the sun is shining oh so brightly.
the grass is glistening oh so daintily
and the cracks on the ground are ever shrinking
yet some how your slipping through....
-Brittany Vincze

one more day of make-up gone down the drain
one more day will i feels such pain
one more day will you not say my name
one more day will we be a game
this heart lost and shattered
this head confused and battered
my love for you is so pure and true
but when your not near i feel so blue
and often wonder, do you feel this too?
your my light, hope, and all joy
but the way you put me off makes me feel like a toy
lost in the bottom of the box
unsure of the behind my back mocks
all i can do is try to trust my heart
but its hard with a head saying we might part
one more day will i choke back my tears
one more day will i put up with these fears

your day is pain
once your sun melts to rain
your heart crumbles to ash
and you soul receives a gash
you feel chocked and unforgiving
you dont even feel like living
then those miracle words collect in you ears once more
sounding even truer then a time before
you feel unsure wether to trust
but cant surpase the lust
you forgive and forget
hoping it wont soon be a regret
you choke back the tears
and gain back your fears
the fears of falling and not being caught
the fears your true words have not been taught
picking up your bashed and shattred heart
you hand it back off and hope you two wont part
but the truest answer lies withen your heart.

Every Moment i spend by your side
makes my heart over pour like a love tide
your gental, honest, and caring
and i just cant stop my stairing
you make me tremble with every touch my make
you lighten my head the way you say its not fake
the way you walk, talk, and smile
makes evey other mistake worth the while
your eyes they glisten with a love so pure
and to my broken heart you've been the cure
around you i can be the dork that i am without a care
and that overly loud laugh we will alway share
you mean the world to me
and i wish i could make you see
that i always need there to be a you and me
i love you with such a flaming passion
and the times we share are always so smashing
never forget the memories we've made
even if someday they fade
or even if we part
just know, your always in my heart
i love you, i need you, my baby, my lover!
-Brittany Vincze

theres just i few questions that i need to know
like how you could ever hurt me soo
i need to know what i did wrong
and how long it was going on
was it that i dident pay enough attention
or did i just not give enough affection
cause i need to know what i'v done wrong
so i can lean to never make the same mistakes again
tell me however i just need to hear the end
did i never treat you right?
did i always start the fight?
cause im going out of my mind
so many answer i need to find
you hearts a broken puzzle
and my mind is set to guzzle
i miss you family more then i miss you
and by the way people know what you said wasent true
im not crazy and im sure i havent done anything wrong
im just waiting cause i heard this feeling wont last that long
i need peace, need to feel at ease
so im leave the memories of us behind
and i know you wont mind
cause you've done it ages ago
cause your feelings wernt there as we all now know
so gone is all the you and me
maybe someday you'll see
-Brittany Vincze

Something isent right
I need you in my sight
cause when your gone
it all feels wrong
and the days are just to long
i notice i forget to breath
the very moment that you leave
i catch myself in a sigh
and take note that i more frequently cry
but with you near
i have such a cheer
and my smile reaches from ear to ear
i wish i couls say what you are to me
but its impossiable, for i love you endlessly
-Brittany Vincze

i love you so
but is it time to let go?
a relationship we built up to new
but i feel as if it all falling through
you've cheated and you've lied
sat there guilt free while i cried
you dont even realize all that i know
but i see what you say to the nexo hoe
you call her beautiful, offer her "lovin" and try to pick up her email
which sometimes does fail
my heart feels so shattred
and my trust once again is torn and tattred
who knew
the pain you could put someone through
i glot on to others about you
but you feels its nessciary to have two
i still love you sooo much but this has to change
its simply a matter or prioritys you must rearange
be it me on the bottom or me on the top
your unfaithful ways have got to stop
-Brittany Vincze

your so beautiful to see
how love does not have a fee
you dont back stab or cheat
but walk around with bare feet
I think its so neat
that you find life such a treat
making decsions not based upon greed
but simply and absolute need
you are pure and true
and every smile shines like new
i wish to make a fuss
of just how much you need us
it makes me real mad
to see you so sad
why wont people share?
why do they not care?
i guess lifes unfair
-Brittany Vincze

you spend most of your life
arguing with a knife
your on your knees in the night
saying prayers in the street light
but you do not see what you've lost
for it is not your heart that has been tost
but your soul
and your begining to pay the toll
your freedom and smile is but a dream of the past
but you cant even recall the time you did last
to you this pain is as real as the scars on your wrist
and the people on your list
but can all this be true?
do they hate you too?
to find out is but a childish game
which uses no name
so you cast aside love and decide to hate
you bring forth the plot of your own fait
and hope to soon see the gate
be it heaven or hell
only time will tell
you jump off the chair
legs now up in the air
was it a dare?
is it fair?
does anyone care?
no one will nkow why
you chose to die
but as they all cry,
i hope that you fly
-Brittany Vincze

In ever circle of friends theres a whore
The one who flirts, And does a little more
But who's to say?
This is a social scene anyway
and everybody wants to be the new girl, with her hair all curled
lost in her own hard liquir world
and we all envie her friends
with there glossy lips and perfect hair ends
cause we all want to be a star
with the little red sports car
so we'll go real far
and lose who we are
to become no more than a cloned fake of the "popular" girl
with the bouncing curls and little white pearl
so our worth has been lost
and we now have no cost
our individuality is none
and our life is but a re run
so tell me now, are you having fun?
-Brittany Vincze

your not my world, but my universe
you make me smile when I'm at my worse
your hugs are incredable
and you lips so damb ediable
you make all the time I spend with you iregretable.
i get shivers up and down my spin just knowing that you mine
and I feel like I need to be with you all the time
your so caring and kind, no mater the bind
i just look to my side and its your open arms i'm garenteed find
for fun we make one and other greive
yet i miss you so the moment you leave
you give me such i high i hover
my one, my only, my lover
-Brittany Vincze

i hate you so
and i hope that you know
cause ever since i let you go
i cant sleep well
i hate your ways
and the way you ruin my days
your a jerk
for not making it work
i die in lazer sight
and scream of frustration at night
i tell myself its ok to feel this way
the baster will get it back someday
so as you prance around
head held high above the ground
take a look around
hear that sound
dident think so cause your alone now
you know why to so dont ask how
schools out and you'll be gone next year
which makes my smile from ear to ear
i hope you choke if you sip on a beer
cause i fucking hate you my dear
my tears are growing less
and im reaching another lifes best
but I'v still cried to many over you
and i hope you have felt this way too
another has caught my tears though
and not just to show you
that i'v cried over you
but to drown you
so drown now in these tears
and forever be alone from your peers
-Brittany Vincze

If you only knew
what your putting me through
if you could only see
the way im not me
if you could only open your heart
instead of just part
why do you run?
what have i done
this is supposed to be fun
this isent us
not are way at all
with out you near i feel so small
i shout and i scream but you hear nothing at all
your shutting me out
of this theres no doubt
a cold shoulder and a sample smile
is this what you want after all that while?
your my best friend
and in you i can depend
but please baby dont say its the end
I need you now like i needed you then
im tired of running, lets walk for a minuite
will take a breath and get our heads back in it
smile at me once more with passion
gossip with me once more about fashion
hold my hand and dont let go
cause baby i love you and that all you've got to know
remember the long days
and or silly ways
remember our games
and the note with the flames
remember the pool party
and how we both think were lardy
remember my name
cause we'll always be the same
i love you.

-Brittany Vincze

silently I tip toe down the deck
careful not to get heck
but on my mind only that peck..
that sweet taste of your kiss
and warm embrace i tend to miss
life is so hard till i see your smile
you make my life all worth while
around you my words often pour
and when i laugh i hit the floor
when you leave i miss you soo
and i never seem to be able to let go
if i were to die i'd want you to know...
your the one i wont let go
i say i love you cause theres nothing above
i write you a letter to show you my love
i will always be there for you
and the words i say will remain true
your my best friend
and love till the end
cause my broken heart you always mend
i will love you always
through the good and bad days
so never forget our silly little ways.
-Brittany Vincze

jaded now,
i know not how
but since you've been gone
im so slow at moving on.
Why couldent you stay a while?
possiably even fake a smile
i feel like my emotions are on trial
...to cry of not to cry that is the question
i feel as if your eating away at my better half
and i forget how to laugh
i hate myself for loving you
but i still beleive what we had was true
previous peoms still hold truth
as i most deffinitly agree i was blind.
jaded, but now i know how.
-Brittany Vincze