` This year is almost over and all I did was lose my very best friend, fight through a depression that almost killed me with a smile on my face, and push away everyone I love, either because I didn't want to hurt them, or we were getting to close and I didn't want them to hurt me. Regardless of all of that, I'm going to make the very best of 2012, rebuilding relationships I pushed away, kicking ass in school, and I will be damned if I don't end this year with a true smile on my face!
