I want to change this
I want to change what I did three years ago
I want to change how that changed me,
and how I reacted to it and everything after that.
How im scared to start anything, for fear of becomeing dependant on anything.
so lets start somehting different shall we?

Last night was pretty fun guys,

haha i stayed pretty sober till i got to Tammys,
i have never felt like that, i honestly dont remember much of it, but i think its cause i was sleep walking...
whoow, i still can believe where i woke up..
Anyways..
<3 love you all
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

I would like to something exciting.

What a day what a day
Shopping was fun
the bus there......ugh
i think that boys should not come up to me and say im hott and ask for my number while making small talk about the weather, just saying.
than call me twice!!!
ugh.
Dear friends, please do not let me give my number away to strangers when in panic mode. PLEASE, you can even tell then were gay, it works, ive tried it.

Spending $400 was fun.. even if i only had one bag filled...

than on the way home... falling up the escalator that wasnt moving cause anouther guys was freaking me out.... oh and that i fell again....

great day

Oh and i was supposed to work today, but i didnt realise it

this year I am going to try and pay more attention to people
I am going to start truely appreciating them.
I love my friends, but most of them dont know it,
truely it is you that keeps me sain..

I'm sorry that you do not want to spend your Christmas with me,
and thinking I just care about presents I'd justsilly , keep them, I acctually do care about you I just dont know how do show it
I'm not going to quit my job just to spend
more time with you, sorry

I am happy I talked to you mom, but it won't help

Dear sister I would liketo spend more time with you


<3 I love you all who have actually been there's
for me, thanks to the few who care

this year I am going to try and pay more attention to people
I am going to start truely appreciating them.
I love my friends, but most of them dont know it,
truely it is you that keeps me sain..

I'm sorry that you do not want to spend your Christmas with me,
and thinking I just care about presents I'd justsilly , keep them, I acctually do care about you I just dont know how do show it
I'm not going to quit my job just to spend
more time with you, sorry

I am happy I talked to you mom, but it won't help

Dear sister I would liketo spend more time with you


<3 I love you all who have actually been there's
for me, thanks to the few who care

Mark the bands you've HEARD OF. Not just the ones you like.
(Some of these catorgories are a bit weird I'm sure.) Be honest people! If you
really have never heard of them. Don't mark it. It just makes you look faker.

ALTERNATIVE:

[x ] Weezer
[x] Paramore
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[ x] October Fall
[xThe Academy Is...
[ x] Coheed And Cambria
[ x] Bayside
[x] Yellowcard
[x] Sugarcult
[ ] The Dresden Dolls

TOTAL SO FAR:9

COUNTRY:

[x] Rascal Flatts
[x] Carrie Underwood
[x] Leanne Rhymes
[x] Garth Brooks
[x] Dixie Chicks
[] Kenny Chesney
[x] Tim McGraw
[x] Faith Hill
[x] Shania Twain
[x] Johnny Cash

TOTAL SO FOR: 18

EMO:

[x] Hawthorne Heights
[ ] Halifax
[ ] Forgive Durden
[ x] Amber Pacific
[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[x] From First to Last
[x] Senses Fail
[ ] Underoath
[x] Something Corporate
[ x] Hit the lights
[ ] Dear Whoever

TOTAL SO FAR:25

INDIE:

[x ] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[x ] Death Cab for Cutie
[x] Dashboard Confessional
[x] The Killers
[x ] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[ ] Hot Hot Heat
[ x] Gym Class Heroes
[ ] Franz Ferdinand
[x] Modest Mouse

TOTAL SO FAR: 33

METAL:

[x] Slipknot
[x] System of a Down
[x] Disturbed
[x] Metallica
[x] Guns n' Roses
[x] Lamb of God
[x] Slayer
[ ] Hatebreed
[x ] Killswitch Engage

TOTAL SO FAR:41

POP:

[x] Teddy Geiger
[x] Ashlee Simpson
[x] Kelly Clarkson
[x] Jesse McCartney
[x] Avril Lavigne
[x] Pink
[x] The Veronicas
[x] Daniel Powter
[x] James Blunt
[x] Natasha Bedingfield
[ x] Ryan Cabrera

TOTAL SO FAR:52

POWERPOP/POP PUNK/PUNK:

[x] Hellogoodbye
[x] Cute is What We Aim for
[x] Cartel
[x] The Click Five
[x] Fall Out boy
[ ] Lucky Boys Confusion
[x] Good Charlotte
[x] Bowling for Soup
[x] Reliant K
[ x] Less Than Jake
[x] Simple Plan

TOTAL SO FAR: 62

RAP:

[x] Ying Yang Twins
[x] T.I.
[ ] Paul Wall
[x] Tupac
[] Jamie Foxx
[x] Ludacris
[x] Lil' Jon
[x] Outkast
[x] 50 Cent
[x] Kanye West
[ ] Notorious B.I.G
[ ] Young Jeezy

TOTAL SO FAR:69

SKA:

[x] Reel Big Fish
[ ] The Specials
[ ] Mad Caddies
[x ] the Aquabats
[x] Sublime
[x] No Doubt
[ ] Madness
[ x] Operation Ivy
[x] Bob Marley

TOTAL SO FAR: 75

ROCK:

[x] Taking Back Sunday
[x] All American Rejects
[x] Motion City Soundtrack
[x] Avenged Sevenfold
[x] Angels and Airwaves
[x] Evanescence
[x] My Chemical Romance
[x] Brand New
[x] Green Day
[x] Blink 182

TOTAL SO FAR: 85

CLASSIC ROCK:

[x] The Beatles
[x]Led Zeppelin
[x] The Rolling Stones
[x] The Who
[x] Pink Floyd
[x] The Doors
[x] Jimi Hendrix
[x] Queen
[x] Van Halen
[x] Bob Dylan
[ x] Simon & Garfunkel

TOTAL SO FAR:96

JAZZ:

[] Louis Armstrong
[ ] Miles Davis
[ ] Duke Ellington
[x ] Billie Holiday
[ Ella Fitzgerald

TOTAL SO FAR:97

CLASSICAL:

[x] Bach
[x] Mozart
[x] Beethoven
[ x] Vivaldi
[ x] Chopin
[ x] Handel
[x] Brahms
[x] John Phillips Sousa
[ x] Niccolo Paganini

TOTAL: 106

Now take the number you and multiply by two. That is the percentage of how obsessed you are with music.

I am 212% obsessed with music???
weird.. i doubt this is right but sure

I wonder when people will stop thinking I'm fake.
If I don't like you youwill know ,
it doesnt happen often but I do not hide my feelings very well
I am avery readable person
but yet very few people really know me
because they don't take the time
Am I not aloud I be happy? Im not like that to bennifit you or anyone else
I just hate being miserable
I am easily influenced by others feelings and happiness is just something like an escape for me
im sorry if you do think its fake
but than agan you probably really dont know me than

im kinda sad that the plays over,
im actually going to have to start doing my homework .:(

1. The play tonight was really really good

2. I don't think I can find the feelings to like you.. Especially when I can only picture you with her. Not that is a bad thing

3. I know you hate me for what happened, but i honestly can't think of what I actually did, but you do have the right to hate me, but being rude is getting you no where . Hate takes to much effort , just saying

4. Ughghgf I want to go tomorrow the drum circle, but surprise I'm not aloud. Have a blast guys

5 I want to go see metric!!!!

High School Drama Is Stupid,
I get enough of it at school, i dont need it at work too,

Yay we totally beat budget at my store today,
we normally sell about 500$$ with shoes being 50% off,
but yeaterday we sold like 2000$$ and 159 pairs of shoes, at 70% off!!!
its crazzy,
i bought 3 pairs today,
i look like a gangsturr in them ( i can hope at least)

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes / media player on shuffle.
2. With each given question, press next and that is your answer.
3. Write down the song name no matter HOW silly it sounds.
4. If you have any comments, write them in brackets below your answer.

a) If someone asks you out, you say:
Kiss Kiss
(haha no)

b) You see your crush. You think:
Tiger Lily

c) You stub your foot and yell:
Courage Robert
(sure?)

d) Your pants are full of:
Fabricated Air
(hahaha)

e) Your favourite video game is:
Medicating
(...)

f) Your t-shirt says:
so what
(mhmm)

g) Your favourite video consists of:
Monday Monday Monday
(or not)

h) This is what's crawling up your pant leg:
War All The Time
(wow that would be horrible)

i) You like him / her because:
All You Need Is Love
(sure sure)

j) Your friend has a:
Break Out
(yep)

k) What you'll be when you grow up:
Fuck You Aurora
(oh really)

l) The song that'll be played at your child's birth:
Make You Feel My Love
(OH WOW HAHAHA)

m) Your "summer song":
one sweet love
(i havent even heard this song)

n) Your friends' pants are full of:
Thursday Night Pregame
(yueah they are)

o) You like to:
Heart Of Glass
(Ummm... I can think of so many better things to do though)

p) Your mom changed her name to:
When I think About Angels
(yeaNo)

q) You changed your name to:
The Lights And Buzz
(I totally should)

r) Your battle cry:
Soar
(wow its not even exciting)

s) Your porn movie will be titled:
Between The Lines
(It will be creative)

t) Your wedding song:
Hurry Up And Wait
(um sure)

u) Your new last name is:
Now Over
(haha ironic)

v) Your genitals are called:
Tearing Us Apart
(i hope not!)

w) Your pet cat is named:
Lonely Girl
(awee, i hope not)

x) Your pet dog is named:
goodbye goodbye
(can I name it Fucik instead? composer vs. song title?)

y) Your new nickname will be:
Crappy Love Ballad
(yeaanoo)

z) When posted, you will title this
Driving

wow i love the privacy in this house hold,
i even love how i cant even speak my mind on here
just freakin awsome,