ROCK AND RIDE
Best shit Bad shitu]
11 guys /11 guys, not one of them MY JORDAN
most fun ever /Most fun ever, just to some home to realtiy
not one ex boyfriend /My Boyfriends to old to come
made my night /But i still thought about you baby
Looked SO SO HOT!! /ALL for the ONE guy that COULDN'T show up!

So not to be a bitch but...
WTF is wrong with guys this week, i mean really like i got no idea what the fuck is up your ass but come on! I'm not talking about all guys like, my boyfriend is being super amaizzing and all my guy friends are... well most of them. But like k, i have been called things like a BITCH and HOE and other shit...News Flash, I don't give a shit. When im being a bitch, chances are i know i am. And s for being a Hoe, I Don't get around to fast so... Not a hoe but w/e....it don't bother me!!!!

P.S. for guys that think that calling girls shit or playing with thire feelings is gonna hurt us... it's not, Help's us forget so much easyer! LMAO

So no matter what happens we stick together. Yes girls fight but even if we hate something that the other one is doing... we don't "beat around the bush"! we tell each other strait up! That what i like about us. Not all me frends get along with each other and i will never try and force them to. we are who we are, we do what we do, and we like and dislike what we like and dislike. ALL and i mean ALL girls like boys so i don't understand what the problem is. I mean ok if i like someone i will tell them and than if i don't like that person (anymore) than i will tell them becuz i would rather be a great friend then date behind someones back, yes i know how it feels. I have done some of the most HORRIBLE things you could think of... and i lost pepole that ment alot to me becuz of it! but a friendship has to do with to people, not one person that trys hard to stay friends while he other one sits there thinking... she isn't going anywhere becuz i have her "wraped around my finger" NEWS FLASH you don't! Us Girls have our own lives and if we wait... you should be lucky, the only reson is becuz we hope and think that just maybe, just maybe you will straitin out your thoughts and get you shit together... I know what it is like waiting, espscially when that person(boy) is to slow to relize how lucky he really is. And its not that there are to STUPID TO RELIZE, Its becuz SOME boys are so full of them selves and think the world revolves around them. and by now, any guy who is reading this is proble thinking" well girls like to have all the attention on them" but its not all that true. Yes some girls like that but most girls, girls like me don't care about the gifts and dates and all that pampering shit... its nice but, i'd rather go to a party with him or stay home and watch a move or go for a walk ( in the snw or rain) or just at night. Just to cudle and be told your cute or look very gourgus! Yeah being call hot and sexy can be nice but don't over use it.see how this blog tottaly got off topic of my girls? well yeah most of it is about guys becuz that how complicated they are compard to my girl freinds. All im saying is my friends and i love eachothers company but sometimes its nce just to have your boyfriend or someone you like... even a guy best friend, right by your side! Girls can take care of our selves but its nice to be aloud to let our guard down and let some one other(a boy) take care of you!
Love ma Girls... Less complacations

right when i think my life is getting back to normal, i run into a knot. i'm not worried and i don't want anyone to worie or say anything to anyone including thire parents but.... I'm sick, i don't know how bad but bad enough to need to be runn to get blood work done. i still keep feeling worse every day. but no news is good news so if i hear nothing from the lab than i will be fine... thou i think im alright. As for the rest of my life atm, CARLEE IS BACK.... jump woot jump woot! And im happy to have MISSA and COURTNEY and well my bff's... only other loop atm is the boys but im done with waiting! i don't need to wait... my life don't run around them!

right when i think my life is getting back to normal, i run into a knot. i'm not worried and i don't want anyone to worie or say anything to anyone including thire parents but.... I'm sick, i don't know how bad but bad enough to need to be runn to get blood work done. i still keep feeling worse every day. but no news is good news so if i hear nothing from the lab than i will be fine... thou i think im alright. As for the rest of my life atm, CARLEE IS BACK.... jump woot jump woot! And im happy to have MISSA and COURTNEY and well my bff's... only other loop atm is the boys but im done with waiting! i don't need to wait... my life don't run around them!

So my life is a puzzle, at one point i din't know what pice to use next so i illimanated some, thart was a mistake. Well now my world is prry much complete exept a few pices,He is one of them and he knows it now! I know i screwd up major, but can he forgive me!

so i got not one clue about what to do, everything was in order for all this shit sarted happening and then my life went strait to the fucking trash, i have no one to talk to and now i know how many people feel so i give them gratitude. Between loosing my grandpa this year its gone all down HILL. Now i know how someone really feels about me and i still can't stop feeling the way i did befor about him! It dosen't help that i lost one of the most importand people in my life(ben), just for the chance of something eals. When shit went down, i gaind someone that helped me through alot and made me smile when it was impossible. So idk how much longer i can handle this but im starting to say that there is not enough life/hope in the would to keep me from dieing!
I miss: My Grandpa, Ben, Carlee, Curly and my old life,I MISS Myself.
But there is no other way to change, but the way i have chosin!
Miss you all FOREVER AND ALWAYS!

That is it.
have you ever been in a situation where you don't wanna to do something and can't do something but you know you may have to?
i am!
i am sick of all this shit, i don't wanna get mad at him but it's not funny and he has no idea how much it hurts me when he plays with my feelings.
If he wanted to ask me out he should have.
he said he loves me but if he did he would never put me through this, im sick of being played with, get over yourself and do something about all the rips you have made in my hart,
Because hun, i still love you, but i know i may have to tottaly disassociate myself from you!
in the point that it is better for my hart!

I DON'T want to and i hav a feeling you DON'T want me to so....
GET YOUR FUCKING ACT TOGETHER!

Any time,
Any place,
No matter what, ill be there.
I know you will grow to be what you always have been and ill be there to remind you.
If it takes time, it takes time. If it takes help, It takes Help and if it Takes me... ill be there, we all will.
I never thought this would happen, but i know inside youll always be the same.
I know this will make us stronger and i know it will truly show the will power you have, if it takes both my will power and yours, and combind them and from there youll always be who i grew up to know.!
I do and will always love you,
<3

hay,
i look kinda cute,
in that pokadot bikini girrrrrrl
dis what he wanna do,
take off my pokadot bikini girrrrrrrrrl

i think you MISS ME so much You like it.
You will do anything to keep missing me even if
it hurts me just a bit.
i know where good and i know there is now us
but we act like it.
so dont miss me to much.

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ROCK AND RIDE
some people say its gay, and others say there going.
well yeh it might be kinda stupid but its the only place we can legally go till were 18.
so i love danceing and rides.
im going.
ARE YOU?