She lights a candle, but she doesn't know why.
She wants to save me, but i'm barely alive.
My soul is thirsty. I just wanna get high.
Make her go away.
Now i'm hitting the wall and she begs me to quit,
And she drags me to church but i'm scared to commit,
And i'm loosing my mind 'cause she hides all my shit.
She wont go away.
If you love me.
Cross your heart and hope that I wont die before the best day of my life.
Just pray for me tonight.
Niel Gaiman:
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
Yeah there's a hole in my soul
But one thing I've learned
For every love letter written
There's another one burned
5 friends online?
yay
nexopia's making of comeback
mother-fucker
two words. hyphenated together to form an insult.
this is my favourite phrase ever
reason 1: it rolls off the tongue, try it, it just goes so smoothly...ITS FANTASTIC
reason 2: it's the first thing that comes to mind when your angry. if you stub your toe, hit your hand with a hammer, lose ten bucks etc etc etc it's usually the first two words that come spilling out of your mouth, and unless your sitting in the middle of church, you don't give a fuck.
i got to thinking, probly cuz im intoxicated but thats a given
i wa thinking that i cannot wait for the zombie apocalypse
seriously...
not because i think it will be fun (even though it will be)
the reason im excited is because all these problems, all these issues in your lives will become so futile and pointless!
"omg i can't believe she went to that party"
"does he like me? then why did he hit on her?"
"i think me and (unsert stereotypical name) are gunna break up"
all these things will no longer matter!
and the worst part is...it would take a fucking apocalypse for you people to realize how absolutely ridiculous some of the things you people bitch about!
cigarette- check
energy drink- check
straw cowboy hat- check
bass guitar- check
amp- check
jam jeans- check
cell phone- check
text messages- fuck
lighter- fuck
im only two things short of making the best of this evening
someone help me out right fukking meow
fuck you alarm clock
how dare you fucking wake me up during an awesome dream
/middle finger
When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long ,long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time
To lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
Then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain
Do you need some time... on your own
Do you need some time... all alone
Everybody needs some time... on their own
Don't you know you need some time... all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you
Sometimes I need some time... on my own
Sometimes I need some time... all alone
Everybody needs some time... on their own
Don't you know you need some time... all alone
And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain
Don't ya think that you need somebody?
Don't ya think that you need someone?
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one...
dictionary.com defines the word "lie" as
"a false statement made with deliberate intent to deceive; an intentional untruth; a falsehood."
it also defines the word "liar" as
"a person that tells lies, a deciever"
its funny how you fit into both of these little definitions