After getting little sleep and falling off a snowmobile this weekend I finally slept last night. I'm still tired though. Meh. Well nothing excited happened yesterday I sat around doing nothing because My shoulders hurt to much. Today its not that bad just a little sting. But because I didn't do anything yesterday and I slept in today all my cloths are just getting in the wash and my room is still a mess. but I'll slowly get it done in the next few days... Loves and peace.

Ok so I got called into work last night I only stayed for an hour cause I was soo tired. Today I'm in my pj's playing poker! YAY. well I have to get cleaning anyway bye bye loves and peace.

Well I went out celebrating my birthday last night got totally hammered and didn't get home until 9 in the morning WOW. But it was fun. So all I've done today is sit around doing nothing cause my head feels like a balloon. lol well thats all thats new ttyl loves and peace.

Well Its payday! And I'm still Broke!! Lol. Well today was alright ran around did a few errands and then came home and slept some more. Lol I'm going out tonight. (and wearing a Spanish style dress and stiletto high heels. :P) Hehe its gonna be fun. But that's is ttyl loves and peace.

Nothing really special about today I went to the doctor and found out my cholesterol is two times what it should be then Grace came over a visited for a bit. Nothing special but ya I have to go get ready for work. Loves and peace

I hate being up this early.... But I have a driving course today. Last night was amazing I had so much fun. Went out with James to the Keg and had More steak lol. the went and watched death race again. Over all a perfect day. But I'm tired and don't want to be up right now so loves and peace.

ok so today is my birthday and its going great. I spent all morning with my mommy went for lunch sold some bottles and did some shopping. I get everything I want for my birthday which is to spend it with family and friends. YAY I'm really happy today. well loves and peace

Well tomorrow is my birthday and I get everything I want. I get to spend time with my mother who doesn't work tomorrow. And I get to spend time with a friend. So I work until 2 am tonight... YAY I convinced one of the guys I work with to bring me cake lol. hehe... Ya but I have nothing to do today until I go to work YAWN Boring. lol well There isn't anything exciting going on with me today so I'll talk to you later. Loves and peace bye bye

Well the concert went great. The kids did amazing!!! I'm soo glad. It was so busy for me though. But I loved it seeing the kids again. They missed me I wish I could go to the practices. ooh well they did amazing even with a bunch of them gone I'm sooo proud. well I'm gonna go love and peace.

Well I was spontaneous last night and if anyone knows me they know that I am anything but spontaneous. First I went to a movie with my landlord. TAKEN is a VERY good movie. Well I had twenty minutes warning for that one. Then I phoned James(Ex Boyfriend) after the movie and ended up going to the bar. I didn't drink anything but water and I had a blast. It was fun...seeing some of my friends it was good. Well now I have a concert to go to with the kids so YAY. They're all probably gonna jump me cause I haven't been there in two weeks. (The kids are a group of children I used to volunteer with) So I'm excited about that. Over all I'm in a good mood today.

91 days until I never see the man I love again. I know I shouldn't be sad seeming as I was the one who let him go and can't forgive myself enough to let him take me back. but honestly knowing the day that he's moving away is just a bomb shell going off. I wish so bad that I could go with him. But its my own fault. loves and peace

What do you do when you've let that man you love go to get a shot at independence but never even get the shot and don't get the man back. What do you do when your falling in love with another man another ex and know he doesn't want a girlfriend boyfriend relationship! What do you do when you depend on guys but there are only two in the world you wanna be with? What should I do?

Four days till I can bug the shit out of my sister cause we're the same age for a month... well I spent two hours at the hospital today so they could take another three things of blood. and an x-ray. I hate hospitals!!!! well at least it wasn't for something serious. well I have the weekend off and have nothing to do no where to go and no money. Welcome to being an adult!!!! lol well nothings really new so I'll go now. Loves and peace.

My ooh my..... I'm so tired of going and seeing my doctor it isn't even funny. Last week this week and next week. AND THERE TAKING MORE BLOOD. The good thing is though there gonna figure out whats up with the pains I've been having for the last year and a half. Yippy I might get to live without the pain. Lol, well just got home from the doctor and my ex was sitting outside my house. Well not my house the next door waiting for our friend Sarah lol it was slightly creepy. ooh well. I had a good night last night. work was great had a blast. Well talk to you tomorrow. Loves and peace.

So I woke up early to day cause I had my drivers training. It went all right but not great. When I came home I went back to sleep YAY!! Well today isn't a day where I have much to say. I'm in an alright mood. one of those days that are kinda blah! lol well I have to go get ready for work now I'll talk to you tomorrow. Love and peace bye bye.