So last night brought about the death of the another of a loved one... of friends that is, as in a close friends grandma passing away. last night was number 4, and this is all in the last 2 weeks.

Now i know not everyone believes in fate or signs, but my grampa is in really bad shape and im scared that this is a sign to start doing everything i can befor he goes.

this is the 2nd thime in my life that i dont know what to say or how to handle the situation... and in the first case i never got to say sorry and truly fix what i did wrong, so i might be able to salvage something from thisd and fix a broken relationship between my grampa and i...

i just wanted to get this out and since rigt now i dont have someone to truly confide in im asking anyone who cares to msg me and try to help me out... i NEVER ask anything from anyone im always the one helping you out of your holes so please help me this time....

thank you