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Do I
Baby, what are we becoming
It feels just like we're always running
Rollin' through the motions every day
I could lean in to hold you
Or act like I don't even know you
Seems like you could care less either way
What happened to that girl I used to know
I just want us back to the way we were before
Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you, baby
Does the sight of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love, am I still enough
Tell me don't I, or tell me do I, baby
Give you everything that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life
Baby, do I?
Remember when we didn't have nothin'
But a perfect, simple kind of lovin'
Baby, those sure were the days
There was a time our love ran wild and free
Now I'm second guessing everything I see
Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you, baby
Does the sight of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love, am I still enough
Tell me don't I, or tell me do I, baby
Give you everything that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life
Baby, do I
Still give you what you need
Still take your breath away
Light up a spark way down deep
Baby, do I?
Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you, baby
Does the sight of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love, am I still enough
Tell me don't I, or tell me do I, baby
Give you everything that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life
Tell me baby, do I get one more try
Do I?
Baby, do I?
 

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Blacked out fallen on the floor tonight
That's what I do to feel the light
You toed the open line that draws me in.
Every time I sink a little lower in the deep tonight
I don't remember anything I used to like about you and how I always let you in.
And as the saying goes, don't let your enemies become friends
For the record, I never wanted this
For the record, I wish we never met and opened up this mess
I couldn't keep up so we cracked down
And now everything is worse
I should have known I'm better off on the floor alone
Sometimes closure doesn't close up anything at all.
Roughed up rolling in the afterglow, my dark mistakes they start to show
You operate the spotlight I bathe in
Every time I put a little faith in my hopelessness
I recall why I'm such a wreck about you and how you never let me win
And as the saying goes, don't let your enemies become friends
For the record, I never wanted this
For the record, I wish we never met and opened up this mess
I couldn't keep up so we cracked up
And now everything is worse
I should have known, I'm better off on the floor alone
Sometimes closure doesn't close up anything at all.
All you ever did was use me like a puppet
Stringing me along just to let me lose
Giving me a choice so I had to choose
All I ever did was put it in the open
Giving up a chance to shut you down
You took it as a chance to shut me up
For the record, I never wanted this
For the record, I wish we never met and opened up this mess
I couldn't keep up so we cracked down
And now everything is worse
I should I have known, I'm better off on the floor alone
Sometimes closure doesn't close out anything at all
Yeah, sometimes closure doesn't close up anything at all.
 

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Dust Storm
I've been waiting for the wind to change,
I've been craving the summer rain,
I wonder when she's gonna flood the plains.

Will I dies before I get old?
Will I be known or unknown?
Can you tell me why all the birds have flown?

I don't wanna leave a message if there's nobody home.
I thought I saw you through the window, but I don't know.

Sting in my eyes: It's a dust storm.
Quiet outside: It's a dust storm.
Weatherman lied: It's a dust storm.

I've been waiting for the moon to rise.
She's so luminous and wise.
When she flirts with me, I feel shy.

I don't wanna leave a message if there's nobody home.
I thought I saw you through the window, but I don't know.

Sting in my eyes: It's a dust storm.
Quiet outside: It's a dust storm.
Weatherman lied: It's a dust storm.

Lonely, desolate,
Uninhabited,
In the reaches of no one, nowhere.
Come hear your voice again,
Shifting sediments.

But I don't know...

Sting in my eyes: It's a dust storm.
Quiet outside: It's a dust storm.
Weatherman lied: It's a dust storm.

Miles and miles: It's just a dust storm.
Feeling in they sky: It's just a dust storm.
Will it pass by?: It's just a dust storm.
Ohh....
 

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Crash Course
Try to find it
It's never around
You say it always lets you down
you say were cursed before we begin
And I shouldn't let my wheels spin

I can't help it that I'll crossing every median
I find myself swerving into you again

Call it what you want its crash course love
Broken at the bottom
Pick you back up
Twisted fools dont need good luck
Collisions unavoidable
So don't tell me its all coincidence
Cause it makes sense to me

You can fight it
Lay there in ruins
Say that it's no good for you
Tell me you know hows its going to end
How fate has never been your friend
Can't help it I'm racing around every bend
Hoping that I'll collide with you again

Call it what you want its crash course love
Broken at the bottom
Pick you back up
Twisted fools dont need good luck
Collisions unavoidable
So don't tell me its all coincidence
Cause it makes sense to me

It's no accident
When its all meant to be

Call it what you want its crash course love
Broken at the bottom
Pick you back up
Twisted fools dont need good luck
Collisions unavoidable
So don't tell me its all

Call it what you want its crash course love
Broken at the bottom
Pick you back up
Twisted fools dont need good luck
Collisions unavoidable
So don't tell me its all coincidence
Cause it makes sense to me
 

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real life? Don't think so.
when it's through it's through,
fate will twist the both of you,
so come on baby,
come on over,
let me be the one to show you,
i'm the one who wants to be with you.
 

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ahem....
Happy Birthday to me
 

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Holy fuck three years
Three fucking years.
Two words into typing this I’m already crying.
I don’t even know what to say three years it way too fucking long
It doesn’t feel like three years
It shouldn't be three years
Even after all this time,
I’m still not over it
I still feel the exact same pain that I felt on this day 3 years ago
It’s like someone is ripping me apart from the inside out
And I hate that feeling,
I miss the feeling of when we were together just hanging out,
No one has ever made me feel as good as I did when I was with you,
And no one ever will.
No one has ever made me laugh as much or as hard as you did
And no one ever will,
It seems like ever since you left I don’t know who I really am,
And it's hard for me to deal with things
You were my best friend my brother,
My better half, the only thing that was consistent and true in my life,
I have to thank you so much for all of that
You made me into a better person and that why I love you so much
You made things so much easier, you made boring things for fun,
You made the best of a bad situation and I need that
I need you to be here and do that for me again
I need you to tell me when I’m being a fucking bitch and I need to you to help me
I need you to help me with the hard situations I have been going through
And will go through in the future,
And now that you’re not here to help me through it,
It’s hard I’m doing alright don’t get me wrong,
But it’s just so much harder without you,
Everything is so much harder without you
You would think that I would have adjusted to it by now,
Like any normal person would have,
But I’m not normal,
It seems like every year it gets harder for me,
Because my life is moving on and you’re not in it
And I don’t want that
I want you right here with me again
But that not going to happen and it kills me
I still think about your everyday
There are times where it feels like you are still here with me,
And then I realise you’re not,
It hits me hard and it kills,
I don’t know how I have managed this long without you,
But I guess I’m doing something right
I still hear your laugh, in my head every time I hear something you would find funny
I still see your smile,
I still love you like crazy,
I wish it was easier for me, I really do
Because I know that you wouldn’t want it to be this hard on me,
But I can’t help it,
You are still my best friend
That will never change,
Not now not ever
Three years, ten years, fifteen, twenty five, fifty, a hundred, thousand million,
Never.
You were the best friend anyone could ever have,
And that will never change,
Our time together will always be in my memory,
And I will always remember you forever, my best friend
My heart breaks this time every year,
But I will be alright.
In time it will get easier, and things will be better,
But until I see your face again I will always miss you more than words can say
More than anything in the entire world,
Anyways I guess I should stop rambling,
Basically I still love you more than anything,
I still miss you more then you will ever know,
And I still need you more then I would like you admit,
Keep watching over me, because I really need it,
And I will see you soon buddy,
I love you, I miss you, and I need you, my best friend.

 

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Our Song
Be kind when you rewind the story how the two of us
Sometimes you wish it was a little more mysterious
When you look at me with your cinematic eyes
I wanna play the part but I forget the lines
I do it all the time
I never get it right
One day when you replay the slideshow we know
Pictures won't show villians and heroes
It's just me keeping time with you
Butter knife's dull but it still cuts through
We never were
We'll never be
Strangers kissing in the pouring rain
Chasing after your leaving train
But we know that's not how our song goes
Ohh
You're a waitress in a cocktail bar
And I'll save you cause I'm a big rock star
But we know that's not how our song goes
It goes like this
You didn't like my friends and your mom didn't trust me
I thought I was slick but my moves were rusty
Bought you a 12 pack promised you sushi
Sorry if I wasn't straight out of a movie
We never were
We'll never be
Strangers kissing in the pouring rain
Chasing after your leaving train
But we know that's not how our song goes
Ohh
You're a waitress in a cocktail bar
And I'll save you cause I'm a big rock star
But we know that's not how our song goes
Be kind when you rewind the story of the two of us
Sometimes you wish it was a little more mysterious
When you look at me with your cinematic eyes
I wanna play the part but I'm messing up the lines
We never were
We'll never be
Strangers kissing in the pouring rain
Chasing after your leaving train
But we know that's not how our song goes
Ohh
You're a waitress in a cocktail bar
And I'll save you cause I'm a big rock star
But we know that's not how our song goes
It goes like this
 

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If actions spoke louder than words, you'd have made me deaf by now
You make it seem so easy to love me for who I really am, am.
It'd break my heart, if we fell apart.
It'd be so hard to let you go
It'd break my heart, if we fell apart.
It'd be so hard to watch you go
So let's not dwell on all those things we should of said
As piece by piece I can pick you up off of my floor (off my floor)
So let's not dwell on all those things we should of said
As piece by piece I can pick you up off of my floor (off my floor)
It's so crazy how it'd make my week just to hear them mention your name
Is it so hard to understand how you've got me right in the palm of your hand?
It'd break my heart, if we fell apart.
It'd be so hard to let you go
It'd break my heart, if we fell apart.
It'd be so hard to watch you go
So let's not dwell on all those things we should of said
As piece by piece I can pick you up off of my floor (off my floor)
So let's not dwell on all those things we should of said
As piece by piece I can pick you up off of my floor (off my floor)
You're first and foremost, you're always on my mind
Through the songs that I'll sing I'll give you my heart
 

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getting into you
I've been a liar and I'll never amount to
The kind of person you deserve to worship you
You say you will not dwell on what I did but rather what I do you say
I love you and that's what you are getting yourself into
 

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coming up....
3 years,
it's bullshit.
 

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the other day,
it was like you were real again,
like you never left me,
like it would haven been before,
like we had never spent anytime apart,
and just as fast as that feeling came,
it was gone,
reality hit, and there was pain.
 

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I'll Be...
yeah right,
real life doesn't work that way.
 

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No little boy,
thats not how it works.
 

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