Im just gonna put a bunch of random poems on here... some r kinda songish.. cause thats what they r meant for... they rn't finished either but w/e...
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i tryed
to hide
everbody
starts to fade
words
hollow
broken
deffective..
like my mind
as i stare to a thousand eyes
and everyone whispers-thier-lies.
close up my eyes,
pick up the pain.
time to start over
everthin to gain.
anywere is better
than next-to-these-lies.
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leave behind everything i ever wanted,
and block out all that care,
because i don't.
when i breath i feel empty,
to stop i would be whole.
so tonight i perfect my being,
and bring it all together.
in the end,
i am were i belong.
words can not describe the suffering.
for most they need friends,
for me im better off alone.
dragging the rest down with me,
i feel empty.
to leave without a trace,
without a word,
or letter,
is to perfect myself.
and so it goes...
bring me to my knees
and bleed away the life i don't need.
refill with all that i never wanted.
...forever alone...
the parisite, the disease, the plauge.
all that i am...
im cold, im ugly, im the meaningless word.
im a lier, a sinner, a degraded bastard.
an asshole, a hater, all that i have masterd.
now empty, hollow, pathetic and descracefull.
ill leave u what i wanted.
that i never had.
that u will take for granted.
a meaning, a word, a needed piece of self.
the soul, the heart, and blood of life.
choice, thought, imagination.
what was taken from me.
what i wanted.
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wtf is goin on,
u talk as i new it all along.
who am i,
i don't want another lie.
just wanna get away..
u don't need to tell me what to say.
i am so ashamed,
the voices were never wrong.
they were right all along.
im not worth your trouble...
im buryed benieth the rubble.
don't tear me free,
leave me be..
i fucking hate me!!
//bac//now u fucking hate me!
u need to leave this place...
just stay away!
//bac//im fucking hopless!!!
get away! just get away!
the blood was always free..
now ur love is out of reach.
now i fall to the floor
shaking uncontolably..
the tears r endless..
i can't let go...
i tryed so hard..
and got so far..
but in the end.
im worse than i began..
it never gets better.
these things i see,
screeming at me.
so cold..
disasterus...
i can't hold a word im put to...
a loser..
how pathetic...
so hated..
i close my eyes,
with blood in my hands..
everything starts to fade,
i start open up again..
wtf is goin on,
u talk as i new it all along.
who am i,
i don't want another lie.
just wanna get away..
u don't need to tell me what to say.
i am so ashamed,
and the voices were never wrong.
they were right all along.
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Im bleeding my lungs,
of words of thought.
Im bleeding my wounds,
the blood wont stop.
My blood runs cold,
My skin turns pail,
My heart will fail,
Clawing for Grip,
Everyone let me Slip.
Step back to the Wall,
Everyone let me Fall.
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i have something to say,
tho it feels like my words r broken.
everytime i speak,
u walk away, just walk away from me...
i tryed to give u warning...
u should have listend to me..
im on the last step,
please listen to my words,
b4 i snap and my world falls down on me...
i love u...
u never hear those words...
they seem to break,
b4 they reach your ear..
taking my last step,
the rope in my hand,
reaching for my head,
it slides around my neck...
tho u never see/u never hear...
i have something to say,
tho it feels like my words r broken.
everytime i speak,
u walk away, just walk away from me...
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holdin my baby's hand,
walk the streets of a ruin town.
here comes the rain again,
our hair soked,
we walk hand in hand..
drenched in my lovers blood,
and tears of the skies.
lay next to my only one,
wondern who i am.
here comes the pain again,
flowing from my scars.
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memories, pass me bye.
they all tell a lie..
waiting to wake again.
but the scream never end.
i lived in her arms,
but never in her heart.
she seemed so sweet but then
memories, spoke thier lies...
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watch and see,
this is only a dream.
these memories,
r not mine.
wake me,
b4 it ends...
holding my babe again,
i stair in to her eyes.
nothing but pain again,
speaking through the lies.
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memories, pass me bye.
they all tell a lie..
waiting to wake again.
but the scream never end.
i lived in her arms,
but never in her heart.
she seemed so sweet but then
memories, spoke thier lies...
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accepting the pain was real.
walk away,
live the past.
remember what i feel,
as i slide my head threw the rope.
taking my bow.
falling from edge,
where i hang.
showing u how i feel...
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three bones a finger and a broken heart.
ill lend these to u for a day apart.
if needed take some blood and stay away.
i save my words for another day.
u steal them from me
break me down.
i lie there crying,
can't take much more..
i lay back
giving my hand some slack
driving it into my ribs
blood drips down
it seeks my lips
i pull out 3 bones
that guard my heart..
taking my knife i slide it in,
digging deeper still, i circle my heart.
extencive blood serounds my spot
the blade slips and a figures gone.
as i fall to sleep my heart drops out,
three bones a fingure and a broken heart.
lay together for u.
i pass on to the next world
666 miles of broken glass
ill never last..
i walk this pase
i fall with grace.
my blood paid
iv given u all i owe.
-get me a-way-from-me,
take me away,
a-way,
from me..-x2
u were never real..
like a mist without emotion...
u were never real..
like a mist without a soul...
a pound of hoplessness
and a fake real smile.
i walk the road of broken glass
i know i can't last
falling bac.
i reach my home
pushed aside by time
for the next broken heart
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-All i needed is..
Five minutes to releave.bleeding.
Im dreaming,
Of a day im not deciving.
Your eyes
I die...-
You can't see
What you have done to me..
I have walked
Out of site for so long..
You can't help
What you can't see,
I hide im my dream...
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Im falling down...
benieth the scaraping sound...
Of. nails. on. chalk. boards.,
and blood wrighting on the walls...
Im still falling,
Im still bleeding...
Im falling down...
Benieth the scaraping sound...
Of blades on skin,
and blood falling. to. the. ground...
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-Choke-
My blood runs cold..
My eyes turn pail..
My skin to dust..
But im still bleeding...
My blood runs cold..
My eyes turn pail..
My skin to dust..
But im still bleeding...
-Choke-
So im not. the. greatest. guy.
Maybe. ill go choke the sky.
Maybe. ill just curle up and die
Try. to. find an answer
Im. not. spitting shit.
Im. not. finished. dieing. yet
Tear Me A Heart..
Before I Tear. Myself Apart...
Im still bleeding...
But im still breathing...
I can't hold back..
Throw you a sneak. a.ttack.
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Im falling down...
benieth the scaraping sound...
Of. nails. on. chalk. boards.,
and blood wrighting on the walls...
Im still falling,
Im still bleeding...
Im falling down...
Benieth the scaraping sound...
Of blades on skin,
and blood falling. to. the. ground...
-
-Choke-
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