They call me Blaine
I was born on 15/08/1989
Brown hair + Brown eyes
Middle Child
I was born on 15/08/1989
Brown hair + Brown eyes
Middle Child
I'm a walking contradiction. I know what I have been and what I am at this very moment. What I am now and what I will be in days, hours, even minutes from now are completely two different things. I'm just down to earth, fun, and outgoing. (And of course... HOT! duhh) I'm a dreamer, sarcastic and witty. I like to be eccentric, but then sometimes conservative. Sometimes I love being the center of attention, other times I hate publicity. I hate drama (he said she said shit), but yet it finds me. I can spend one day all day reading in the library, and the next day raving for 12 hours straight. I hate artificial orange flavoring. I've broken many laws, and have gotten caught a few times. I'll do anything twice. I know how to get what I want, and usually I do. I think making out in a public area is trashy, and I'll do it. Being creative and successful at the same time is really hot. I don't give homeless people change on the streets. I get bored with things extremely fast. I like change. If something can’t keep me intrigued, it’s done with. My mind runs at a creative pace. When I sense something that inspires me I take it and go. I don’t stop to think about things like that. Emotions are different, though. I can think of how pissed I am, how madly annoyed I am, or how wonderfully in love I am for days at a time. I hold grudges. Feelings aren’t a joke to me. I’m emotional, but I’m not “emo”. I contradict myself all the time. One minute I think one way and the next I think another. I don’t remember things. I have a very short-term memory, but I can remember long-term details. I’m manipulative. I like things done to my convenience, but I don’t take advantage of anyone. I don’t like vagueness. I hate when people beat around the bush in an effort to avoid things. Just speak! It’s what you have an oral orifice, a tongue, and vocal cords for!!! There are few whom I consider friends, I don’t have a lot of them, only acquaintances. I love people who can make me laugh, who can make me cry, people who can act like total dorks with me, who can love, and who can just be human. The stars fascinate me. So does the idea of life somewhere other than on our beloved self-absorbed human infested planet. I don’t have a favorite anything but I use that word a lot. People who are stuck in a rut annoy me. Unoriginality = dull, predictable, uninteresting, and just normal. I don’t know if many people like me and frankly; I don’t care. I’m the way I am because I can be. I dress the way I do because I can. I act the way I do because that’s how I feel like acting. I don’t live to please. I like walks at 2 in the morning just because the air smells better then. I’m needy and selfish. I don’t share much of anything. I am a chaotic agnostic. I am able to worship any religion, and set my morals and ethics to such a religion, at any given moment… We’re all different; we see things differently, and comprehend things differently so it’s only natural that we view and find god in different ways. I hate people who impose their religion on others. Everyone has a right to find god at his or her own time. I don’t believe in hell. If anything Earth is hell, welcome to it. Live and learn. Move on. I love many shades of blue and dark shades of red. I love rain especially light summer showers. I love hanging out with my friends, going to parties. I don’t fear death…I have climbed to a certain ledge in life; one that you can never climb down from… only back away from the edge. At any moment I could run a few steps forward and fall right off it. I love chocolate covered strawberries and chewy gummy worms. I love to be in love. And it breaks my heart quite often. Simple things in nature make me smile. I meet cool people, and have fun too! What's more to love? People say that I get full of myself because I am actually registered as a lethal weapon through international policies with South Korea and everything... I don't think so... it’s just that it took me forever to get it and the training was a bitch; so I feel I have some bragging rights. I always strive to do my best with my grades... though they normally aren’t all that hot. I'm a perfectionist and want to do the best I can do, though I often do get sidetracked. I feel like I'm doing something productive with life. I’m ever changing. I'd say I'm complex. But that would just be like telling you I'm a human being; everyone is complex if you try and get to know them.
People who I'd like to meet:
Anyone who is so incredibly weird, who doesn't care what you think if they say or ask something that's so absolutely dumb, interesting, random, anything! People that make me question things someone who doesn¡¯t run away from what they feel. People who will ask me the strangest, most interesting questions that anyone could possibly come up with. People who live by the belief that being spontaneous can have drastic, or wonderful results. People who aren't afraid to speak their mind. Anyone who makes me want to be a better person. I'm definitely not going to say I want to meet everyone cause frankly I don't like everybody. I'm quick to judge appearances so prove me otherwise. Back the hell up if you brag about your drinking and smoking and getting high, mmk?
Anyone who is so incredibly weird, who doesn't care what you think if they say or ask something that's so absolutely dumb, interesting, random, anything! People that make me question things someone who doesn¡¯t run away from what they feel. People who will ask me the strangest, most interesting questions that anyone could possibly come up with. People who live by the belief that being spontaneous can have drastic, or wonderful results. People who aren't afraid to speak their mind. Anyone who makes me want to be a better person. I'm definitely not going to say I want to meet everyone cause frankly I don't like everybody. I'm quick to judge appearances so prove me otherwise. Back the hell up if you brag about your drinking and smoking and getting high, mmk?