Im out Juvi and can't wait to start chillen with people, I've been sober for two months now It would be nice to smoke a Joint soon and Im on Custody discharge so If I breach once i go back to BYDC , Im on 24 hour supervision for a month so In April I'll come and chill.

1. There's a warrant out for my arrest for breaching , I've already was thinking what im going to Im going to turn myself in and do some time in cells , or there's always that chance I'll go to juvi until my sentanicing and thats sometime in March so thats not even that bad I could be in cells for a small amount of time or just go to juvi for over a month, so If nobody hears from me or if im not at school then you know where I am , This is all over in March This is so dope.

2. Hahahaha You desirved it I was just waiting to see who would actually start it, Fucking rights man showed him what Rutland's about.

3. This is fucked but I'm really starting to miss everyone.

50-76 more days until im in the new program and ill probably be in a foster home somewhere in Kelowna , This is almost over so im really fucking happy.

This saturday im spending the night in rutland, This might actually be a dope night.

My sentancing date is April.13th , 11 weeks... This fucking sucks but at least its my last court date for a really long time.

I got court today at 1 and then I dont have court for 8-15 weeks but then im off after that so thats dope.

The TRB.

8-15 Weeks Until Im off 24 hour for sure , I know I've said It before that I was going to get off but this is for sure because They can't keep me on this for that long and my old and new charges are all getting dropped off on the same day so thats going to be a really fucking busy day. I already know what has to be done I just got a clean up my act and try way harder than I used to, This is kinda fucked like I hate this program I never wanted to be on it but It changed me so thats what I like about it Im not the kid i used to be , I look at it know and I used be the dumbest fucking person and made the dumbest choices. I just want these 3 months to fly by because I just want to party and I have $200 now so lets see how much I have when I get off

My life is so boring now like all I do is go to the gym , go to the club 180 , go to meetings , eat , sleep and smoke. Im only half way done this program so im thinking I should get a job and just keep saving money because I need to start doing new things.

I'm so tired only got a 3 hour sleep, Have a headache , I high tempature , My stomach hurts like a bitch and Im cold as fuck , This better not be the Swine Flu.

I don't even know what to say or do anymore , Straight up im fucking loosing it , Yea I get why im on this but this is way to long for me and I don't have anymore patients. I hate where Im living , I can't see my family , I have to be supervised all the time , Fucking hate SMS , Got up to another 3 months , Can't see my friends and this list could just keep going on...

Fuck my lawyer moved our appointment until Friday

This is making me go crazy! I just want my old life back , I miss all my friends and just seeing them makes me want to just go with them , 3 months is just so long and There's alot more days off this until I get off , And Jayson Stop Thinking about moving man I would hate to loose another friend , You're like my brother and We've been through alot together.

Last night was dope went to Kelly O'Bryan's , Me and Ashley had the house to ourself until 3am and drank alot of Budd Haven't drank beer in so long!

Lately everything has been fucked up , I haven't been around for 3 months now and It pisses me off but life is life and all this is going to end a some point , I want you to all know that Im going to be behind youre backs until I die , My friends are my life and nobody should be taking that from me , There's been times when we've fighted and had not the goodest times but we always seem to work it out , Im going to be on this program for a while and I hope when im off this that some of you will still be some of my true friends because 3 months Is a while and alot can change in time , But ye Im always going to be there for all of you, Peace.