Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause

You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

(Give you everything)
(Give you all of me)

WOULD YOU RATHER?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue?:nose.
2. Be serious or be funny?: funnyy
3. Drink whole or skim milk?: skim
4. Die in a fire or drown?: neither, but I guess drown
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?: parents. who would want to spend time with their enemies?

DO YOU PREFER
1. Flowers or candy?: flowerss
2. Gray or black?: grey
3. Color or Black and white photos? Umm doesn’t really matter actually
4. Lust or love?: love.
5. Sunrise or sunset?: sunset
6. M&Ms or Skittles?: skittles
7. Staying up late or waking up early?: staying up late

DO YOU PREFER
1. Sun or moon?: love the sun, cause I can tan but I also love the moon… its so romantic
2. Winter or Fall?: fall, but like winter too.. so both
3. Left or right?: right
4. Sunny or rainy?: sunny but I love it when its raining, and just that feeling that you get when your home and watching the rain haha I love it
5. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? vanillaaa

ABOUT YOU
1. What time is it? 1:25 am
2. First Name?: diva
3. Where do you want to live?: somewhere really beautiful and warm. Somewhere where its near an ocean or is like on an island
4. How many kids do you want? I’d want one or two
5. You want to get married?: hah yes, who doesn’t

UNIQUE
1. Nervous habit: move a lot, forget what I was saying lol
2. Are you double jointed?: yee
4. Can you raise one eyebrow? yes
5. Can you cross your eyes?: yup
6. Do you make your bed daily? Hah noo

RANDOM
1. Which shoe goes on first?: the right
2. Ever thrown a shoe at someone? hahaha yes.

OTHER
1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: twirl
2. Favorite ice cream?: cookie dough
3. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet?: 2
4. Do you cook?: not often

IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU?
1. Bought something?: yes a lot of things
2. Sang?: every day
3. Been hugged?: yees
4. Felt stupid?: haha yes
5. Missed someone?: yes, a lot
6. Gotten your hair cut?: no
7. Danced? yup
8. Cried?: yes
9. Lied?: yes

SCHOOL'S NEARLY OVER!
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE IN THE PAST SCHOOLYEAR?

HAVE YOU...

[x] skipped class?
[x] liked a Boy/Girl?
[ ] kissed someone at school?
[x] hugged someone at school?
[ ] started a rumor?
[x almost got a prime-time... but got out of it yay!] gotten a detention?
[ ] cried in school?
[x] made new friends?
[ ] gone to a dance?
[x] been to a pep rally
[ ] been in a pep rally
[x] watched a football game
[x] watched a soccer game
[ ] watched a baseball game
[ ] watched a volleyball game
[x] watched a tennis match
[x] watched a basketball game
[ ]watched a track meet
[ ] watched a wrestling match
[ ] watched a lacrosse game
[ ] fought with a teacher?
[x] got a 100% on a test?
[ ] walked to school
[ ] drove to school
[x] got dropped off at school
[x] heard a rumor about yourself?
[x] had something illegal at school?
[x] missed school when you weren't sick?
[x] failed a test
[x] made up some lame excuse for homework not being done?
[x] the teacher believed your lame excuse?
[x] you like a teacher you have?
[x haha mr weitz eh paige hah ] crushed on a teacher?
[ ] hit on a teacher?
[X] hate a teacher?
[ ] on student council?
[ ] in a club
[ ] got an award?
[x] fallen asleep in school
[x] gotten in trouble for falling asleep in class
[ ] had your phone go off in class
[ ] had your phone taken away?
[x] lied to a teacher?
[x] laughed so hard you cried in class
[ ] eaten lunch in the bathroom?
[ ] liked your yearbook picture?
[x] missed more than a week at once of school
[x] enjoy school?
[X] excited for summer?
[x] taking summer school?
[ ] have a summer job?

haha. k serious now.

Bold = turn ons
and one i added..
italicized = turn off
so basically the ones left normal aren't turn ons or offs, kay? k.


WHEN A GUY IS . . .

taller than you
wears braces
has green eyes
has blue eyes
has brown eyes
drinks alcohol
smokes weed
wears glasses
plays sports
smiles
calls you just to say hi
lets you know he was thinking about you
compliments you
shaves his legs ( ha i rather have a guy who has clean legs, then a fucking bushh.. eww)
wears shorts
wears jewelry
has brown hair
has black hair
has blonde hair
has red hair
wears makeup
can make you laugh at any given moment
loyal
laid back
plays guitar
plays drums
sings ( its cute, but i personaity wouldnt want them to be a good singer .. its i don know ? haha )
nice body (yessssssssssssssssss plusplus.. biggest turn on )
he can draw
skates
smokes cigs
tattoos
wears hollister
piercings
works
pays for you
has long hair
works out
plays with your hair
is younger
is older
holds your hand

im bored out of my fucking mind
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
paige i need you !?!?!

personality
- - -
what is my best trait?

what is my worst trait?

do i tend to show my emotion a lot?

am i easy-going?

do i talk too much?

am i easy to talk to?

could//can you tell me anything//trust me?

appearance
- - -
if you had to compare my face to someone [including famous people] who would you choose?

what would you change about my appearance if you could?

if you could do anything to my hair what would you do to it?

do you think i have a nice style?

am i overweight//underweight?

do you consider me good-looking?

do you consider me attractive?

mentality
- - -
do you think i am emotionally stable?

do i come off too strong?

when you first met me, what kind of first impression did i give off?

how did you meet me?

did you hear about me before meeting me?

do you think i keep too much to myself?

in general, how close are we?

do you consider yourself a friend of mine?

has anyone ever talked about me to you?

have you ever talked to anyone about me?

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What age should you be getting married at?

I know how to make a pot of coffee.
I keep track of dates using a calendar.
I own more than one credit card.
I know how to change the oil.
I know how to do laundry.
I want to vote every election.
I can cook for myself
I think politics are exciting.
I balance my checkbook.
My parents have better things to say than my friends.

Total: 2
I show up for school/college/work everyday early.
I always carry a pen in my purse.
I've never gotten a detention.
I have never gotten completely trashed.
I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
I like to take walks by myself.
I've watched talk shows.
I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
I drink coffee at least once a week.

Total: 8

I know how to do the dishes.
I can count to 10 in another language.
When I say I'm going to do something I do it.
My parents trust me
I can mow the lawn.
I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
I remember to water the plants
I study when I have to.
I pay attention at school/college.
I remember to feed my pets.

Total: 6

I can spell 'experience' without looking it up
I work out on a regular basis.
I clean up my own mess.
The people at Starbucks know me by name.
My favorite kind of food is take out.
The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
I can go to the store without getting something I don't need
I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
I can type quickly.

Total: 5

I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
My only friends are from my place of employment.
I have been to a tupperware party.
I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
I have more bills than I can pay.
All my friends are older than I am.
I can say no to staying out all night.
I use the internet every day.
I can read a book and actually finish it.

Total: 3

OVERAL TOTAL: 24
Subtract from 50
= 26

What would you rather be called?
001. Babe or Baby: Babe
002. Sweetie or Honey: Sweetie
003. Darling or Dear: Darling

This or That
004. hug or kiss: both?
005. white or black: white
006. ground or sky: sky
007. night or day: night
008. pool or hot tub: hot tub
009. love or lust: love
010. you or me: you
011. silver or gold: both
012. left or right: right
013. sunny or rainy: both
014. hot or cold: Hot
015. lake or river: River

Do You
016. eat 3 meals a day: no
017. like someone: yes
018. believe in love at 1st sight: yes
019. like school: no, only sometimes

Have you ever?
020. been camping: yes
021. eaten alligator: No SICK!!
022. gotten in a physical fight: no, well only with my little sister
023. been out of the country: Yes
024. held a grudge for more than a week: Yes
025. killed something: bugs
026. had a mud fight: yeah, when I was little

This or That
027. kissing on the bed or kissing in the rain: Kissing in the rain
028. watching a scary movie or a funny one: scary movie
029. holding hands or being held: both!
030. held at the shoulders or held at the waist: Waist

A-Z

A- AVAILABLE?: yes
B- BEST SPORT?: running/track
C- CRUSH?: topsecret
D- DOGS NAME?:
E- Easiest person(s) to talk to?: paige
F- FAV. COLOR?: purple. green
G- GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS?: bears
H- HOMETOWN?: Moscow russia
F -FAVORITE JUICE?: fruit punch, Yum!
K- KIND OF MUSIC?: Rap, R&B, Soul, and a little bit of everything else.
L- LONGEST CAR RIDE?: 8-9 hours
M- MILK FLAVOR?: hmm don’t know.
N- NUMBER OF SIBLINGS?: 4
O- ONE WISH?: for my future – to be famous for now - too be with him
P- PHOBIA/FEARS?: spiders, dieing, hights, lying and then getting caught! Fuck.
Q- FAV. QUOTE?: what ever happens, happens for a reason. What goes around, comes around.
R- REASON TO SMILE?: my friends and family
S- SONG YOU LAST HEARD: big girls don’t cry – fergie
T- TIME YOU WOKE UP TODAY?: 9:04 am
U- UNKNOWN FACTS ABOUT YOU?: there are few…
V- VEGGIE YOU DONT LIKE?: hmm.. I don’t know, I like them all !
W- WORST HABIT?: hmmm I don’t know lol
X- X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?: 1
Y- YUMMY FOOD? Italian !
Z- Zodiac Sign?: Scorpio

Presently
01. is your hair wet? no
02. is your cell phone right by you? no
03. do you miss someone? yes
05. are you wearing chapstick: yes
07. are you tired: yes
08. are you excited: yes! In 2 hours getting my hair done!
09. are you watching tv: nope
10. are you wearing pajamas: yes

Have You01. recently done anything you regret: yes
02. ever lied: yes
03. ever stuck gum under a desk: Yes
04. ever kick someone?: Yes
05. ever trip over your own feet?: Yes

Today
01. have you cursed: Yes
02. have you yelled at someone: no. not yet
03. have you gotten mad at someone: yes
04. have you cried: no
05. have you called more than 3 people? no
06. have you talked to more than 3 people on msn: no fuck its only 10:35 am

Question and Answers
Q 01: is there a person who is on your mind right now?
A 01: yes there is ! =(
Q 02: where is the last place you went?
A 02: kitchen
Q 03: who is the last person you called?
A 03: audencio
Q 04: who do you like more, your mom or dad?
A 04: i love em both
Q 05: do you have any siblings?
A 05: yes, four
Q 06: do you smile often?
A 06: most of the time
Q 07: do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
A 07: i hope so
Q 08: do you wish on stars?
A 08: everynight
Q 09: do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A 09: nope
Q 10: when did you last cry?
A 10: last night
Q 11: do you like your handwriting?
A 11: sometimes
Q 12: Are you a friendly person?
A 12: heck yes
Q 13: who's bed did you sleep in last night?
A 13: mine
Q 14: what color shirt are you wearing?
A 14: blue
Q 15: do you have any pets?
A 15: no
Q 16: what is the color of your bedsheets?
A 16: purple
Q 17: what were you doing at 3pm yesterday
A 17: I think I was home. Since im sick!
Q 18: I can't wait until...
A 18: summer!
Q 19: look to your right. what's there?
A 19: wall
Q 20: ever cried yourself to sleep?
A 20: yes
Q 22: ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
A 22: yea
Q 23: song that makes you cry or really emotional?
A 23: Sunday drive – the early November, runaway love – ludacris, big girls don’t cry – fergie, glamorous – fergie
Q 24: are you normally a happy person?
A 24: yes, you only life once make the most of it
Q 25: has anyone ever said 'i love you' to you?
A 25: Yes
Q 26: if yes do you think they meant it?
A 26: i hope

Thursday, January 22, 2071
Seconds left to live...2, 013, 239, 440 and counting

please change.

reply with the following:

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Six things you like about me
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Two things about me you want to change
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Four memories we have shared
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Three dumb things i have ever said to you
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Two things that you know i couldn't live without
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One honest opinion about me
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Girl Confessions.
Bold the ones that apply to you.
Italic the ones that sometimes apply to you.


I do wear make up.
I can't help but look in a mirror if I pass by one.
I occasionally sleep naked.
I wear toe nail polish.
I have cried at a movie theater.
I've purposely talked to a guy my boyfriend didn't like.
I love chocolate covered pretzels.
I like getting flowers.
I've wrecked a car.
I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
I'd do anything for that special guy.
I can get jealous easily.
I love cuddling.
I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
I've gotten a detention.
I've gotten suspended.
I've gotten expelled.
I love to laugh.
I like rock.
I like death/grind/black metal.
I like rap.
I like techno
I carry a purse everywhere.
I carry a bag everywhere.
I'd be lost without my cell phone.
I'd be lost without my mp3/CD player/music in general.
I own/did own a Spice Girls CD.
I own/did own a Britney Spears CD.
I own/did own a boy band CD.
I don't think football is boring.
I love athletic boys.
I love skater boys.
I love punk guys.
I love gangsta guys.
I love emo guys.
I love gothic guys.
I love guys that are just themselves.
I like guys with long hair.
I think guys are confusing.
I've been called a tease.
I've been called a bad influence.
I've been called a slut.
I think lip gloss is better then lipstick.
I can't leave the house without makeup.
I can dance.
I play video games, even when there are other people around.
I say that my friends are the best, and they're important to me.
I want to be with a certain someone right now.
I drink way too much.
I smoke way too much
I have a tattoo.
I have been to more than 5 concerts.
I have more than one bestfriend.
I am a hopeless romantic.
I have loved someone.
I have been heart broken.
I still love him...
I am self-consious.
I love to have a girl’s night