i'm a vigilanty/soldier/medic/surgen cuz i handle everything by my self, closed mind and tainted heart, i grew up as a soldier i'll die one. born alone i'll die alone
FRIENDS
- bitchy.cookie21, Female
- chaoscat120, Male
- Darkwitch22, Female
- darkwolf24, Female
- *DsBaby*23, Female
- katanica20, Female
- *lilprincess*23, Male
- Pocky~Queen25, Female
- powde1221, Male
- Silent~Angel24, Male
- Sparkzz21, Male
- the69voices24, Female
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BASICS
| Height: | 179 cm - 183 cm (5'11" - 6') |
| Weight: | 83 Kg - 86 Kg (181 lbs - 190 lbs) |
| Dating: | Married |
| Living Situation: | Living alone |
| Location: | Edmonton, Alberta, Canada |
| Last Active: | 09:07am | Nov 18, '08 |
INTERESTS
| Animals/Pets: | Cats |
| Sports: | Horseback Riding, Ice-skating, Rollerskating |
ABOUT ME
As of febuary 16/07 i am a proud father of an adorable little girl and i couldnt be happier
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baby and mom
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baby and her mom
i'm a vigilanty/soldier/medic/surgen cuz i handle everything by my self, closed mind and tainted heart, i grew up as a soldier i'll die one. born alone i'll die alone
i'm a vigilanty/soldier/medic/surgen cuz i handle everything by my self, closed mind and tainted heart, i grew up as a soldier i'll die one. born alone i'll die alone
LIKES
my daughter
DISLIKES
posers, wanna-bes, annoying ppl who just don't ever shut up when you want them to, ppl who can't stand me 4 the person who i am, girls who just use me and leave me broken hearted(which happens ALL THE TIME!!!! i mean come on i'm nice!!!!!), and po po's.
LATEST BLOG ENTRY
03:44pm | Feb 07, '08 | No Comments
i wish for so many things that can now never happen cuz of my own stupidity.
i wish i was a better man
i wish i could never lie
i wish i could never hurt another
i wish i could make everyones pain go away
i wish i wasnt so stupid
i wish i could have seen the things i had
the things i had.....
how i wish i wasnt so blind to what i had
what i had and now is gone.....
i wish everything was the way it was b4 i had made all these mistakes and more.....
i wish i was as strong emotionally as i am physically.
but i'm not.
i wish these things but my own stupidity is my downfall
and thats y i wish my being never had happened.
but it did.
it did and theres nothing i can do about it.
theres nothing i can do now that can change the past.
i look to the future and i see nothing but blackness and darkness.
for me the future should hold nothing but pain and suffering
i dont even deserve that i deserve much worse.
what comes is what comes.
what happens happens.
as long as she grows up in an
i wish i was a better man
i wish i could never lie
i wish i could never hurt another
i wish i could make everyones pain go away
i wish i wasnt so stupid
i wish i could have seen the things i had
the things i had.....
how i wish i wasnt so blind to what i had
what i had and now is gone.....
i wish everything was the way it was b4 i had made all these mistakes and more.....
i wish i was as strong emotionally as i am physically.
but i'm not.
i wish these things but my own stupidity is my downfall
and thats y i wish my being never had happened.
but it did.
it did and theres nothing i can do about it.
theres nothing i can do now that can change the past.
i look to the future and i see nothing but blackness and darkness.
for me the future should hold nothing but pain and suffering
i dont even deserve that i deserve much worse.
what comes is what comes.
what happens happens.
as long as she grows up in an