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drinkingg </3
Why is it that.. in order to feel anything, i feel as if i need to drink?? i am not an alcoholic but after the man that scarred me, mentally abused me, and physically abused me, its like i cant feel any emotion unless i drink... why =( please tell me =(
 

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Tell me Whyy?

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
Maybe i regret everything i said
no way to take it all back
now im on my own
how i let you go
i turn around
your with her now
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he left
every time she laughs she hopes he's watching, not so he sees that she's happy,
but that maybe, just maybe, he'll fall for her smile just as hard as she fell for his.</3

The only mistake she ever made was letting you go, and not fighting for you back. Can't you see you broke me?

You didnt just hurt her, hunny you broke her and crashed her whole world
 

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jkhjkhjk
i wish there was a time when i didnt hurt...
and guys didnt break my heart...
this hurts so bad
 

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deds to him.

And no matter what i do
i feel the pain
with or without you
because for me,
it's always been you.
i told myself i wouldn't miss you
but then i remembered what it
felt like beside you
so kiss my lips and lie to my face
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&lt;/3

Baby Why'd You Leave Me? Why'd You Have to go? I was Countin On Forever Now I'll Never Know</3
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best i ever had

Now Im Here to Say Im Sorry,
And Ask for a Second Chance</3
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to himmm
Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years I
Still can't believe you're gone
So I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me with the story of our life

I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever

Now things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
So I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and fuck and fight
Until the morning comes I'll
Forget about our life

I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever

First time you screamed at me
I should have made you leave
I should have known it could be so much better
I hope you're missing me
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever

And now it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared

I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever
 

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cuutteee!!!
Girl Facts:

When you catch a girl
glancing at you,
she wants you to look
back and smile

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When a girl bumps into your arm
while walking with you
she wants
you to hold her hand

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When she wants a hug
she will just stand there

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When you break a girls heart
she still feels it when
you run into each other 3 years later

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When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her
mind

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When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply

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When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
she is wondering how long you will be
around

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When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a
few seconds,
she is not at all fine

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When a girl stares at you,
SHE IS WONDERING WHY YOU ARE PLAYING GAMES.

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When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever

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When a girl says she can't live
without you,
she has made up her mind that you are
her future

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When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more
than that

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When a girl is mean to you after a break-up
she wants you back, but shes
scared she'll get hurt and knows
you're gone forever

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Guy Facts:

When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you

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When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you.

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When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

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When a guy says, "I'm fine." after a few
minutes
he means it

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When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and
wonders if you do

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When your laying your head on a guy's
chest,
he has the world

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When a guy calls/texts/comments you everyday,
he is in love

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When a (good) guy tells you he loves you,
he means it

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When a guy says he can't live without you,
he's with you till your done

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When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have
ever missed him or anything else

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New Meee






 

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ljhasdjkashdjka;
Lookin at all or nothing babe its you and i
 

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please!



Dont Go!
Please!
Dont Go!
If you Leave me!,,Dont Leave Me
Babe i need you like Plants needs water.
Like..Toast and butter!
baby please dont leave me like this! </3
Oh But You Did
you had me and you left!!!!
 

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hacks;
Baby i love you
you are trully amazing
the first time i met you babe
was awesome!!!getting
drunk WOW! it was awesome
i wouldnt trade it for the world
i love you so much hun
Love Carley
a.k.a itc[h]**

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;Hacked by char
tessa girl man you are a good friend
we are tight as fuck and always will be
miss going to school with you and haveing all
the sleep overs and getting drunk man some
good times lol dont ever forget your a amazing chick
love you girl<3




Hacked Again
Hahaha baby i love you so much and
i couldntl ive without you!!!ur my
temptation and destination!!!!
I love you with all my heart
and i dont care what anyone says!!!
U have my back and i have urs!!!
I loveyou babe soo fuckin much!!!
Love

[B]itc[h]**
aka
Carley
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Hacked baby girl
This girl is sooo amazing lol!
known you for a long ass time havent faught once
bffls for life
;........................';
oh yeah i forgot something
lovers yeah STUBBY!
hahahaha
-Miss kayla
 

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ilu;;
toniight ii'm the desiignated driinker
ii just lost the one that wrapped me around hiis fiinger
ii need to get to where ii can't thiink
so toniight ii'll take the fiirst driink


 

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love....


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