I honestly loved you.
But I was getting hurt too much because of you and I couldn't take it anymore.
Don't be mistaken, I didn't erase you because I dont care about you.
I erased you because I want to live differently.
I don't want you to be the center of my world,
because I got let down every single time.
I don't let no one treat me the way you treated me,
so why did I let you treat me that way for so long?
but, sometimes.. I can't help but regret erasing you.

"It was easy for her"

YOU KNOW YOU'RE COOOL WHEN..

SCHOOL'S NEARLY OVER!
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE IN THE PAST SCHOOL YEAR?
HAVE YOU...

skipped class? yes
liked a girl/guy? yes
kissed someone at school? yes
hugged someone at school? yes
gotten a detention? yes
cried in school? not sure, maybe not
made new friends? yes
gone to a dance? yes
been to a pep rally? nope
watched a football game? nope
watched a soccer game? nope
watched a baseball game? nope
watched a volleyball game? yes
watched a tennis match? nope
watched a basketball game? yes
watched a track meet? no
watched a wrestling match? nope
watched a lacrosse game? nope
fought with a teacher? yes
back talked to a teacher? yes
got a 100% on a test? yes
walked to school? every muther fkkn day -.-
drove to school? yes
got dropped off at school? yes
heard a rumor about yourself? yes
missed school when you weren't sick? yeahhh
failed a test? yeah
made up some lame excuse for homework not being done? yes
the teacher believed your lame excuse? yes
crushed on a teacher? EW NO
hit on a teacher? EW WTF NO
hate a teacher? YES.
on student council? nope
in a club? kinda
got an award? yes
fallen asleep in school? maybe haha
gotten in trouble for falling asleep in class? yea
had your phone go off in class? no
had your phone taken away? nope
lied to a teacher? yes
laughed so hard you cried in class? almost
eaten lunch in the bathroom? HAHA like mean girls, no
like your yearbook picture? meh, its ok
missed more than a week at once of school? nahh
enjoy school? meh , its ok
excited for summer? HELL YES
taking summer school? no

effing eff.
what the EFF is your problem?
freaking can you hate the WHOLE WORLD?

GOODBYE 2007 FOREVER.

THIS YEAR:

[PEOPLE]
best friends: astojek, ako, sbong(thongXD), jkim, glee
lost any friends: yeahh FRANNIE <3
gained any friends: sureee

[PLACES]
went out of the country: D:no
moved: nope
new school: nahh
how many times on an airplane: n/a T-T

[YOU]
have you changed: i hope so
most depressed time this year: none
best time this year: september, back with friends XD

[LOVE]
did you get heartbroken: nope
who was your summer love: kenny
Do you still talk to the last person you fell for: nope
good birthday party: dunno XP

[FINAL QUESTIONS]
got arrested: yes
got dumped: yeah
got bad grades: yeah
kept a secret?: yes
done something you totally regret: yes

In 2007 I...
[x] made a new friend
[x] lied
[x ] went behind your parents back
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[x] pretended to be sick
[] left the country
[x] almost died.. ALMOST
[x]given up on something important to you
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] met great people
[ ] was never home on weekends
[ ] got into a car accident
[x] had friends who were drifting away from you
[] had someone close to me die
[x] had a fist fight
[x] gotten sick
[ ] liked more than 5 people at the same time

i'll be playing xbox till sixin the morning `
... oh baby

I admire everything about you ;
from the way you can capture the attention of everyone around you,
to the way that you can handle any situation
Im pretty sure I dont like you .
& I know Im not in love with you,
I just admire you,
I have so much respect for you .
you're so honest &
I'm sorrry I cant perfect myself for you .
if i could, i wouldn't have that respect for you anymore
because of this I know you're more important then me;
you're better than me,
you're better than everyone,
at least in my eyes .

your kindness attracts my heart .

How did i come to despise you so much ?
in such a short time ? i guess its just my fault
i shouldhave noticed what a fucking dumb ass YOU ARE.
then i could have hated you in the first place .
gawd, i dont think i've ever hated someone this much .
why do you ahve to exist?
why do you have to be around me
omgggggggggggggg i hate yo so much
but u think i want you back ./
LMAO what ajoke .







FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK >
fuck you .
fuck you
fuck you f
i hope you die
i hope you die
i hope you die
i hope you die
i hope you die
i hope you die
i hope you die
i hope you die

Fifty-Seven Girl Confessions

1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?: yeahh
2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?: short party dress
3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?: .. no , i would feel like they were too desperate
4. Group dates or single dates?: group
5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?: YES
6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?: LOL depends
7. Is your hair up or down today?: down
8. Do you straighten your hair?: yeap
9. Favorite mascara?: umm I dont know
10. Do you get your nails done?: nope
11. Small or large purses?: large
12. In your purse, what are your must haves?: I usually carry a backpack
13. Jeans or sweats?: jeans
14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?: sometimes
15. Do you text message a lot?: no
16. What would you do if you got pregnant?: die & cry
17. What’s your favorite color?: green
18. Heels or flats: flats
19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?: a few times
20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?: yup
21. Walmart or Target?: walmart,
22. Do you wear collared shirts?: not really
23. Do you like preppy boys?: often
24. Do you think lip gloss is the best!?: no i hate lipgloss
25. Do you own any big sunglasses?: nope
26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?: anhour
27. Do you like to wear band-aids?: no
28. Do you like skater boys?: sometimes
29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?: yeap
30. Gold or silver?: silver
31. Do you like to receive flowers?: no
32. Do you like surfer boys?: yeah
33. Do you dress up for the holidays?: hahah no not really
34. Do you like to wear dresses?: yeahhh
35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?: 5
36.In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?: nope
37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?: depends how much shorter,
38. Do you like to hold hands?: suree,
39. What is the youngest you would date?: my age
40. What is the oldest you would date?: 18
40. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?: everything
41. Is it hot when guys sweat?: no..
43. What is the best feature in a guy?: too many, LOL
44. Do you like making eye contact?: sometimes
46. Would you kill for chocolate?: no
47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?: no,
48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?: if you have a lot of money 10
49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?: nope
50. Do you yell a lot?: sometimes,
51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?: no
52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?: nahh
53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?: once in a while :$
54. What makeup could you not live w/ out?: mascara
55. Do you fall in love easily?: no
56. Do you have cramps?: no LOL
57. Do you think you have the bestest girl friend ever?: yeah man!

THE TRUE CRANK DAT .

I've recently realized that there are other problems bigger than my own . i've been
being completely selfish .
I was too busy complaining about myself that I didnt even realize that people
around me are having problems too. I've been stupid & ignorant, and I'm sorry
to anyone who I've ignored . My problems seem all too trivial now .
♥[/color]