because without her, it isn't home
"Dear, what body part do you think that that is?"
"LIPS!!!!!"
"No dear, that's my eyeball.
"LIPS!!!!!"
Quite simply, amazing.
I don't have the words to describe it. I wish I did. I wish that I could convey my feelings into words, but I don't think it's possible.
I spent hours tonight, just lying there, holding on to the love of my life, talking, sharing, just simply being with her. And it felt like the most natural thing in the world. Like I was complete. I've talked about feeling complete before, but this was on a completely different level. Every time I think I've discovered just how much it's possible to love someone, I find out that I was wrong, and that you can love them even more.
They say that distance makes the heart grow fonder. They're wrong. Distance is a painful, hateful things. Something that prevents true love from reaching it's full potential as quickly as it would otherwise.
I've loved Dalynn for a long time now, more than I've ever loved anyone, or ever will love anyone else. I love her with all of my being, and all of my soul, and everything I have to offer. This has been true for some time.
But what I have to offer, my being, my soul, they grow when I'm with her. When I'm with her, I constantly grow was a person. I am constantly falling more and more and love with her, because I am constantly gaining more love to give.
I hope that anyone reading this will experience this someday, because if they don't, then they are sorely missing out. In the past, with other people, I've thought I loved them. I thought that things were amazing. But I know better, now. I'm in a real relationship now, one that is truly amazing, truly wonderful, and truly full of pure, unadulterated, overwhelming love. And it is so far beyond anything else, everything else, that all of those things I thought were real, I now know to be fake, cheap imitations, worthless and misleading.
What I have with the love of my life is more akin to the light given off by a vast nebula of stars, in comparison to some dark asteroid that was my past relationships. Shakespeare barely scratched the surface when he spoke of the sun and the moon, and the moon merely being a reflection of the light from the sun. True love is even beyond that. Lesser relationships absorb light as well, so not only do they merely pass on a replication, they also suck up what is good in love.
Dalynn Emily Tchir, I'm going to spend the rest of my life with you, because I love you with all of my being, and because of you, my being grows, and so my love grows.
Thank you for being with me. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. And it brings me so much joy to know that you feel the same way, that you are thankful to me for being with you, that I was the best thing that ever happened to you.
Because we're partners. We're equals. We are two halves of the same coin, two pieces of the same person. Without you, I am only have a person. Without me, you are only half a person. But we have each other. We complete each other.
And we always will.
Saturday afternoon, I'm back in Canada
I'm back with the love of my life
And it's been far too long since I was there
Do you know what it's like, to see the person you love, and know that they might as well be on another planet?
Do you know what it's like, to want to touch someone, to hold them, to kiss them, and not be able to, for months on end?
Do you know what it's like, to feel like the love you share faces odds stacked against it?
I hope you don't, because I do, and I wouldn't wish that on anyone. I can't reach out and hug the girl that I love with all of my heart, or bring my lips to hers. And I don't get to do it the day after I get that yearning, or even the week after. It can be months before I can.
It was nearly half a year ago that I was last with her. But on saturday, I'll be with her again. Just for a week. And it's an expensive visit for me to make.
But it's worth it. I wish I could wake up beside her every morning, look into her eyes, and tell her how much I love her as I give her a good morning kiss. I wish things could be like that every day. I wish we had all of the time in the world to spend together.
Someday, we will. But not today. Or tomorrow. Or even the day after that, not really. But we have each other, no matter the distance. And truly, that's what counts.
Who makes it worth living
There's a certain someone in my life
Who makes all my days brighter
There's a certain someone in my life
Who I cherish more than anything else
There's a certain someone in my life
Who I want to hold on to, and never let go of
There's a certain someone in my life
Who brings me happiness when no one else could
There's a certain someone in my life
Who gives me a purpose beyond myself
There's a certain someone in my life
Who has shown me just how amazing things can be
There's a certain someone in my life
Who has my love, and always will
There's a certain someone in my life
Who I could never say enough good things about
There's that certain someone in my life
And her name is Dalynn Emily Tchir.
Dalynn: 'Cause, you're not supposed to put metal in mikiewaves
Me: Mikiewaves? rofl
It's been 6 months since the start of the best period in my life.
I love you, Dalynn, and I've loved every second we've spent together.
Here's to the 6 months we've shared, the 6 months we're going to share after this, and all of the years after that.
I'm sorry you had a bad day today, and I'm sorry I wasn't there to make it better
I wish that I could have been, but things didn't go my way
I wish I could be there, and comfort you
I wish that I had left work earlier
I wish that traffic had been better
I wish that I hadn't had to answer the phone in the middle of us talking
But I love you, and I'm glad that you take solace in that fact
Knowing that I helped you get through the day by loving you makes me feel a bit better
But fuck your friends if they can't appreciate you
They don't understand the absolute treasure they're tossing away
The gift that you are to them
You are an amazing person
A loving individual
Calm, patient, and understanding
You are the best of what makes us human
And you lack most of the worst qualities about us
You are as close to perfect as anyone I have ever met
And by far the only person I would ever want to spend my life with
If these people can't value you for you
Then they don't deserve you
And you get to share the wealth of your friendship with others who do
So when you wake up from your nap
Know that I love you
And I love you because of just how amazing you are
I would never have fallen in love with you without you being so wonderful
Especially not with the hardships placed against your love
But you're worth every moment of separation
Every second of pain that comes from missing you
Every tear that is shed
Because you make it all worthwhile
You make my life worth living
And you are my other half
Anyone who doesn't appreciate you
Doesn't deserve you
And those who do appreciate you
Love you
Never forget that.
Never forget that no matter what else happens
You'll always have me
And you'll always have my love
Always.
You're my lover
undercover
You're my secret passion and I have no other
You're Delicious
So Capricious
If I find out you don't want me I'll be vicious
Say you love me
and you'll have me
In your arms forever and I won't forget it
Say you miss me
Come and kiss me
Take me up to heaven and you won't regret it
You are the one
You're my number one
The only treasure I'll ever have
You are the one
You're my number one
Anything for you 'cause you're the one I love
You're my lover
undercover
You're my secret passion and I have no other
You're a fire
and desire
When I kiss your lips, you know, you take me higher
You're addiction
my conviction
You're my passion, my relief, my crucifixion
Never leave me
And believe me
You will be the sun into my raining season
Never leave me
And believe me
In my empty life you'll be the only reason
"My mom has decided I need to do more chores around the house to earn my allowance. She's going to make me cook one night every week"
"...Is she punishing the rest of the family for something?"
"I dunno, but they're all going to end up sick."
"Yeah, that's what I'm thinking"
"That's not what I meant! I'm going to like, cock in their food."
"..."
Anything for my baby
I would steal anything for my baby
I'd wheel and deal anything for my baby
Oh
I'm in love and it feels so good
'Cause I need her, don't mistreat her
And I tell her so
When I saw her and she looked my way
I was lonely, she's my only
And I've gotta say that
I would steal anything for my baby
I'd wheel and deal anything for my baby
Crawl or kneel, anything for my baby
In the morning when I raise my head
She's beside me, she can hide me
When I'm feelin' low
If I'm thinkin' everything's all wrong
My girl shakes me, she awakes me
Then I really know that
I would steal anything for my baby
I'd wheel and deal anything for my baby
Crawl or kneel, anything for my baby
Don't you know that
I would steal anything for my baby
I would wheel and deal anything for my baby
I would crawl or kneel, anything for my baby
I'd do anything
I would give anything for my baby
I would die or live, anything for my baby
I would t-t-t-t-take or give anything for my baby
Yes, I would take anything for my baby
I would build or break anything for my baby
I would rob or take anything for my baby
I would do anything for my baby
I would steal anything for my baby
I would wheel and deal anything for my baby
From: Boy that loves you
I know your first day of school went pretty horridly, but I hope this BIG -HUG- can make your day a bit better.
Know that I love you, and I would do anything to make every moment of every day for you to be happy