Why do you do this to me ?
or better yet , Why do i let you treat me the way you do.
Like , My heart is Broken, It got played with, Ripped out,
Thrown around, Spat on, Beaten, and shoved back into my chest.
and The hardest part was getting this close to you and giving up this
dream I built with you. A fairy tale that isn't coming true.
Before I couldn`t even describe the feeling I got when I saw you.
It`s like my heart was on overdrive and my stomach was filled with butterflies.
And I`m tried so hard to keep my cool. Even though it happened
all the time, It never got old.. I don`t know what got into me today.
I usually keep my emotions to myself. I`m a strong girl. But today,
I couldn`t help the tears that kept running down my cheeks.
It hurts to know I can`t call you mine anymore ..
You were amazing just the way you are , You boy could make me smile
even on my worse days. I was the Happiest i`ve ever been ... Ever.
Life felt so perfect . You made me feel Special . But was that all part of your
plan? You fucked me over . Played me like a fool. I really thought
you were different and i loved it . I believed you and every word you said.
I used to think. It was like catching lightning the
chances of finding someone like you was one in a million,
You were everything i ever wanted . Babeey you were the whole package.
The way it used to be with me and him was just like a black and white picture ,
All you see is two main colours But if you look deep enough ,
you saw so much more than just shades It was like a secret colour hidden in
the black and whites and looking at a picture of me and him , you could see
the red in my lips , and the pink rose cheeks he had There was more pation
than what others could see more life and more love than anyone could tell.
I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are
to me , that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star.
So as my world comes crashing down;
promise me, you'll be there to make me smile.
I dont want to say that i hate you because that would be a lie
and i dont want to say that i'm hurting inside, because you would know
i'm telling the truth , I dont wanna say i miss you because its obvious,
and i've said it enough and i dont wanna tell you i still love you,
because everytime i do, it hurts more and more it almost
makes it harder to breathe, when you tell me how amazing she is.
i know we'll never have our happily ever after after all < / 3
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To: Bebe*Soo*Fine*
From: tan.ked
Date: Fri Aug 27, 2010 1:43 pm
Subject: No Subject
you are d.r.o.p--d.e.a.d--g.o.r.g.e.o.u.s !!!! = )
jawdropping !
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies i feel in my belly
You can be the captian and i can be your first mate
You can be the chills that i feel on our first date
You can be the hero and i can be your sidekick
You can be the tear that i cay if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when its stormin
or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin
Don`t know if i could ever be without you cause boy you complete me
and in time i know that we`ll both see that we`re all we need
cause your the apple to my pie
Your the straw to my berry
Your the smoke to my high
and your the one i wanna marry cause your the one for me for me
and i`m the one for you for you You take the both of us of us
and were the perfect two , Babeey me and you
You can be the price and i can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth i can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and i can be the laces
You can be the heart that i spill on the pages
You can be the vodka and i can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and i can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather but ,
i don`t care as long as were together < 3
I love you more than songs can say But i can 't keep
running after yesterdaay.. So why you wanna break my heart again ?
why am i gonna let you try , When all we ever do is say - - - g o o d b y e.
i Wan`t Thiis - F o r e v e r ♥ ♥
- - When we first meet , You swept me off my feet. I`ve never felt this way before. It`s a feeling i can`t explain , Nobody`s ever made me feel the way you do. I feel complete. Everything you do makes me smile & Laugh. Youu Boy make me feel like i`m living a Teenage Dream, When you lay with your arms around me. My head on youur chest. While i listen to the beat of your heart and you run youur fingers through my hair .. The time you Danced with me, with no music playing. The time youu kissed me in the rain. and held me like you never wanted to let go. The way My heart stops whenever youu look at me. Babeey youu make me smile uncontrolably all the time. It`s like youur smile rubs off on me (: Boy youu Give me butterflies & Youu make my palms sweat, Youu make My mind go blank & Youu make me loose my words. I absolutely love every Second i get to spend with youu. Honey outta all the fishy`s in the sea , You`re my Nemo < 3
&& Some people say that DisneyLand is the Happiest place on earth , But obviously they haven`t been in youur arms..
I`m Fallin for youu Fallin Hard. I can`t believe I finally found youu. My missing puzzle piece.
06/06/10 , The beginning of Forever ;
The minute you're ready to tell me you feel the same,
i'll drop my whole world for you. but until then, I'm sorry,
i can't keep playing these games.
