Don't know how I really feel but its not good,

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Just give up on me , everyone eles has ,. Its my life I am fucking up not youres , its not you ever reallt cared about me , I have always been like that you knew that. You did it again. Don't say something you don't mean so never say you love me again. Just I am done with you.

Ahhhhhh. Derek boo I need to talk to you , grrrr maybe like get your ass at your own house instead of living at marks. Ahhh I miss you Derek. I love you. <333

This weekend was pretty good.

Only things that were bad were :
Bad trip
Not having a place to go suck at andreson with Riley.
Tagging with Miranda I had no ticket c cops chought us.
Fucken hate c cops.
Here was a convo

Cop: how tall are you
Me: I don't know , I havnt measured my slef since I was for
Cop: stand up , How much do you way
Me : I don't know I don't way my slef
Cop: what color are your eyes ?
Me : I don't know I don't look at my eyes all the time
Cop : you need a new addatude
Me : sits down beside miranda , they asked her same thing she know all of it. LOL.


I love you MIRANDA RILEY CHASE tee - hee <333333

NO!
I love you more .
<3333333

You make me Smile !

i miss you ,

I LOVE PURPLE STEW, I LOVE PURPLE STEW BE DO BE DOBIE DO, PURPLE TOMANOES AND PURPLE POTAOES AND YOU IN MY PURPLE STEW!

its stuck in my head!
i gotta stop watching
so much tree house.

I think YOU'RE CUTE!

Derek, I miss you baby, I'm hurtin, I need you, I'm sorry for everthing I did to you I didn't mean too, I keep listing to the song. Derek Baby I'm so sorry.