i really fucked up shit this time..... i had it all and it slipped through my fingers like grians of sand...... evrything i love and hold close to my heart slipped through my fingers like grians of sand.... alochol has taken away evrything i hold close to my heart and love with all of it. i dont know what to do or where to turn, nowher to go and nowhere to hide. i sit and watch as my kindom collapses and crumbles around me, i left alone one my throne evrything in ruins around me i have met my fatefull demise