i love you, i've loved you all along.
i miss you, been far away for far too long.
i keep dreaming you'll be with me.
♥

you make my heart race.

mkaaay, so basically...
fucken drama. hahah nex is gay!

what do you do when everything you do hurts someone? when all you do is try to please people? when the person your forgetting about is yourself?

i feel like shit because of this. i know i made the right choice, i'm not worried about that. i am worried that i could be missing out on something or someone that should be a part of my life.

i fucked up that night, i walked away. i left what could have been for you. i wish you weren't going through a tough time and understood that i will always be here. i don't expect your sympathy at the end of it. all i wanted was your support. its too late now. whats done is done. i could fight for what i want but is it really worth it? is it worth risking losing you over?

its not, thats why i am gonna let it be.

i love you guys to bits and pieces .
OHMYGOD , ITS ______ !
SHOTGUN ! last night seriously made the last week worth it .
this week really made me realize who was worth it and who wasn't ,
whose truly my friend and who isn't .
thanks guys ! and cheyanne , don't let anyone tell you different ..
YOU DESERVE THE WORLD !
thanks girlies , great night !

01. booooy , your cuteee !
02. you've become one of my bestfriends, and i like it.
03. i'm glad we started talking again, missed old times.
04. fucken proud of you girlie ! you suprised me .
05. i cannot wait for the island darling, many memories to be made .
06. i miss you, but i had to do my job ..
07. STD girls , i miss you two ! life isn't the same without youu .
08. i thought seeing you would be great , but it was weird ..
09. still here through it all, i did you not get it yet ?
10. truth is , i hate being your enemy ...
11. you fucked up , its done .
12. thainese baby .
13. i miss you , come see me . we'll dance to lame punk bands again !

nobody wins when everyone's losing ,
ooooooooooooh , its like one step forward and two steps back .
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