaming when it is on the extreme left that is usually when u are in such a blind rage that ur just acting on what u know and not creating a solution to escape rage. this activity of energy is measured in Hz. the left side is a frequency that is very rapid and fast (beta) when it is on the extreme right then the frequency has slowed right down (Alpha) this is the state of mind that you would be in if you were dreaming.
now in between these two sides you would have the middle 8Hz is a frequency that alligns all the chakras in your body so u can utilize them to the best of your potential, i have seen ppl reach 8 Hz and the results were unlimited, these ppl could bend spoons with their mind go into intense meditative states and other crazy things. so when u get angry what happens, your brain frequency shifts and u stop using the creative side of ur brain and u act on ur animal(beta) instincts. it happens to everyone and i believe that is why there is so much ignorance in this world. but the great thing about it is if everyone could figure out how to control their brain frequencies we could live in harmony with eachother and the rest of the life in this world. so i have been told many different ways to get my mind to 8Hz but i think everyone needs to find the way thats best for them, the way i think its best is to just unify your mind with your body so your movements are more motor fuctions then planned out actions
maybe if the plannet could figure this out we could do grat things with that knowlege, i mean people from the anicient times knew this. how the hell do u think they built the pyramidas and all these immense structures, definitly not with ropes and man power.
what im saying is that people need to learn this shit brfore its too late.
we all knowwhat global warming is. but i think some of us are kinda shady as to why it is happening.other then oil being rampantly removed from the earths core just to be burned up by consumers to deplete the ozone layer its just meant to happen. the ice age happened for the same reason. the poles shift which causes the magnetism of the earth to change and the tropics become the arctic i will let u use ur imagination for the rest. at this point in thime the north pole is somewhere in siberia. when it switches it aint gonna be pretty i dont know if even if we were all at a unified level of conciousness if we could save the earth from what its gonna do but i believe we could save humanity. i think this shit has been goin on for eternity its like the powers that be are just waiting fro us to figure this shit out and show the universe that humans can be trusted to evolveso tell ppl what u just learned cuz im only the drill seargent in this shit and if your readin this i just recruited u as a soulja so use your soul to guide u cuz thats where the left side creativity comes from. use ur soul and u will make a difference.

atlases are rotaing circulating the ways of lifei dont think i will ever understand why you are the way you arebut i guess its alright cuz im complicated too. if i ever wanted to know about myself i would have to ask somebody elsecuz i bury myself deep so no one can dig me.its simple, simply unpredictable is the way reality always unfolds.and all the blind have softly spoken to the def to convey a message from a society of bling. man i guess its just a decision of being bought or being sold, what u wanna be? the pusher or the sell out? its a vicios cycle this whole totem pole pecking order society we inhabit.all i can really say is buyer beware cuz people are the most seceptive creatures on this tiny lil rotating rock amonst a universe of mystery.
you wont see me portrayin this facade of ignorance just to prove a point of who im not because some ppl arent happy wit themselves
its almost like mostly everyone isnt happy with being THEM so they search for other personas to occupy. personas that are acceptable amonst a society of drones.

Living in Merrit
------------------------merritimes
Thirsty tribulations got me in habitual rotations,
All these decisions are all lacking inquisitions
So ill maintain this position of will submission
If yall think u can stop it please don’t try to cop it just h8 it or love
cuz I’m sure u will and when its all over you’ll be drunk leanin out a window sill

ooo Merritt what a dirty little city full of hopes dreams drugs and pity

Pity for those who wear the same clothes from their head to their toes

got a NY hat sittin on your head and where’d u get it dog?
Spanner and Web?

Where people get drunk and some beef u can remember is as cold as ice like the weather in December

Don’t listen to me just take heed to my words

Cuz while u were recoverin from your hangover I was puttin in work

And the night b4 all on the dance floor, watched u all get drunk, got up at 6 to go to work , man that shit was bunk

But one day I know when I’m drunk old and unhealthy u may just find me bullshitin with all the steers at the Adelphi

And if my throat is dryin up and its always gettin hotter I can rest assured that I know where to find the Coldwater

From drunken times in rocky pines to
drinkin juice hung over in shulus
you’ll see me at Johnnys on the rez blendin in like fez

Cuz im white and sometimes i wonder if that’s too bright
Cuz i been from to Quilchena to 14 mile

Still made it back home with a smile, oxycotins in my blood
and boots from merrit caked with mud

All I’m tryin to say is I hate it and I love it
and if u disagree well we could make sumthin of it

I h8 u merrit
I love u merritt
your like McDonalds
just not good for me but your full of flava


ive come to learn that nothing in this world lasts forever if i could have only one thing back it would be my innocence.
random thought of confusion keep my head spinning. will i let this fucked up rotation take me for a ride?
or should i hop on a board and take it for a ride. it seems likeley to me that confusion could very well be the spark from the match of creativity.
so its like i got a whole book of matches, but nothing to set fire to. am i a metaphorical pyromaniac
just anticipating my next heart i will set ablzefor it to burn up in the bitter wind of abandonment
fueled by my own vanity wich extinguishes the flames of the hearts i warm. Accusations take the form
of convictions so does that make the guilty victims? then who would be the victor? Who wins on this
fucked up rotating rock when we cash in all our chips and move on cuz lets face it lifes a gamble,
and the only winners are the ones who go balls deep. But what are we trading all these chips for?
a reputation?to leave a mark?a greater existence who really know? the dealer knows
life doesnt always give u the best hand to begin so i guess u just gotta play till u win.
and then what? die..and have the world look back
and smile for all the great chips u cashed in. i guess thats life just think of chips as all the smiles u caused

retaliations
bombs from seperate nations
peacekeepin frequencies like changin radio stations
man it so amazin how we treat eachother
i met some cats that would sell ther own mother
but from me to u to another
pass this message about bein a genius undercover
learn to be a lover...of all things
listen to harmony hear mother earth as she sings
and put a hault to all that indusrty brings
fuck commercial be yourself
self discovery is the only true wealth
bestowed by u

i hate snobby people and i hate racism i encounter so many types of racism and discrimination but the worst part is how its engrined into some people to a point where they think their ignorance is funny. o if we could all just get along what a grat world this could be. dont get me wrong its a crazy world but i wouldnt have it anyother way as i would never want to be something else other then myself. the weirdest people are the ones that act normal. BE
things always seem so diffrent when your trippin, so tie up your gawdam laces!

why do people need a show for everything. maybe it has something to do wwith people being to lazy to use the creative side of their brain.they just gotta watch do and be the cookie cutter image that everyone seems to love to adopt. be individual from those old baby boomers cuz really what the hell do they know but dont you dare be an outsider of these so called "individuals"
I suppose there is a basic formula for this madness. when a person doesnt relate to something they dont understand it that starts to scare them. as a derrivitive of their fear they begin to hate because the ignorant dont like wasting their time trying to figure out forign concepts so they feel small. in feeling small its like they need to compensatefor that and feel large. so they become haters and stand tall over individuals that they dont understand. and why should they try? because they know what s right and what is normal in this life. but really who is to say what is right and what is normal, most of us have a good grip on what right is ....is right normal is normal right. there are so many concepts and words out there that we tell ourselves we understand but when u put them under speculation you start to realize that concepts and words make less and less sense
take existence for example, what the hell does that really mean....explain existing to me, it seems so miniscule to exist what else could it mean to occupy space. do living inademate objects exist, so then what would that make human existence
all these concepts out here for us to wrap our heads around and the majority of people worry about what clothing fashions are hot on the street wich celeberity is banging who whos having whos kid the price of oil what popular so u can relate to strangers about tabloid hollywood top 40 mainstream bullshit
just so we can have a comftorable conversation and not cross any boundaries...whatever happened to saying random spontaneous things like hey u can make chloraphorm from bleach and champagne...ok bad example but you get my drift. its almost like everything we do is for the sake of convienience
the microwave in 7-11
the cellphone in your pocket
the remote control for your car stereo<its right in fucking front of you>
instant potatoes
fake powder milk for coffee
chemically enhanced fat free sugar...er wait its not sugar its called aspratame
so does all this conviennience come free? hell no.. we pay the costiest price for it all, our health. they try to teach us nutrition in grade school but no one cares cuz we r all sittin there salivating our glands for the slurpee we r about to go purchase from the cornerstore as soon as that bell rings
so lets all be unhealthy beta animals and the world will just keep goin the same way it is right now


flash flashy sparkle sparkle, it seems as we must be the centre of attention to feed our egos, whos attention do those misguided fools think they are getting, i mean gilrs wear big ass earing carry round shiny sparkly purses to get the attention of those young males drivin rollin in their shiny glowing boom box,,... oops i mean their car. do u get my point
its like kids listen to rap and want to be the ppl they listenin to. man i used to listen to randy fuckin travis when i was a kid. that didnt mean i wanted to be anything like him. so then u have entire generations of kids who bump 50 and pac and they wanna grimey ghetto crack dealin life like them. the only difference is that tthey live in white suburbia and they aint remotley black and most dont kno a fuckin thing about the hood. man someone from the hood ought to kno that it aint sumthin to glorify. all these rich rap stars that rap about the hood, where do u think THEY live... and why? so u got a bunch ofdumbass ppl tryin to fill an image with the wrong color. does our culture lack that much substance that we need to adopt a catchy fad that the media portrays. this chauchy wigger sk8er type attitude
man we are supoosed to take this world over when our parents die so what are we gonna do let all the hateful geeks take over cuz they hate all the "cool " kids and all these "cool "kids are too damn busy still tryin to flash and sparkle for the sake of lookin cool
so hustle boi work that thing girl get what u deserve. blood diamonds to wear around your neck to prove your status, but u are just really flaunting your minimal intelligence cuz while ur out their hustlin for ur bling, your bling is hustlin you. and while you just got hustled that spiteful nerd that u made fun of in high school ios running for office in this municipality of you home town but what does it mattewr? your still rockin your bling drivin round with a four block warnin that ur comin cuz ur exhaust and ur boomin stereo is keepin babies awake.... but its ok ur rollin hard playboy so keep rollin cuz theres someone makin money off your vanity. maybe im just a hater but i think i got a point[/color][/size][/b][/b][/b][/font][/color][/s​ize]

sometimes i think im an undercover genius
infiltrating the minds of the drones
camloflauging myself in their reality of materialism and ignorance
i blend right in, no one would detect my intellectual presence
i feel that my mind would wither and bend like a leather glove until it only has one way of moving
surpassing the minimal standards i will stand tall but not too tall as im trying to remain undetected
detection is exposure and i feel my skin cant take the heat of the spotlight
thats why i wear my hood high with my face buried behind a dark shadow so no1 can identify as i place mines everywhere
the mines i place are not destructive but koans , statements that remove you from reality so u can identify that u are all a part of this neverending mat eqution
so next time u see a big bomb on a wall that says take a look around...stop look up look left and right and all those other angles
TAKE A LOOK AROUNd identify differentiate use your own opinion to define what this world is to you
then maybe i can come up from the underground and share the limelight

ramnlinz

slice a piece off my vanity and watch me grow
sybiotic changes cause morose perversions of greatness
im caught in the mix of expectaion
stuck in this game called realization
codes of rndomness surround me encoding my surrounding with pieces of patterns i dont understand
this is illogical so i will stop thinking cuz its just making my head spin
topsy tury hurly burly whirly twirly
twisting shouting kicking and screaming looking without seeing
listening without hearing im startin to get it[

well i guess im just gonna type some stuff cuz i can freely type whatever of however much i want. did u ever wonder who controls the world? i mean u think about it theres a bunch of puppets on TV tellin us how it really is then theres more of these hand stuffed animals on the internet filling your head with whats really goin on, but how are we to know even know what to believe and what to ignore. who are the true puppeteers behind the curtains pulling those fibre optic information super-highway wires telling us what we "know" about whats goin on in the world. world war 3 could be starting tommorow and we could give a fuck less as long as we can still go to the corner store to buy a cigarettes coffe and a newspaper in the morning from a foriegn clerk from a forign land with a quite different of opinion then you would imagine. why should we give a rats ass if our convienience stays un-impeeded on then our ignorance prevails and world war ...what? exactly. popular influences keeps us as a people so zombified and retarded that nothing matters but our own vanity. we live in a nation where our rights are slowly dissapaiting and no one notices but evrybody knows who brad pitts dating, whos dissin who in the music industry, whos fuckin britany speares. when nasa landed the first cruiser on mars the headlines in the newspaper were about fuckin celeberity bullshit what a trailer trash way of thinking that coolness has adopted it makes this nation look like such a disgrace to the evolution of the world. instead of conserving we consume. instead of saving we hoard. when we could be helping we r taking, not in all cases but look at the way you treat people u hate cuz ur true nature is defined by the way u treat those that u feel are beneath u. would it make you feel better if i said it wasnt your fault that you contribute to this vortex of vicioness that i call western culture? probably. but do u like being lied to? hahah obviously, the truth sux. the truth is scary
why is reality something we hide away from. animals kill other animals, but humans have excellent communication skills(not all)so we should be aable to settle our differences without killing eachother, at least by now. how long has the human race been killing eachother? shouldnt we have learned somethin fresh other then better ways to kill eachother!
but as for all those innocent people in the crossfire of this war for power of the earth, whos hands does there blood fall upon? could we blame the attitudes of people in power or the people in power of the people in power and so on, or what about the people who allow this shit to happen, and they are... you guessed it , anyone who uses the blood money currency circulating the globe that controls all the wars stores bars oil companys communications technology fuck,,, every industry, how do people fight the pwoer, iduno im waitin for someone to tell me. i dont think i can outsmart thinktanks employed by the richest dominators of the world, im willing to try cuz who will save us from this tyranny if i cant so figure this out for me... how should i enlighten revolutioize evolutionize and reform this world for self preservation and cooperation with the forces of nature ... come on creator gimme some super powers and fill my head with untold wisdom so i can bring my people to the pearly gates of infinite happieness end all this bullshit that corrupts our souls and damages our auraus energy. with a combined global conciousness i believe this is possible so put your head into the white light and lets get this done.


u choose be the lead or the smoke at the end of the chamber or even the one pullin the trigger, your still a contributor to this scenario called life

Ramblinz

There is nothing better then a stolen towel. The way it seems so infinitite. Like someone could have used it, but once washed its like new again. I dono it sounds stupid but it makes sense to me. Sometimes I wish i was light as a featherand could just blow around with the wind, watching everything yet seeing nothing. how simple of a wish is that? I suppose money cant buy happieness can it. The question is if i could have any wish what would it be? Fuck! thats a tough on...Maybe we arent supposed to believe stupid shit like that, like the gods fucked up on paradise that we are all trying to make the best of. So why do we expose ourselves to that stupid concept anyway? I wish i wish I wish. What a bunch of disney bullshit. Hollywood makes all these movies about some kid who everybody hates on and things just dont work for him until he gets a wish and everything changes, i mean even if there is a good morale to the story so fuckin what. You think some 7 year old kid is gonna give a rats ass, I'm thinkin it teaches them o if i just get one wish i could wish all my problems away. What kind of fuckin conflict resolution skills does that teach. The problem is this sort of mentality is engrained iin to adults and makes people always look for the easy way out in most cases. Its almost like we are the slacker generation and it just keeps gettin worse. What are we to do jog more?drink bottled water?get nice corporate job and drive a fancy car with those lovely monthly payments... i mean fuck what the hell is the deal with society and if one could understand could they and do they mould it to be what it is. A lot of people never grow up and i see a larger volume of those peole as i get older and watch diffrent generations age, (that makes me feel old..im not am I?) lol

well i hope you enjoyed my rambling of things that are wrong with this world. I assure you there are more to come because i am an observant dick head who likes to point out faults... peace to all and dont submit to popular vices.


vacancy.. thats a strange word there are so many strange words out there that we use without batting an eye at. its almost funny how we automatically just do and say some things cuz we r like programmed to do these things from doin them for so long. i suppose in some cases its kinda funny and in others its kinda depressing but in any case it would seem that people are too accepting of most things.
a good example is how large companies buy land around small towns and then keep buying it to use for dumps mines mills et. and they fuck up all the land then keep throwin money at the right ppl and soon enough no one can live in ther once peaceful town. its like theres this family i know on this reserve and they have always owned this chunk of land on their rez calle "the ranch" i assume because it used to be a ranch. now this guy has came there and became chief by matters of default and since he has been there, the past 20 years of band meeting minutes have disappeared among other various crucial documents and files. now what he is doing is getting his family even very distant family to come live on this rez so they can keep voting him in. this guy built the hugest house on the rez with money for the rez for him and his family and then built a tiny ass triplex for the other member of the community. he used to be the head of the narcotics in an RCMP detachment. obviously he likes money and power. but i dont think he manages either very well, i used to live in a house on this rez and there was this one guywho would drive around in a back hoe and fuck the roads and the ditches up even worse then they were, cuz the dumb fuck didnt know what he was doing.chaos and disorder ran rampant in this governing system, land was trying to be claimed by people who did not have the right to take it, a large company slides in to the mix by throwing money to parties in control to distribute land but this company wants to use all this land to put all of vancouvers garbage on and lay to waste lands where indians have gathered for the past 100s of years and put vancouvers dead babies and useed needles there. thats some fucked up shit man
i hate seein people sell out its some sad ass shit i swear iff people packed around guns in this country people would act right , damn rights they would cuz motherfuckers who pack gunz dont fuck around. u dont disrespect someone whos about to pull out a shot gun and tell u to break urself or even some crazy bastard packin some little chiuahau ass pistol around. i guess u