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moments of pain
With every moment of pain now
remember each moment of joy that he brought you
at one point and let it embrace you
and hope that it can bring you strength
in this cold world
We all slip somedays
but never let go
live, love, and always remember.

RIP Colton Drake
 

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yet again a blog
74 Things About Me!
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1. 4th grade teacher's name: i actually dont remember
2. Last words you said to your dad: "love you night"
3. Last song you sang: one by jack johnson i dont remember which one
4. Last person you hugged: Dustin
5. Last thing you laughed at: Me almost falling on ice
6. Last time you said I don't remember: two seconds ago with my teacher
7. Last time you cried: yesterday but tears of joy
8. What color socks are you wearing: yellow with colourful stars
9. What's under your bed?: haha i think like 7 coolers
10. What time did you wake up today: 10:35ish surpisingly
11. Current Taste: umm..sugary from ice cream
12. Current hair: Down and wavy
13. Current annoyance: canker sore on my tongue
14. Current excitement: my new lip ring
15. Current desktop picture?: this sweet picture that warren drew
16. If you could play any instrument?: Guitar
17. Favorite color: blue or red
18. Do you believe in afterlife?: i havent decided
19. How tall are you: 5'3
20. Current favorite word/saying: haha "Durpa Durpa" lol team america
21. Favorite books: twilight
22. Favorite season: winter
23. What is your career going to be like: i wish i knew
24. How many kids do you want: if any one or two

HAVE YOU EVER...
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25. Said "I love you" and meant it: yeah.
26. Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: haha yes me and pookie
27. Been to New York: i wish
28. Been to Florida: nope
29. Been to California: No
30. Been to Hawaii: No.
31. Been to Mexico: yuppperss
32. Been to China: No.
33. Been to Bahamas?: nope
34. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened?: yeah its happened a couple times and its seriously scary
35. What book are you reading now: none
36. Worst feeling in the world: being in so much pain and knowing you can't take or do anything
37. What is the first thing you think when you wake up in the morning?: how warm this bed is and whats the point of getting up
38. How many rings before you answer? 2nd normally
39. Future daughter's name(s): dont know
40. Future son's name(s): dont know
41. What do you sleep with: blankets and one pillow
42. Where are you: at home.
43. Where do you wish you were: in his arms
44. Piercings: 18 total haha.

THE EXTRA STUFF
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45. What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: the good blonde stuff john something
46. What clothes do you sleep in: pj pants and long sleeve shirt
47. Who is the last person that you called?: leah haha
48. Where do you want to get married?: ill decide when i need to
49. If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be: my neck pain
50. Hates: i dislike lots of different things but i dont know what i truly hate..
52. Are you timely or always late: timely for work late for school
53. Do you have a job: yes
54. Do you like being around people: yeah but also i like my time alone
55. Best feeling in the world: when you are warm and cozy in someones arms and you know that your truly perfect here and nothing could make it better
56. Are you a health freak: i wish
57. Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after: i use to.
58. Are you lonely?: a little i miss him right now
59. Ever afraid you'll never get married: Nope
60. Do you want to get married: one day
61. Do you want kids: not sure

THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
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62. Cried: yeah of joy thou
63. Bought something: yup lots
64. Gotten sick: Nope
65. Told someone you loved them: Yeah
67. Have you Moved On: um yes?
68. Talked To Someone: Yes
69. Had a serious talk: Yeah.
70. Missed Someone: yeah..
71. Hugged Someone: yeah.
72. Yelled at Someone: nope
73. Kissed someone: Yea.
74. Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: um nope
 

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Did you know that 80% of UCSD students could not find the error above? Repost this with the title "what's wrong here", and when you click "post ", the answer will be really obvious
 

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Welcome to 2008
WITH 2007 COMING TO AN END;;

1. Have you had any relationships this year?
yes, three
2. Have you had your birthday yet?
yeah this is a dumb question since its the end of the year no i decided i wouldnt have a birthday this year
3. Drank Starbucks?
yes a lot lol
4. Went Camping?
yes out in the middle of no where
5. Met someone special?
yeah
6. Been out of country?
i wish
7. What are you thinking about?
him <3
8. How many people have you gotten into a fight with this year?
hm.. a lot of fake ones with friends but no real fights
1.) Hugged someone?
haha no i dont like contact with people at all, lol yeah lots
2.) Slept in someone else's bed?
haha yeah
3.) Got a job?
yupp and i love it
4.) Loaned out money?
hm if like five dollars count
5.) Gotten in a car accident?
my god yes, i think im on my fifth or so ugh
6.) Gone over your mobile phone bill?
lol not this year! well to my knowledge..lol
7.) Been called a bitch?
Warren lied on his i called him a bitch lots and yes i have
8.) Done something you regret?
haha who hasnt?

LASTS:
Last person you hugged?
Aw i was warrens last hug thats cute, but mine was Dustin
Last person to call you?
Rob
When was the last time you felt stupid?
haha um yesterday? everyday? lol
Who did you last yell at?
random guy from the party who made me mad
What did you do today?
cleaned my room to an extreme it smells very pretty right now

NINE FACTS :
01. Natural hair color?
blonde
02. Initials?
K.I.P
04. Eye color?
Blue
05. Height:
5'3 on the dot!
06. Pets:
2 dogs, patch and pookie and two fish they dont have names
07. Mood:
Happy and crushing
08. Where would you rather be?
with him.
9. What was the last thing you drank?
dr. pepper

NINE THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:
01. Have you ever been in love:
sadly yes
02. Do you believe in love?
more than anything
03. Why did your LAST relationship fail?
um over a text message
04. Have you ever been heartbroken:
yeah
05.Have you broken someones heart?
i hate to say but yes
06. Have you ever fallen for your best friend?
yeah
07. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
lol yeah which is rare
08. Are you afraid of commitment?
i can be to be honest but if it's with someone good then no
09. Have you had more than 5 different serious relationships in your life?
nope not there yet

EMOTIONS
01. Are you missing someone right now?
yeah im missing a few friends right now and well yeah
02. Are you happy?
actually yes
03. Are you eating anything?
shockingly enough no
04. Do you like someone right now?
yeah
05. If you could have anything, what would it be?
um..to be his
FIRSTS:
1. Who was your first prom date?
havent gone to prom
2. Do you still talk to your first love?
yeah
3. What was your first alcoholic drink?
haha raspberry vodka sminoff straight from the bottle lol
4. What was your first job?
Dairy queen! lol
5. What was your first car?
dont have one yet
6. Who was the first person to text you today?
dustin
7. Who is the first person you thought of this morning?
Dustin
8. Who was your first grade teacher?
oh man that was awhile ago...i remember she drove that big truck thats
just on the boarder of alberta and bc like its a huge truck
the wheel was like 7 of me
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
to Seattle i dont think thats how you spell it lol
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?
hey what if i havent snucked out? okay with tod lol
11. Who was your FIRST best friend and are you still friends with them?
Michelle and yes i am
12. Where was your first sleep over?
um. Julianne i think...or at my grandma's
13. Who was the first person you talked to today?
in person? no one yet but by text Dustin
14. Whose wedding were you in the first time?
apparently my parents but i dont remember i was apparently running around haha
15. What was the first thing you did this morning?
rolled over and went back to sleep and then picked up my cell and started replying to texts
16. What was the first concert you ever went to?
The Killers
17. First tattoo or piercing?
my ear which wasn't that long ago i think i was almost 12 crazy hey?
18. First foreign country you went to?
havent
19. Who was the last girl you kissed?
haha Jody on the cheek lol or unless you want a boy then Dustin
20. When was your first detention?
back in grade two i think i punched a boy because he was mean ever since then i havent had one haha
21. What was the first province you lived in?
Alberta
22. Who was the first person to really break your heart?
brandon but he made up for it hes my bestest friend now lol
23. Who was your first roommate?
my parents lol
24. Who will be the first to repost this?
i wonder if im her...? and well probly no one lol
 

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-My Goal-
So this is basically out to all you people from nanaimo and parksville area that know me...
my goal for this summer is to be able to visit for one to two months
i will be hopefully driving out there myself
and going to warped tour
but this is going to be extremely pricey..

my goal for my trip to vancouver island is to have

$5,000+

i know it seems like a lot but that means i can have 1-2 careless months
of fun ill keep you posted how this goal goes.









I'm now most likely not coming to visit
I don't feel like wasting my money on someone who doesn't give
a crap, sorry everyone else.
 

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what girls and real guys should be
From a GUY'S point of view:

We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random
guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle
him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes
without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we
do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at
2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning.


Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, We mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong PERIOD!
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.


Push us down on the couch and make a move once in a while.
We like that aggressiveness about you and we like the unexpected.
When we know you're really happy, it makes us happy too.


Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take Advantage of the mood im in.


LET US PAY FOR YOU!... DON'T "FEEL BAD"
We enjoy doing it (Paying for you). It's expected.
Smile and say "thank you."


Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know nobody's
looking we'll be more impressed.


You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you
don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest
skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.
honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's
just in her pj's. or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up


Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.


Stop using magazines/media as your bible.


Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt,
Brad Pitt, or Taye Diggs is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.


Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/"beautiful"
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with
"Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy"
or whatever else you can think of..on the other hand
I'm not saying I wouldn't like it either ; )


Girls, I cannot stress this enough:
IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY,
DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE. DITCH HIS
SORRY, DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION
SELF, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT
YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT


Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.

ENJOY A GOOD MAN...THEY ARE HARD TO COME
BY IN A DAY AND AGE AS WE LIVE IN WHERE
PEOPLE DON'T GIVE A SHIT....LONESTAR

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you
make them feel. Someone who will stop what they're
doing just to look you in the eyes and say "i love you"
....AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!

Give the nice guys a chance !!

Also girls stop thinking you can be the one to change him around.
I have yet to see a girl change a guy for the better.
Guys repost this if you agree
Girls repost this if you think it's cute

Every guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this,
so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost

Also, nice guy's dont always finish last !!!
 

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-What Clique Are You-
High school sterotypes.

PART ONE
[x] you own at least 5 black shirts
[x] you like skinny jeans
[x] you're listening to music right now
[x] you have painted your fingernails black before
[x] You have more than 300 songs on your ipod/mp3
[ ] Have attempted suicide
[x] Like the color black
[ ] hate girly girls
[ ] Like to be alone
[x] hate popular music
[x] keep hair in front of your face
[ ] give people evil stares
[ ] Hate your parents
[ ] Life sucks for you
[x] have been called emo
[x] Dislike the colors lime green, teal and baby blue
[ ] own thick-rimmed glasses
[x] Complain
[x] Own a studded belt
Total: 12


PART TWO
[x] own more than 10 camis/tanks
[ ] own more than 10 miniskirts
[x] have been called a slut
[x] drink
[ ] You wear dark eye makeup
[x] wore low cut shirts
[x] have been called a tease
[ ] Flirt with everyone
[ ] Go to parties at least once a week
[x] wear tight clothing
[ ] own 5 tube tops
[x] Have posted revealing pictures of yourself on myspace
[x] Like wearing swimsuits so people can see your body
[ ] Sit on the opposite sex lap
[x] Some people dislike you
[ ] Its nice to be naughty
[x] you cuss
Total: 10

PART THREE
[ ] own at least 5 jerseys
[ ] Have 10 trophies
[x] Love sports
[x] Own 3 sweatpants
[x] Dont wear makeup
[ ] Have/ had played lacrosse
[ ] Play more than 3 sports
[ ] Are athletic
[ ] Can play a sport if you've never played it before
[ ] On first string
[ ] You can play Basketball
[ ] You play baseball/softball
[ ] You can play soccer
[ ] You can run track
[ ] You can play football
[ ] Been called a jock
[ ] Have set a record
[ ] Are friends with your coach
[x] Love watching sports
[x] can do 15 sit ups without getting tired
Total: 5

PART FOUR
[ ] own 5 polos
[ ] Own 5 pink tops
[ ] Own at least 5 designer bags
[ ] wear ribbons in you hair or have done
[ ] Love pearls
[ ] like popular music
[x] Read tons of magazines
[x] Love shopping
[ ] Gone to the mall In the past week
[ ] Voted prom queen/king
[x] Dating/dated a jock/slut
[x] Always have your mobile with you
[x] Have more than 50 contacts on your phone
[ ] Hate emo people
[ ] Wear makeup
[ ] Are stupid
[ ] Wear heels
Total: 5

PART 5
[ ] wear your pants on your waist
[x] Wear glasses
[ ] have/had braces
[x] In an advanced class (all Haha)
[ ] On Math team
[ ] Have all A's
[x] Like spending time with your parents
[x] Have been called a nerd
[x] Are sometimes bullied
[ ] LOVE to learn
[ ] Like your teachers
[ ] Watch history channel
[ ] Never go anywhere on the weekends
[x] Have been called weird
[ ] Scared to talk to the opposite sex
[ ] Dont have pics of yourself on myspace
[ ] read a book a month
[x] You read on your last spring break
[x] Have your own website/webpage
[ ] wear pocket protectors
Total: 8


The 5 high school stereotypes are...
Part 1= Emo - 12
Part 2= Slut - 10
Part 3= Jock - 5
Part 4= Girly - 5
Part 5= Nerd - 8

Haha a nerdy emo!
 

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-Which Mean Girl...-
which "mean girl" are you?

REGINA;
You are the most popular girl in school
You know at least three guys that would like to go out with you
You're a big slut
You've cheated on your boyfriend
You've been walked in on doing it
You've come close to dying
You have a nice house
Your car is expensive.
You like to look nice
You have blondish hair.
TOTAL: 4

GRETCHEN;
You're a follower
You have brown hair
You are tanned
You do whatever people say
You let everyone walk all over you
You've been nominated for Prom Queen
At least you're loyal to your friends
You are really small and petite
You have a rich dad
You love your cell phone
TOTAL: 3

KAREN;
You are really stupid
You have failed a test
Nevermind that, you've failed a grade
Nobody really likes you
You try hard to fit in[u]/]
You have dressed up slutty for Halloween
Your popular, but only because you are friends with a popular girl
You have written something like the Burn Book
You feel left out sometimes
You've been on TV
TOTAL: 4

CADY;
You're the new kid in school(not completely now)
You will do anything to be popular
You've tried to steal someone's boyfriend(way in the past)
You've ruined someone's reputation(in the past again)
You are the prom queen
You were born in a foreign country
You've ditched your real friends for the fake popular ones
You don't really know much about music or movies
You are good at math
You've thrown a party
TOTAL: 5

JANICE;
You like art
You're nice to the new kids
You're not popular and don't want to be
People think you're a freak emo just because you dress weird
You're different from everyone else
You've been lied to/ditched
You've gotten revenge
Someone has started a rumour about you that you were a lesbian
You've had your reputation ruined
You used to be friends with a popular girl
TOTAL: 9

Haha, Janice.
 

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-The Sex Game-
This is called the "Sex GAME"


Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you...
put an x in the box


[ ] I want your number
[ ] Pretty/Cute
[ ] Hottie
[ ] Sexy
[ ] Gorgeous
[ ] Amazingly Beautiful
[ ] I'd take you home in a second
[ ] I'd make out with you right now
[ ] I'd Hit it
[ ] I love you
[ ] Wanna hook up?


Dear _________,
I ____ you.
You have a nice ______.
You make me _______.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You + me = ________.
If I saw you now I'd __________.
I want to ________ you.
I would build a _______ just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
We could __________ under the stars.
Love,
_______________

(P.S. ______________.)



Would you kiss me?
[ ] Hell Yea
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] Maybe
[ ] already did

Would you do me?
[ ] In an instant!
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] Maybe
[ ]you look to sweet to screw
[ ] already did

Am I attractive?
[ ] Heck no
[ ] hot as Hell
[ ] Fine
[ ] Cute
[ ] Okay I think ur pretty
[ ] Sexy
[ ] Ugly!

Do you think im a virgin?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] Don't know

Name one thing you would like to do to me...
________________________


I look like..
[ ] A player
[ ] One time thing
[ ] Next bf/gf


If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] maybe

Would you rather..
[ ] Hook up with me
[ ] Cuddle with me
[ ] Date me
[ ] Marry me
[ ] Friends

What kind of underwear are you wearing right now?
[ ] boxers
[ ] whitie tighties
[ ] thongs
[ ] granny panties
[ ] boy shorts
[ ] none

On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me..
[ ] 1
[ ] 2
[ ] 3
[ ] 4
[ ] 5
[ ] 6
[ ] 7
[ ] 8
[ ] 9
[ ] 10


Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No


What would you want me to be to you?
[ ] Friend
[ ] girlfriend/Boy friend
[ ] Friend with benefits
 

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lol!
you know you live in Grande Prairie when...
1. "Vacation" means going to Calgary for the weekend.
2. You measure distance in hours.
3. You often switch from "A/C" to "HEAT" in the same day.
4. You know several people who have hit deer more than once.
5. You use a down comforter in the summer.
6. Your grandparents drive at 100 km/h through four meters of snow during a blizzard, without flinching.
7. You carry jumper cables in your car and your girlfriend knows how to use them.
8. You design your kid's Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit.
9. Driving is better in the winter because the potholes are filled.
10. You know both seasons: Winter and construction.
11. You are bundled up in three sweaters, a parka, ski pants, a touque, two pairs of mittens, boots past your knees in 3 feet of snow in a -35 (-8000 with the windchill) blizzard, your eyelashes are frozen together, your nose is running, you can't feel your toes, and you still stop at 7Eleven for a Slurpee on the way home.
12. You actually understand these jokes
 

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You Know You Live in 2007 When;
1. You go to a party, sit down and take Nexopia pics.
2. You havent played solitaire with real cards in years.
3. The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they don't have Msn/Nexopia.
4. You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the button on the TV.
6. Your evening activity; the computer
7. You read this list, and keep nodding and smiling.
8. You think about how stupid you are for reading this.
9. You were too busy to notice number five.
10. You actually scrolled back up to check if there was a number five.
11. And now you're laughing at your stupidity.
12. Repost if you fell for it. You know you did..
 

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haha i thought this was funny
Redneck--
[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[ ] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[x] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[x] Do you like to get dirty?
[ ] Do you like country music?
[ ] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[x] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[ ] Do you live on more then 2 acres?
[x] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
Total X: 4

-Goth--
[x] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[x] Is most of your clothing dark?
[ ] Do you think about death often?
[ ] Do you want to die?
[x] Are you a social outcast?
[x] Are you pale?
[x] Do you like Hot Topic?
[x] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies?
[ ] Are you mean?
Total X: 6

--Punk--
[x] Can you skateboard
[x] Do you wear Vans?
[x] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[ ] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?
[ ] Do you watch the x-games?
[x] Do you have any piercings?
[x] Do you like/wear mohawks?
[x] Do you wear Band t-shirts?
[x] Have you called someone a poser?
Total X: 7

--Prep--
[ ] Do you say the word "like"?
[ ] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/Aero?
[ ] Do you pop the collar?
[ ] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?
[ ] Is the only nerd u like Seth Cohen?
[ ] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?
[ ]you like pop music?
[x]Do you want/have a little dog?
Total X: 1

-Hippie--
[x] Is your hair long?
[ ] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[x]DoYou want to save the animals?
[x]Do you think war is unneccesary?
[x]Do you like classic rock/trippy music?
[ ] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[ ] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
Total X: 4

--Gangsta--
[ ] Do you act ghetto?
[ ]Do you wear do-rags?(on my wrists)
[ ] Do you like hip-hop?
[ ] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?
[ ] Do you believe he's alive?
[ ] Do you like afros?
[ ] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?
[x] Do you like to dance?
[ ] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?
Total X: 1

--Emo-
[ ]Do you cry often?
[x] Do you wear hoodies?
[x]Do you like soft music?
[x]Do people not understand you?
[x]Do you write your own poems?
[x]Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark?
[ ]Do you cut your hair?
[ ] Are you lonely?
[ ] Is "Ohio is for lovers" by Hawthorne Heights, a good song?
Total X: 5

-Surfer--
[ ] Do you surf?
[x] Do you wear flip flops year-round?[not during the winter since we have four feet of snow but i go bare foot around my house]
[x]Is your hair shaggy?
[ ] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[x] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[ ] Are you tan?
[x] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[x] Do you hate tourists?
Total X: 5

-Geek-
[x]Do you wear glasses?
[x] Do you get good grades?
[ ] Do you use an inhaler?
[ ] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
[ ] Does your mom pick out your clothes?
[x] Are you on the computer often?
[x] Do you ever get picked on?
[x] Do you look forward to goin to school?
[x] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[x] Do you play video games?
Total X: 7

lol i cant be just one of them sorry/ lol