I'm getting worse every day
my limbs feel like they're breaking away
from my body
in their own directions
heading south,
to get away from this motionless heap inside my brain
My eyes barely open,
so tired of all the bullshit,
tell me "sleep some more"
So I don't have to face anybody outside.
They worry, asking is she even still alive?
I'm breathing, but it really ain't the same thing.
My heart is beating,
but it's so torn up & broken since you left.
I'll stay here,
counting ceiling tiles right above my bed
We'd lay there,
staring into the darkness
And not seeing each other's faces,
but knowing where our lips are
You saved me from myself
then you moved on with your life
You left me at a stand still
at a stop sign in your head
They all ask
"is she even still alive?"
but I'm not breathing.
my limbs feel like they're breaking away
from my body
in their own directions
heading south,
to get away from this motionless heap inside my brain
My eyes barely open,
so tired of all the bullshit,
tell me "sleep some more"
So I don't have to face anybody outside.
They worry, asking is she even still alive?
I'm breathing, but it really ain't the same thing.
My heart is beating,
but it's so torn up & broken since you left.
I'll stay here,
counting ceiling tiles right above my bed
We'd lay there,
staring into the darkness
And not seeing each other's faces,
but knowing where our lips are
You saved me from myself
then you moved on with your life
You left me at a stand still
at a stop sign in your head
They all ask
"is she even still alive?"
but I'm not breathing.
I'm super unhealthy.
I've been losing weight rapidly, living on cigarettes & Redbull,
my insomnia is worsening, if that's possible, I barely eat.
I don't do any of this on purpose, that's just how it is. I
wonder if my depression is causing all this. If so, it's really
fucking everything up. Bayum, I need another smoke.
I've been losing weight rapidly, living on cigarettes & Redbull,
my insomnia is worsening, if that's possible, I barely eat.
I don't do any of this on purpose, that's just how it is. I
wonder if my depression is causing all this. If so, it's really
fucking everything up. Bayum, I need another smoke.