Jeff baby what can i say about you, you are the love of my life, we have been together seven years and you are the onley one i can trust. ill admitt there were some wrong doings in the past on both of our parts but we worked through them and we are doing great now. I am so happy we are buying a house at such a young age, and we have a little one on the way. I am so excited to see the little person that you and i have made. four months to go and our family will be complete.There are things i have done in the past that i am not proud of but you are my greatest accomplishment, and i would never wreck that again. I love you! !!
I find it so wierd how it took me a sudden death (my dad) and a new life (my baby) to change all the bad shit that i did in my life. No more getting so drunk that i want to die (the spins), no more getting so high that any dum joke made me laugh, No more smoking almost twopacks of ciggarets a day, and no more looking for some one to make me happy when he was always right infront of me! I dont want to bring my child up in an invernment of drugs, stupidity and hate. And i DO NOT want my child to do half the stupid shit that i did just because i could. Life is way to fucking short, people you need to actually live it, dont waste it. For all the men find that specail woman that takes your breath away. For all the wimon dont go loking for love in all the wrong places, be happy with who you are and dont change any thing for a man, because if you have to hez a loser.!!