AustynsMommy - 23, Female, Alberta
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I remember the way you made love to me
Like I was all you'd ever need
Did you change your mind
Well I didn't change mine
Now here I am trying to make sense of it all
We were best friends now we don't even talk
You broke my heart
Ripped my world apart

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
Didn't you know how much I loved you

I can't get you out of my head
I still feel you in this bed
Left me all alone
You couldn't be more gone
From falling apart to fighting mad
From wanting you back to not giving a damn
I've felt it all
I've been to the wall

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
Didn't you know how much I loved you

One day justice will come and find you
And I'll be right there in your memory to remind you

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
I gave you everything, every part of me
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.....Pretty much Ignored....
I dont understand how one person can say they love a little one so much, but yet never contact them and say hi, Not even on their birthday!!

Im glad that I'll always be there for him and that he looks up to me for help and love, cuz he sure in the hell doesnt to you cuz guess what!!...You dont call him or anything, you have completely closed your life to him, and thats sad!!!

Like even tho we may not agree on things, and fight....Doesnt mean you cant call, Cuz i would never ever in the world deny you talking to him....But no you chose to just stop talking to us....Im sorry that your the one who stop, cuz your the one missing out on my Awesome cool son!!!!

Its sad, but you chose this...Maybe one day you will grow up and decide you wanna talk to us again....one day....Hmm....But really it really hasnt changed our lives one bit.. You really didnt have a big effect on us, by stopping contact.....
 

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Cant let you go :'(
I never knew love could just die away
i told you to leave when i needed you to stay
i messed up bad this time i know
i cant believe i let you go
with out you my life's incomplete
because its your love that makes my heart beat
we never got into a single fight
i dream of your love every night
i sit in my room all day and cry
wishing for you to come wipe my eyes
oh, i know its over now
i cant believe it, i don't know how.
how could i do it ?
how could i leave you ?
u told me you loved me
i didn't believe you
i think about it now and it makes me cry
I'll never ever love another guy
your the one i really want
your the one i want to flaunt
no one in the word can compare to you
no one can make me feel quite like you do
but its over now and i want you to know
theres no way on this earth that i could ever let you go

 

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If your readin this....
If you are reading this
I want you to know
That even after all this time
I haven't let you go

I still think of you
When I'm all alone
I still hope you'll call me
As I stare at the phone...

If you are reading this
Maybe then you'll see
That even after all this time
You're everything to me

And I'm trying so hard
To not become sad
When I start to think about
What we could have had...

If you are reading this
Maybe you'll understand
How much it hurts me
To see you hold her hand

But you won't know I'm sad
You won't know I want to die
Because I'm still smiling
Even when I want to cry

And if you are reading this
I hope you will see...
That I'm still in love with you
And it's slowly killing me
 

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Life....
Wow life is really shitty these days.....didnt know how much time can pass by till those things are gone...I've lost so many friends in the past yr and some its really sad....i wish i had gotten to have more time with them!! Deffently going to spend more time with the ones that are still with me...who knows...its either gonna be my day coming, or theirs and i want happy memories for both!!!
 

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Confused...
What do i want...what do i want in this life...what do i want out of this...
ugh i wish life was so much easier...i duno what to do anymore....
i dont know where i want to be...
Life is too confusing...why cant it just be simple!! :'(
 

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yay
finally put new pics up...hahah you and me both Misty!!!
 

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Im Just Being Me...
i'm the girl who loves to sit at home and cuddle....
i enjoy watching movies and listening to tunes....
i can either wear my heart on my sleeve....
or have nothing to do wit you til you prove yourself...
im the girl who is always giving and loves always....
im the creative girl who loves to draw or write whatever...
im always the nice and sweet girl...
no one thinks i would ever be seductive and naughty....
im the girl whos terrified of the lil things that seem so big...
im the girl who would love you forever....
im the girl who can remember the lil things...
im the one who can sing whenever, specially fave songs....
i love dancing at the clubs back home...
i dont show that im hurt by somthing that happened....
i enjoy being warm, i enjoy laughing, i enjoy being in love....
i may seem innocent but sometimes in not even close...
im a sweetheart, im respectful to others, im generous....
im just being me...................
 

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Heres to the people that have had their hearts stepped on by that one boy
that you can just never get over. That one boy that the more and more you try ,
you just know you can never make it work once more.
That boy that screws you over time and time again but each time you always
take him back because in the back of your head you know theres hope.
That boy that is that pain in the rear-end. When everything is going fine in your
life hes always there to make sure he screws you over.
That boy that when the phone rings you just hope its him.
That boy that you think about very hour of every minute of every
second and even though you have tons of bull shit going on in your life,
hes always theres in the back of your head.
I'm garunteed everyone has has that boy, but most of us need to come realize that boys
arn't worth the tears & the pain. If you really think about it, who deserves that?
NO girl should ever have to go through that for a boy. Yes, he may be perfect,
the way he smiles, the way he laughs, the way he smells, the way he dresses,
the way he looks at you, but if you look deep down all those things
that are just on the outside of a person dont even add up to what is on the inside.
And its the inside of the person that counts.
So next time you see or talk to that stupid boy
just ignore him and act confident and you've moved on
hes not going to take advantage of you anymore,
because you are so much better than that. It may take a long time,
but find that boy that respects you for who you are and wont step all over you
like he owns you and have you crying yourself to sleep every single night.
Keep looking and never give up because hes out there. And remember .
the only boy that is wroth your tears is the one that shouldnt make you cry in the first place
 

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Xo~I wanna be that girl~oX
 

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Its True I am....Madly in love!!
 

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It's love


Saw you in the mall, but was afraid to come say hi
After i met you, was scared to kiss and hug you right away...
and so on....lol