,, .Baylee.nichole. iiMissYouiiMissYou. says:
yee
lmao im eating cereal with a fork'
☮David.Rusk☮ says:
fucking minni wheats pissed me
off
so i ate them with a fork
like only 1 fit on the spoon
,, .Baylee.nichole. iiMissYouiiMissYou. says:
xD
☮David.Rusk☮ says:
and then it would fall into the bowl
,, .Baylee.nichole. iiMissYouiiMissYou. says:
im seriuosoy laughing so hard
ahaha
thats so great david
☮David.Rusk☮ says:
and make a cold spash of milk all over your face and stuff first thing in the morenign
,, .Baylee.nichole. iiMissYouiiMissYou. says:
xD!!!!
ROFLMAO
☮David.Rusk☮ says:
and milk would drip off of the spoon doing the same thing but less damage
so i was like fuck this
use a fuckng fork


i was seriously crying i was laughing so hard. epic conversation . xD

-try acid
-do more e
-fuck in the rain
-learn to slow dance/slow dance with the one i love
-make it right
-dine+dash
-party in peachland
-go to scandia high on shrooms or acid
-crash a wedding
-GO TO PCBANG OVERNIGHT WITH ALLEN AND KICK HIS ASS AT EVERY GAME THERE! ahaha
-get a job
-end of summer party hardcore

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with every day
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

& i really don`t care what you have to say about it anymore,
you no longer have a say in this.
except the ultimatum.
Ecstacy more times than necisary to stay happy,
or death, both will lead me down the same path in the end anyways.

so whether or not anything gets better or worse,
im gunna do it anyways, fuck itt.
t3s, fluoxetine, tylenol, doxepin,
anything else i can findd.
need more E.

you won`t elt me do it, but it`s the last wish i have.
i don`t want to live anymore, but if all youre going to do is talk me out of it i`ll just continue being depressed for my whole life. two fo the biggest people in my life are gone. you can`t epect me to be happy, and especially after this last one. because all you were trying to do is hurt me. and trust me, you did it. you did it worse tha ever before, it just keeps on getting worse. you`re not sorry, and you never will be. you don`t regret it but maybe one day you will. maybe one day you`ll realize the pain you`re putting me through. because when you left my life i hadn`t done anything for over 2 months. i put all my trust in you and you broke it. i`ve never had to trust someone with something that big in my life, and when i did i got taught not to, i`ll never trust someone with something like that again. it just keep sgetting better and better doesn`t it? one day i won`t be here to annoy the fuck out of you and try to make things better, one day i won`t be here to cry al day/night long because of you. one day i`ll be gone and you won`t miss me, atleast you better not, because that would be just stupid since you`re theone pushing me off of the edge more and more every day of my life,
i can`t help but wake up in the morning, and wish i didn`t.

i can`t sleep at night, even with the animal you bought me.
i can`t help but wonder, if i ever cross your mind.
i can`t help but wonder, if we`ll ever kiss again,
if you`ll ever hold me again.
it`s the worst thing to know that you are done with me.
it`s the worst feeling to feel the sadness flow through me,
when you can literally feel it.
a bold move could only help things get better.
nothing is worse than you vanishing from my life with the snap of a finger,
all because of a stupid fight, and some poor mistakes i made.
i am mature enough now to know i was wrong, & even though i hate being told this, i`ll say it to myself.
i needed to grow up.
and i did.
&i`m so sorry.
& i fucking miss you baby,.