" Dear Holly, I don't have much time. I don't mean literally, I mean you're out buying ice cream and you'll be home soon. But I have a feeling this is the last letter, because there is only one thing left to tell you. It isn't to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp, you can take care of yourself without any help from me. It's to tell you how much you move me, how you changed me. You made me a man, by loving me Holly. And for that, I am eternally grateful... literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you're sad, or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you'll try to see yourself through my eyes. Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I'm a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life, Holly. But I'm just one chapter in yours. There'll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends. P.S. I will always love you "
Why did it have to end so soon, why did you go away?
Although I know it may never come true, I hope to see you
someday and I'll always remember, those times that we shared,
so if your listening from up above, this is my prayer. You brought
so much joy to this world of mine whenever I needed, you came,
A friend like you is so hard to find, Without you it won't be the same
and though many will try, no one can ever compare, so i hope your listening
from up above, this is my prayer, May the mountains rise to meet you,
May the skyes open wide, Know that in my heart, my friend you will always
be alive. There are so many things that I want you to know, so many words
to say and when he finally calls me home, I'll walk with you through those gates,
So please remember me, i promise I'll see you up there, I know you're listening
from up above cause this is, and will always be my prayer.
"Heaven must be beautiful right now, cause they got you. Seems like you were just infront of me and all of a sudden you're a memory, if life is as short as they say it is i guess we'll meet again, sooner than we think we will... but i thought if i looked around you'd always be there, if i fly or fall you pick me up and tell me keep believing... they say a picture says a thousand words, but i would trade a thousand pictures to hear one of yours and ive been saying prayers like i was writing you letters, cause if heavens not that far like i think it is, you will get em. see its the distance thats making it harder, i can't just call you up and laugh with you the way we used to... this world isn't good enough, it don't deserve you cause you were an angel all along and now god returned you home. They say that god is full of mysteries, sometimes i wonder if you tell him that you're missing me? cause i miss you everyday and i'm sorry, did i take you for granted? but did i ever thank you? i meant to everyday... cause i can only say goodbye for now i know heaven must be beautiful right now, cause they have you"
You never learn to expect the worse, It always takes just the slightest little turn to open up your eyes
and though it seems that we'll grow to change, you'll never learn cause you'll always be the same;
predictable inside, the way you are, It's not your fault, you knew that the way we were, so young and
caught up in it, too far to see how things can be. I thought I knew who you were, You never learn
to expect the worse, you're falling short of every line that you've rehearsed, It's opened up my eyes
and now you'll see that we've grown to change.
I came by today to see you, I had to let you know , If I knew the last
time that I held you was the last time I'd have held you and never let go
It's kept me awake at night, wondering, Lie in the dark, just asking why
I've always been told you won't be called home , Until it's your time.
I remember the last time I saw you , You held your head up proud
I laughed inside when I saw how you were standing out in the crowd
You're such a part of who I am now that part will just be void
No matter how much I need you now, heaven needed you more
Cause heaven was needing a hero, somebody just like you
Brave enough to stand up for what you believe and follow it through
When I try to make it make sense in my mind, the only conclusion
I come to is heaven was needing a hero, and that's you
Briittney*-
Age 16, Female
sssssssssscary:)
Reply posted on Friday March 31, 2006, 2:39 am
cheeko09
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K I will make you a deal...
If you can find a kid that looks exactly like that...
Then we can adopt it.
Reply posted on Sunday April 2, 2006, 1:42 am
Briittney*-
Age 16, Female
woah adopting a little early dont you thinkk. excepcially an ugly kid like that 8)
Reply posted on Wednesday April 5, 2006, 1:39 am
Briittney*-
Age 16, Female
i fond that ugly kids sister
Reply posted on Saturday April 8, 2006, 9:05 Top
koreanskata
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Wanna make a asian kid with me?
Reply posted on Wednesday May 3, 2006, 9:03 pm
Briittney*-
Age 16, Female
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Wanna make a asian kid with me?
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dooooooooooooo it
Reply posted on Saturday May 20, 2006, 9:31 pm
koreanskata
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Do You Brittneyy??
bahha
Reply posted on Saturday May 20, 2006, 10:01 pm
Briittney*-
Age 16, Female
heheh DAVE JUNG
our kids would be to cute so it would be unfair
Reply posted on Saturday May 20, 2006, 10:03 pm
koreanskata
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Meh We can Make some.
if you want
just call me later cutie.
Time goes by fast, got my memories and they will last. I try to keep it
simple cause I hate goodbyes, I try to keep it simple by telling myself
that I will remember you and all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say but words get in the way so I will remember
you. We're a picture in my mind and when I wanna find you I just close
my eyes, You'll never be that far from me so don't say goodbye. You
were there when I needed a friend, Thank you, I never told you how
much that meant. God thank you, I will remember you
I woke up at 5 a.m.hearing your voice again but it was just the TV
coming from the other room. Your half empty coffee cup Is sitting
right where it was, I almost moved it last night but it didn't feel right
It's too soon, It still feels like you were just here, I was alright,I never
would have believed that you'd go away, that you could just disappear
When you were just here. The picture you hung last week keeps staring
back at me, there we are still laughin' like nothin' ever happened
I still feel you in the air, it's not fair. I reach out and you're not there
but I still feel you everywhere, No matter how much I try or how hard I cry
It still feels like you were just here.
I'm writing you for the hundredth time cuz ninety nine I threw away
And in my mind a thousand times I've said everything I wanna say
But you find a way to keep me hanging on,You find a way to make
everything go wrong, It's the way you lose me, say you choose me
Then pass me by like you never knew me, You find a way to lead
me on. I change my mind a thousand times but circumstances stay
the same, I told you no an hour ago I've said everything I wanna say
I've said everything I need to say.
"The greatest irony of love: Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right..and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. And sometimes, you think you`re already over a person, until you see them smile at you again, you'll suddenly realize that you're really not. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you loved the person, by sacrificing your happiness for theirs, without realizing that the other person's doing the same thing for them. Most relationships tend to fail not because of the absence of love; Love is always present, it's just that one is being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. We always fall in love with the person we think we love, only to discover that what we loved about them fades...Bad experiences are always remembered, but it's the wonderful memories that are captured to remind us that there are brighter days ahead and that happiness exists. You need to learn to let go when you're hurting too much, realise that sometimes love just isn't enough and accept the fact that things aren't always gonna be the same. There is someone out there who will love you more...It's all the thought you put into your decisions that impairs your judgement when your heart already knows what you need to do. Listen to your heart. Even though it's on the left side, it's always right. "
