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1.I fucked my best friends sister.. twice
2. im dying to be with someone i know i cant have and i deny it to anyone that asks
3. i am in love with my ex who is just my "bff"(better than nothing)
4. i luv someone
5.i'm Bi
6.I really like this one girl from a place but i am not sure if she likes me
7.i wish i was skinnier and i didnt promise NOT to cut
8.im gunna smoke weed soon
9. i love her but i think im just another guy 2 her
10.that new guy is hot
11.i'm suicidal, depressed, anorexic, and i cut myself.
12. I like this guy and he's 17 but im onli 14
13.ive only been in love once and it was the best times of my life
14.you all got some bad issues/secrets so mine is lyk w/e I like someone....i cant have.
15.I`ve never had a bf or kissed a boy before
16.i cry myself to sleep
17.i've had a toy car stuck in my ass since i was 3
18.im not as goody as my family thinks. i drink and smoke pot and i think i might still like one of my best friends brother who's friend i messed around with while he was high.
19. I'm dying to tell you my accomplishment... 22 inch waist and 84 pounds!
20.i was so hurt when i found out that my bf cheated on me with my bff that i cut myself for months //
21. im completely straight, but i lesbian porn gets me so horny!
22. Im depressed and thinking about killing myself if it gets any worse.
23.I wish i had better friends.
24. I am scared to grow up, i am scared to fail at life! I am scared that i will never be good enough to get into a decent college, and to never be able to obtain a good enough job to move out. I am afraid i am afraid i will end up like my father always getting angry at every little thing. I am very afraid to graduate high school and have all of my friends leave me to do much better things in their lives and leave me, and i am also afraid to not graduate high school and dissapoint my parents, yet again. So that is what i am afraid of.
All of you who have been molested, are cutting, have eating disorders and what not, GET HELP!!! if you are worried about the money just go see your school councilor or what ever, that is free
25. My best friend asked me to suck him off. the sad part is that i wanted to and im a guy
26. I like Elizabeth and Ashley. And they're like my best friends.
27.Im Bi
28. I've had thoughts of sucide, and of how to kill myself, but everyone see me as such a happy person but I'm not. I always cry when people aren't watching...
29.When I Eat I Feel Like A Failure....
30. i love this girl but she doesnt even know who i am
31.I only have one true friend but she lives in another state
32.im proud of the scars i have from cutting, but i still try to hide them.
33. i have a boyfriend but i like someone else
34.I've been depressed for months ever since he left me that soon i think im gonna kill myself.
35.i am a slut, i fuck around with everyone.
36.i fell like runing away like every day... and i will soon
37. I'v been lied to and cheated on many times, I'm in love with a boy and I'm moving now... I'm scared of what might happen... I don't want to loose him
38. I'm Pregnant.
39. I wish that i could tel the whole world everything but i feel like nobody listens or care
40.
41. I changed for a guy, then he stopped loving me
42.
43. I act happy most the time to cover up all the sadness inside of me no one knows anything about my life
44. I fall in love too easily, look where that's gotten me. 1 boyfriend and he's gone. 1 STD...that's almost gone, and 4 boys I've dated, none of them like me now, and I feel like drinking myself to happiness, just to see if someone will care.
45.
46. i get horny in science class
47.i like someone but im just another person to them.
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49.
50.i still like my ex boyfriend and one of his friends, and another guy!
51.
52.i like my bf to stick it in my ass
53. Everyday i look at myself and see someone diffrent from who I want to be. A lot of the time I do things I know aren't right to make others happy or just to live a little but I really don't know why I did it in the end. I'm an obsessive compulsive person and a compulsive lyer, but what's funny is I hate lyers because I've been hurt by them so badly in the past. I really want to change who I am but I always find myself gettign worse instead of getting better. My life took such a bad turn a short while ago that it made me an indiffrent bitch, i don't like being that person. I hurt people I love and I don't want to, this is only a secret cause I've never told anyone, but I think anyone who's been my friend for a really long time already knows.
54.i like him and he doesnt know it
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56.
57. #111 is a freak
58.Alot of people think I'm a slut, but I'm just recovering from the pain I suffered from that one guy I thought I actually loved.
59.
60. I'm extremely confused.
61.
62. all my friends lately have ben depressed, sucidal, cutting, or doing drugs and its relaly upsetting me cuz i can't do anything to help them
63.
64.i love dis boiii
65. i think i may becoming anorexic, i lost 2 pounds last week
66. I can't wait for Halo 3 to come out!
67. i compulsively lie
68.
69. i've gotten molested by my brother and his best friend several times. i'm afraid to tell my parents cause they might rape me too
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71.
72.im giving up on life
73.I'm sadly jealous of nearly everyone around me, my dad has started to drink too much, my parents do drugs, I was molested when I was young by my dads friends. I want to be loved so bad it hurts.
74.
75. i hate my parents
76.
77. i'm super jealous of my best friend and it makes me feel bad
78.
79. I used to be a runner with a small gang
80. I've been molested and no one knows
81. i miss my best friend.
82. I really like a guy named Sam, he is a freshman and I'm a sophomore, plus...i dont think he is gay. i keep thinking about him and its driving me insane. He will probably never know how I feel. I see him and he sees me and it makes my heart skip a beat.
83. i pee in the shower
84.
85. ive seen some really scary things and no one even knows about yet, not even my boyfriend
86.
87. I get hard in the shower. Sometimes.
88. I want to rape you, thats the honest truth.
89. super mad at someone who cheated on someone i really care about
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91.
92.ohgod, i could write a book of secrets....ok here we go...
i really like this boii, and we kissed, but i think he just used me, because after that, i have seen him make out with one girl, and heard of him trying to kiss another. i honestly think he would try to make out with my mom if he could...anyways...his friends both like me. and im really confused, cuz i don't really like either of them, i like him. and i don't know what to tell him, because i don't think us kissing really meant anything to him. i think he was just trying to have a good time or w/e. but idk...am i over-reacting? are you supposed to just go around and make out with everyone you meet? FUCK!
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94.I've cheated on my boyfriend when i was really drunk.
95.i want to cry everyday, cuz the guy i like is goin out with someone else.and durrin school he acts like we dont even kno each other,then i get home and we talk and talk,and he acts like nothin happened at school. Fuckin 8th grade guys!
96. i fucking miss him so much. i didnt expect this; things were supposed to be meant. people like you dont come often, and when my opportunity finally comes.. things dont work out. all that wait, those thoughts, emails, smiles, & so much more.. were they all meant to be thrown away like this?
97. 2 of my brothers have molested me.
98. I've liked another guy well i was dating someone else.
99. I wish I could cry. But I know that when I finally do, I cry so hard and so much that I would flood my bedroom with tears.
100. I've got problems with germs and I wash my hands compulsively. There are times when I can't touch people. It makes it very hard to have any kind of a relationship.
101.I dont know how to ask girls out. and to you who are anerexic or belimic, guys dont want stick thin girls. you are perfect the way you are. and to you who have been molested, get someone prefessional help, dont keep it inside. my name starts with a w.
102. I like a guy who has a girlfriend, and who one of my friends just started liking. I fucking hate her for liking him. I want him so bad, but the thing is, I'm competitive. So do I only want him because others do?
103. I think I like my friend but he doesn't know and I don't even know that he likes me as a normal friend but he's like my best friend because I have no friends. does that make sense?
104. I am bisexual and love someone older than me
105. My friend and i both had e.d's-and i told her that we should get better together. She did, and i didnt, and it was my plan all along.
106.
107. I would die without my best friend, honestly, i would be nothing.
108.
109. if i had a real gun 2 monthes ago, u wouldnt be reading what i just typed
110. I cry when i'm alone, i tell myself i'm ugly and i try to throw up but i'm afraid.
111.i raped my dog... =..
112. i'm currently crushin on a guy that I hang out with
113. ppl think im happy..but everyday i wonder about how nice it would be to be dead
114. sometimes, when im on the phone i'm secretly crying.
115. My parents and boyfriend think I've stopped purging. I started again.
116.i have missed somebody so much i cried myself to sleep
117. i feel like ive found some one i could potentially be with for a very long time, if not my enitre life. too bad hes got a girlfriend. hes my best friend. and i love him. its your classic love story
118.Im Bi and proud, and i like two guys right now, they are both older than me.
119.i starve myself, just to be as skinny as my friends
120. i lie alot...
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122.i just recently fell in love again
123.I like this girl and she said she liked me but shes to hurt and doesnt want a relation ship and it kills me
124. I love you more than anything, when people tell me they think you are attractive or that they love you or like you, I get really jealous and I cry, probably because I'm so scared to lose you. I really don't want to. I just wish I lived near you, so I could be with you and do what normal people inlove do.
125. i miss the olden days when we were young and everyone was innocent and oblivious to the cruel things in the world
126.
127.i wish i was with him everday, or atleast be able to date him
128. I want you to live here, and not all the way over there, I want you to be here, with me.
129.i throw up after i eat.
130.
131. I hate being alone, i physically and emotionally cant handle being single. im scared im going to turn out like my mom and have a fucked up life where everything goes wrong and no one loves me
132. I hate him but still would want a friendship established if he apologized,even though I wouldn't let myself be friends with him, I'd still want a friendship from him again.
133. I have Anorexia but it's complicated
134.i am cheating on my gf, haha jk
135.My real dad raped me when i was 4. I never told anyone
136.i wish i was skinnier so i dont eat.
137. I love my long term bf with all my heart but yet i cant stop thinking about someone else.
138.I don't know how to ask girls out and I believe as long as girls have good heart your fine to me.....
139.I'm going anorexic.......
140.every day i find myself enjoying naked boys more then naked girls...
141. you're all right about me. dead fucking on.
142. i'm dating this guy and i love him to death but i'm still in love with my ex too
143.I think i am in love with my best friend but have no idea what to do
144.i am lying to myself everyday im alive
145. I'm in love with my best friend but I don't know how to tell her
146. i'm dying inside bcos i cant have the one man i love the most in this sad world T_T
147.i've changed so much this year... i feel like a frickin slut, and i'm so horrified that pretty soon i won't even recognize myself anymore.
148.I think I'm awesome, but the truth is I'm actually super amazingly awesome.
149.i'm in love with a boy that is inlove with someone else... we talk about her alot. i wish i could be that girl.
150.im sprung over a 8th grade girl and i cANt have her cuz she too hott...gah those asian girls!!! :/
151. rum(: pineapple juice & malibu caribou get them all up, make baby girl come. hahahha. it's no secret. boyyy i like youuu
 

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sometimes i dont wanna try anymore. sometimes i just wanna give the fck up.
i put so much time and effort into getting good grades and impressing others.
i push myself like crazy and work my ass off just to achieve.
most people dont give a shit. as long as you pass right?
most people need someone pushing them or discipline to do it.
but i dont. i do it myself. and if i wanted, i could just stop trying altogether.
but im not fcking like that.

i come back with good grades and i get treated as if its nothing.
you think its easy? its harder than you fcking think.
life isnt fucking based on housework and shit! they call me lazy
when i dont do housework, they complain that i go on
the computer too much, or that i talk on the phone too much.
what the fck is that? at least im getting shit done!
i could sit on my ass all day and get i's instead - do you want that?
or i could cry about it - but that wouldn't help.

i guess in the end, all i got is myself. im the only motivation i have.
and thats all i need - i dont fucking need you.
and im not gonna give up, no matter how hard it gets.
fuck it, hearing that you're proud isn't gonna happen.
my reward is the feeling i get when i earn an a..
and that's what keeps me going.
 

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thanks everyone <3
awwe.. seriously. i love you guys soo much. i don't know how to express my gratitude.
you guys went waay above & beyond what i wanted. you guys could've just given me a pair of
dirty socks or something, i really don't care because you guys already gave me what i wanted a long
time ago, just by being there for me. i think that going to jh was the best decison i've ever
made, ever. i gotta admit that i was worried though. but honestly, i never knew that there
were people like you guys out there. you guys tought me to be a better person and to always
be positive. you guys may think that i'm nice and all that, but honestly, i wasn't before.
you guys made me how i am now. so thanks for complimenting yourselves for me.
and sometimes i might look like i'm a bitch, or it might seem like i don't care but i seriously do.
my 14th birthday was the best. all because of you guys and all of the effort and time you all put into it
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I LOVE YOU <3
hacked lynda! from kelli sin <3
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lynda lynda (: i love you soo much. seriously i'm soo happy that you came to jh (:
instead of that other highschool! so much fun with you! haha and you soo
crack me up at times <3 i remember we started off by "passing" on vx. but now
we're like soo tight man. i still remember the first time we hung out together...
we went to subway and yeaah we were just talking about how if we get late for class
we could just say that we tripped and our books fell on the flooor, and people kept on
kicking our books around. LMAO. we laughed so hard when we were talking about that!
in the beginning of the year we weren't that tight, but we were still nice to each other.
now like every single day we're like hanging out with each other, and having so much
fun! LOL. it was soo funny how we tricked ania saying that we were sisters! lmao.
and we said that our parents divorced and etc etc. soo funny! and ania just realized that
we were lying...like at november i think? haha!! we fooled her (: mwahah. and if you're
reading this hack and you're not lynda..then tell me WHERE THE FUCK, WOULD I
BUY PEPPER SPRAY? LOL! i seriously need to get one for lynda ; ) haha. you are
such a FAG! a fine asian girl 8) everyone thought that we were pissed at each other
LOL. i laughed so hard! there's way more memories that me and lynda had <3 lynda
lynda..i love you forever and ever (: friends sisters forever <3
p.s. i love your password lynda ; )

and if you mess with lynda i swear that i will track you down, and
trust me i'll make sure that you're life is like shit okay? (:



Hey Baby..
heheh, kikayss? yes, i guess so. hahaha...wow, i never reaLLy thought of myseLf
being a kikayy..hahahaha onLy since mindy kept teLLing me that i was & she'd put
up like x3576754 reasons to how i am kikay! ahahahha, and i wouldnt admit. BuT
heyy! ahhahaha guess what? Mindy's x68541324653 MORE kikay than i am =P ahhaha
yes yes...a whole set of mac make-up, lip-conditioning stick ahahahaha..
its funny how we surprised her by that. ahahahah thats sooo hilarious. ahahaha and
how she like tooooook SOOOO long to open her presents when we all know it just
takes a second to quickly unwrap a present. HAHAHA yes yes..hahaha & yes mindy,
thats what a kikay is! hahahah a kikay...would ALWAYS want their present to be
unwraped perfectly. hahhahaha so that they could keep the wrapper. LAWLZ
ahhahaha yes yes...but anywayss..linda, ahahhaha its funny how we already knew
each other...other than school. hahahhaa we met each other at the mall with that
annoying little short white girl. ahahahha yeahh..when you were dinging in the elevator.
ahhahaha tsk tsk ...you guys were soo bad. ahhahaha but yeah its okay.. ahahha
im just gLad that you're not LiKe her. ahahah that little giRL pisssssesesesesse
me off.. hahahha ! ayyyy... hahahah soooo many memories...hahahaha it aLL started with
the msn aLL nighters...then th pHone caLLs, then the dicussions.. haahaha then
the "how long would it take us to eat this whole case of aiRheads? " ahhahaha that
toook pReeettty longg...& it was soooo gRosss.. hahha mhmmm it tasted gross
after. ahhahaha it just sucks how i've got these bRaces. ahhaha dont worry..once i
take them off... "how long would it take us to finish TWO cases of aiRheads?"
ahahahhah..but anywayss...kikays, dippers, fobss...hahahaha whatever we would end
up as. hahahahah no matter what, we're gonna be stuck forever... ahhaha even if it means
we're gonna have to be fobs, kikays...if we're gonna have to keep 'dipping'
ourseLves into this mess..hahahha yes yes...but 'That's WHat FRiends aRe FoR' rightts?
hahaha mhmmm.. but yeahh it'LL stay that way...FOREVER >=) hahaha, yes yes...
but anywaysss...oh! && uhh...i LOVE you? >=) ...hahaha enough foR noww..hahahah
i'LL add moRe sooon kays?
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i loooooooooooovee youuuss! <3
-JeSsicaa <3
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A - Intergrated Studies w/ Zanatta
B - PE&HACE w/ Marrello
C - Appied Skills Rotations [Sections: 17, 18, 19, 20]
D - Science w/ Gilray



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get your fucking shit straight .
stop complaining about "drama".
its not helping. & we never asked
you to be involved.. you're not anyways.
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awe shit =(
It's like a roller coaster.
It went all the way up.. and then it went all the way down..
Now I'm just worried that it might fall off its tracks.


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jfbg
its hard to stick with a bunch of people for forever.
eventually you will find the right people that will make you happy.
and the other people won't matter anymore, they'll slip away.
things change and shit happens. but whoever said that changes are bad?
who said that the people you meet will be the ones that stay?
why is it that you're either are best friends, or you hate each other?
well fuck it. not all changes are bad, people aren't always gonna stay friends, and i don't hate you.
but how it is right now, is how it should be.. and im happy with it.


 

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this year was pretty.. crazy.
so many changes, bad memories & good ones.
i learned soo much this year. if it wasnt for
the bad memories then i guess that this year
wouldnt have been special. everything changed.
everything. i dont know if thats good or bad.
but everything went by so fast. and in less then a
day it's gonna be a whole new year.
more changes, memories, & surprises.
i hope its gonna be better then 2006.
i just wanna have fun in 2007.


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