Again, You block me out. Your walls standing over me, Overwelming. You promised me the world, but only for a price. That price was your love, your love means to carry the world upon my shoulders. I crumbled, holding the universe amongst my shoulder i destroyed everything under me. You come to my shattered peices, and spit at the idea of my love.
You leave me, blocked. Destroyed. Gone. Again.
"No matter how much you think you love somebody, you'll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close."
-Chuck Palahniuk.
"My angel, my all, my very self -- only a few words today and at that with your pencil -- not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined upon -- what a useless waste of time. Why this deep sorrow where necessity speaks -- can our love endure except through sacrifices -- except through not demanding everything -- can you change it that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine?"
-Ludwig von Beethoven.
When you're drowning, you don't say 'I would be incredibly pleased if someone would have the foresight to notice me drowning and come and help me,' you just scream.
-Chuck Palahniuk.
Jeremy says:
you called today?
Chris says:
nope...?
Jeremy says:
oh it says it did
Chris says:
well then i will have to murder it.
Jeremy says:
Yes you shall
Chris says:
tell that phone to watch its back.
Jeremy says:
ok will do
hes running with a dangerous gang tho dude
its called the dialups
Chris says:
uh oh....
YES.
Jeremy says:
He said you better watch YOUR back
No phones could be trusted chris
Chris says:
oh shit....
i may have to leave town.
i forgot about the dialups.
Jeremy says:
Yeah, but they are in a fight with the highspeeds\
Chris says:
alright that should give me enough cover to leave then.
if ANY of the dialups ask tell then im still here just hard to find.
Jeremy says:
Ok
Chris says:
i cant take this shit anymore.
they almost got me last time
Jeremy says:
i herd you got shanked with a internet cord
Chris says:
luckily i had scissor so i maanged to cut it.
Jeremy says:
brutal man
Chris says:
oh i know,
that was the most amazing coversation ever.
IM GOING TO BLOG THAT!
Jeremy says:
Yes!
do it
Chris says:
except im not cool enough to have a blog.
you do it.
Jeremy says:
ok will do
Because Some Men Aren't Looking For Anything Logical, Like Money.
They Cant Be Bought, Bullied, Reasoned, Or Negoitated With.
Some Men Just Want To Watch The World Burn
1: Across The Universe
2: The Dark Knight
3: Fight Club
4: Brom Stroker's Dracula
Like A Stone
Audioslave
on a cobweb afternoon
in a room full of emptiness
by a freeway i confess
i was lost in the pages
of a book full of death
reading how we'll die alone
and if we're good we'll lay to rest
anywhere we want to go
in your house i long to be
room by room patiently
i'll wait for you there
like a stone i'll wait for you there
alone
on my deathbed i will pray
to the gods and the angels
like a pagan to anyone
who will take me to heaven
to a place i call
i was there so long ago
the sky was bruised
the wine was bled
and there you led me on
in your house i long to be
room by room patiently
i'll wait for you there
like a stone i'll wait for you there
alone
and on i read
until the day was gone
and i sat in regret
of all the things i've done
for all that i've blessed
and all that i've wronged
in dreams until my death
i will wander on
I Love You
