Are you ready for a long survey that actually has some new questions?
yepp

First off, you like boys right?
rogerrrrr that

Ever kissed a Mike, Kevin, or Nick?
A mike and kevin.

Do you tend to fall for players?
Nope, not usuallyy

Will you have a boyfriend in 2 months?
i hope not.

Have you ever had a best friend?
obviously. ive had the same one for 10 years.

What does the song you're listening to remind you of?
lindseyy keller because its by hope and its cute and so is she

Last person you talked on the phone with?
taylor.

What did you do today?
mm, woke up & showered & things. and then went out for lunch& coffee with sam, then came home and hung out. then went grocery shopping & out for coffee with my papa.

Where was your default picture taken?
grad i think? i dont even remember what it is haha

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
i couldnt sleep in.

If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
Thinking.

Tell your feelings or hide?
bitt of both. if it makes for an awkward conversation then i wont say anythinng

Are you a morning person or a night person?
night definately.

Do you want to get married?
im not really sure. i never wanted to before, but maybe it would be okayy.

What were you doing at 1am this morning?
watching house

ONE FACT: About the person you fell hardest for?
i should have known better, thats for suure

WHAT: Happened at 9:00 am today?
i was layinn in bed trying to fall back asleep!

WHEN WAS: The last time you really laughed?
earlierr @ lunch w/ sam.

Do you buy blank cds?
yess

Do you own any powerpuff girl stuff?
ahahah noo.

Bad boys or Good boys?
i dont want either. someone in the middle

Do you own a skateboard?
noo

Will this weekend be a good one?
oh yeah, filled wiith work. but lunch w/ acaylia will be wonderful! xox

Which shoe do you put on first?
whichever one is closest?

Do you think your life story would make a great movie?
hahaa. it'd be interesting.

How many GOOD books have you read, that you would read over and over ?
a few for sure.

If you could pick someone to just "disappear" and nobody would care..who?
hahaha. noone everyone can stay

Have you ever written anything on a bathroom wall or door while your going washroom?
once at the mall about someone. i scratched it out right away cuz i felt bad

Do you keep your friends close, but your enemies closer?
i dont think i have any enemiess.

Who was your last hug?
sam!

Were you going out with the last person you kissed?
No.

Would you get back with your last ex if they asked you?
No.

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
sean.

What are you listening to right now?
i'll be missing you - p diddy & faith evans.

Name a lyric from the song you're playing:
give anything to hear half your breath, i know you're still livin your life after death.

What was the best thing that happened today?
My dad took me out for coffee & to talk

What can't you wait for?
my life to start. or well, more me figuring out what i want to do with my life

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
No.

Do you think you ruined your chances with someone?
No.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
yesss

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Lol oh yes.

What is something you currently want right now?
moooney!

Have you ever been punched by the opposite sex?
not like, angry punched.

Who knows you the best?
sean

Promise you won't lie?
I guessss

Have you kissed anyone in the past 10 days?
yessir

Last person you shared food with?
sam

Have you been a happy, angry, or sad person lately?
All three actuallyy

Did you speak with your father today?
Yepp we went grocery shoppping

Do you think you can love someone without trusting them?
mm, i think you can fall inlove with someone, and stop trusting them at some point. but. i dont think i could fall inlove with anyone i didnt trust

Are you shy?
not really.

Could things possibly get any better?
ha! definately.

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
nope i actually didnt for once.

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
Jeans.

Can you see a cat from where you're sitting?
NO.

Do you ever crack your knuckles/ back/ ankles/ wrists/ etc?
all of them!

Do you love the last person you called today?
i havent called anyone today i dont think but i love the last person that called me today! haha

Could you date someone taller than you?
i couldnt date anyone shorter than me.. lol

Do you like your life right now?
It's got its ups and downs.!

You're thinking about someone, aren't you?
nope :).

Was today better than yesterday?
yes, i didnt work today

What color shirt are you wearing?
white!

Do you straighten your hair often?
yess

Who was the last person you saw in person?
pops

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
earlier sam told me haha

Is anyone on your bad side?
meh. nope ive turned over a new leaf no grudges. not even against tasha.

Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?
yess. lol

Ever been lied to by someone you thought would never lie to you?
mmhm. everyone lies at some point.

Why did you ignore the last person you ignored?
i dont even know who the last person i ignoredd is.

Have you ever made out in a movie theater?
yess.

Ever given your all to someone who walked away?
NEVER give it all away.

Last person you talked to on the phone?
taylor.

Have you ever liked someone that had a boyfriend/girlfriend?
it happens. its not fun.

Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
Haha, yes.

Are you currently in love?
Nope.

You just got the news that your best friend died, you then?
well considering i was at the hospital when it happend.. i freaked the fuck out obviously. thats a dumb question.

Is there anybody you would like to get back together with?
haaa no.

Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?
yess i suppose so? i dont hate him or anything lol

Do you miss anyone?
nathan.

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
no

Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
Sometimes.

Whats irritating you right now?
my little brother.

Are you listening to music right now?
bring me flowers - hope

First time you kissed the last person you kissed?
it was teh first and last time haha, annd im not sure. like a weekish ago?

Do you have a best friend?
A few.

In the past week have you gotten sick?
yeah a little.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
i have 2!

Do you ever keep arguing when you know you're wrong?
no lol

What does your second text say?
mike - we should definately go out together more often! lol

What about your 69th text?
im DEF. not counting that far down..

How do you think your latest ex feels about you?
bahaha. he wants to be friends. mmm no thanks.

What are you listening to?
still bring me flowers.. lol

What makes you laugh?
lots!

Get asked anything ridiculous lately?
Not that I can think of..

Do you like to cuddle?
Yeah!

How many different people of the opposite sex have you really cried over?
probably lots.. i get emotional easily sometimes haha

When you think of the rainbow, what pops in your head?
prettty!

Do you hate the last girl you were talking to? Who was it?
no i definately do not hate acaylia

Do you hate the last boy you were talking to? Who was it?
i dont hate mike either.

When is the last time you took a nap?
its been a while!

GRAB YOUR PHONE:

1. What color?
grey and black

2. Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
Mac

3. Who's the last person you called?
amanda

4. Who was your last missed call from?
keely

5. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under A?
acaylia

6. Who's speed dial 2?:
sam

7. Who's the 3rd person who comes up under D?
damon

8. Who was your last received call from?:
sean

9. Who's speed dial number 4?:
sean

10. What is your background?
me n jamie

11. How many text messages are currently in your inbox?
83

12. Who's speed dial #1?
Voicemail

13. What's the 5th message say in your inbox?
"that is so sweet, put shrimp on the baabiii!" - sean haha

14. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?
Baby brother

15. Who was your last text message from?
sean

16. Name every person you have text messages from in your inbox
sean shelby amanda ben sam jos joe keely facebook jamie jacob garrett

17. What does your 6th message say ?
"i love you! man i just biffed it down the stairs and now my knee is bleeding and it hurts to walk" - shelby hahaha

18. Whos the 9th person on your missed calls?
no one i just got this phone yesterday =]

19. Who are most of your texts from
sean

20. What does your 21st message say?
"man i can't stop laughing im such a retard" - sean

21. Who is the last name in your Phonebook?
wes brigggs

22. Who is the first person under the letter L?
laura

23. Who is the last person under G?
greg

24. What does your first text message in your inbox say?
"first new text! " -keely

25. Who is the third person under K?
kandis cousinn

26. What kind of phone do you have?
Samsung somethinn

QUIZ

1. how is everything in your life right now?
lookin up

2. In general are you happy?
yee

3. have you been hurt in the last month?
No

4.when was the last time you cried ?
at cams like a week ago.

5.would you say your in love ?
no.

6. Do you really like someone ?
Yea

7. whats was the saddest part of your life so far?
dad.

8. Have you ever been backstabbed?
not literally.

9. If you could run away and go anywhere you wanted where would you go?
australia

10. are you satisfied with your looks?
yeah. im fine. haha


Choose three people but dont say there names ,
and write something you wish you could say to them:
1. i wish you would stop saying stupid shit, and back off and leave people alone. you are disgusting and you are just making a hard situation even worse.
2. you are my best friend, and have been for over half our lives. i love you like a brotherr.<3
3. You. drive. me. fucking. NUTS. but i love you. wierd
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1. how long have you know one for ?
Grade 9 or 10

2. has two ever hurt you?
Nope

3. does three mean alot to you?
Yup

4. Would you ever marry one?
Lol um gross.

5. could you ever see one and three dating?
no.

6. ever kissed number two?
On the cheek =]

7. would you take a knife for number two ?
yes, but itd hurt.

8. desribe one in one word.
shes got the clap.

9. desribe three in one word.
cute

10. Which one means more to you. be honest.
2,


1.what are ten thoughts going through your heead.
- I need my licence back
- i need mega money to get my licence back
- australia with sam???
- work in 7 hours
- need sleep
- cole =]
- new music
- food/
- i need to do laundry.
- black balloon.


Answer this last question.

whats more important to you
looks or personality?
it would be nice to say looks were just superficial and not actually important, but no ones wants a fugly bf. BUT. personality is double as important. gotta make ya laugh =]

Do you plan on falling in love in 2009?
probably not.. im gonna die alone.

Do you trust people easily?
fuck people

Would you rather it be sunny or rainy ?
rain. it reminds me of tears.. and i love to cry.

Does it bother you when your friends bring up your past mistakes?
no.. my whole life was a mistake.. and what friends..?

Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
uh i lost my licence.. thanks for bringing that up.

Is there a person who knows every thing or almost everything about you?
no one cares enough to get to know me.

Do you plan on moving out within the next year or two?
ive lready been kicked out.. but thanks for bringing that up as well.

When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
i dont even know what sex i am... so i dunno how to answer that..

What were you doing at midnight last night ?
crying. my p.o told me i shouldnt tell anyone what i was doing..

Has anyone ever told you they love you?
why would they?

Do you miss the way things used to be?
things have always been the same... my life sucks.

How many pills do you take a day?
i use to take birth control.. but no one wants to have sex with me cuz im gross.. so now i only take prozak

Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
yeah, i dont like being inappropriately touched by old men.. but ya gotta do what ya gotta do.

Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous?
who would be jealous of me?

Would you take a bullet for anyone?
yes, any chance i get.. i would shoot myself if i had a gun.

Have you ever broken a window on purpose?
Nope but plenty of mirrors

In one word, how do you feel right now?
death.

Are you excited for 2009?
yes, its gonna be my last one.

What do you want for your next birthday?
die.

Where did you get the shirt you're weariing?
off of some hobos back maaa fuckaaaaa

Where is your cellphone?
i disconected it cuz it just never rang.

Whose voice do you currently hear?
the voice in my head. i named her spike.

You have 10 grand, what do you do with it ?
buy a REALLY nice gun

Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?
no one will kiss me... thanks for bringing yet another bad thing about me up.

Who was the last baby you held?
no one lets me touch their children..wihtout an oficer present.

What are you most excited about this week?
death.

What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
planning my death.

Do you like pancakes?
i dont eat.

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Nope . i hate everyone.

Do you like surprises?
no.

Do you trust all your friends?
what friends... THANKS AGAIN...

Name two facts about the pants you are wearing?
im the only one who will ever take them off... they havent been washed in 6 months.

How have you felt today?
pretty good =]

Where will you be in an hour?
hangin from a cieling fan, spinnin round and round and round

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
happy

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
i dont get to have conversations with guys.. they leave whenever they see me..

Last night you felt?
horny.

Who are all the people you have text messages from in your phone?
no phone. no friends no texts

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
NO PHONE.

If you're being extremely quiet what's it mean?
im happy

Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
never been kissed

Last time you laughed?
may, 1999

If you could seek revenge on someone, would you? and who would it be?
yes, i would slap my mother across the face for not having me aborted

Last argument?
no one talks to me. but i had got into a HUGE fight with myself earlier. slut.

Have you ever stripped for money?
no, but people have paid me to put my clothes back on.

Last nap?
sleep is for the weak

Would your parents be mad if you got pregnant today?
they would laugh.. cuz that would never happen.

Excited about anything?
what is there in this world to get excited about?

Who was the first person you heard this morning?
myself..

Is there someone you'd like to fix things with?
nah. the family of that guy i killed.

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
no cuz theres no reason i should be here today.

If you could push one person off a cliff, who would it be?
myself.

Have you ever liked someone that treated you like crap?
Yup thats how i like it.

Has anyone disappointed you lately?
myself. i suck.

What are you listening to?
swedish death metal.

If someone likes you would you want them to tell you?
thats never going to happen.

Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
if i had one to celebrate then maybe..

What did you do yesterday ?
bought rope

Have you ever stayed in a hotel?
the one where i tried to kill myself. they had to get new carpets

What is in your pocket?
razors

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
being alive.

Name some things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship?
sex

If your doctor said you were pregnant, what would you do?
smoke crack, get drunk. who knows

What is something you wish you had more of?
teeth

Do you think you are a good person?
no.

Do you believe that you can change for someone?
no. ive tried.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a B?
never been kissed. again, thank you.

Would you get married right now if you could?
wlel i cant so i guess not.



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BUYAGGHHHHHHHH
i actually love my life.. just had a little too much time on my hands